
It was late at night, but Aidan was still awake, he was still thinking about Aunt Sarah's words earlier this afternoon, while looking at the video of allura before the fateful day, the video was sent by Allura's father who hoped allura could return cheerful as seen in the recording. Aidan plays one by one from the video footage, looks allura very story in all the videos until involuntarily Aidan also smile to see her.
" She was indeed very beautiful and sweet as she smiled like that" Aidan said stopping a round of the video while displaying an allura face that was recorded clearly and his menzoom Aidan kept looking at her " why should such a bad thing happen to you ? " ask her to yourself.
***
Allura woke up at midnight, because since last afternoon she had fallen asleep and had just woken up now . He looked out the window, the atmosphere was very calm to make allura dare to go out of the house, heard someone go out sir Kevin was awake and checked it, he said, seen the front door opened, Kevin began to worry, but when he saw from the window there was allura outside in relief, sir Kevin followed allura who was walking around in the yard . Mr. Kevin already knew what happened to allura this afternoon, he had time to check the state of allura but he was reluctant to discuss it again.
Coincidentally the weather was bright, visible moon and stars adorned the night sky, without knowing allura sir Kevin noticed allura who was busy staring at the sky that was very beautiful and soothing it
" The moon is very bright huh ?" Kevin's question surprised allura
" Daddy haven't slept ?"
" Dad woke up, but now I'm not sleepy I want to see the beautiful sky ! "
" Yeah, the stars are so many "
" You like it ? " Allura nodded, the two of them sat side by side while enjoying the calm atmosphere of the night
" Dad ? "
"Hmm !"
You hate me ? "
" What ? Why are you asking like that ? " Mister Kevin was stunned to hear Allura's question
" I'm sorry I'm dad, now that I'm like this I embarrass dad and always make dad sad" Allura continued while bowed
" Not allura, don't think like that, I still love allura and will stay that way forever, under whatever circumstances I will always love you, you are all for my dear father " said Mr. Kevin while stroking allura's face
" Here's my dear Hugging father "pack Kevin embrace then hug allura
" jeez the daughter of the father has grown up now, healthy continues well beautiful father, you will always be the little girl father "pack Kevin continues to praise allura and then kiss allura's forehead, looks that so great affection sir Kevin to allura.
***
The beautiful night had changed with a bright morning, the state of allura had improved, but the wound on his leg was still bleeding as allura continued to walk around here and there, but he did not feel the slightest pain precisely the sensation of pain made allura feel calm. At breakfast Aunt Sarah tried to convey something
" Allura said Aidan your counseling session is changed to every day "
" Why ? Because of yesterday ?" Answer is flat
" You don't hate Aidan ?" Ask Aunt Sarah heart
" Should ?"
" No, that's a good thing, dad "Aunte Sarah glanced at Mr. Kevin with a happy expression because of allura's change of attitude that can be calmer, more calm, last night Aidan did propose and ask permission for allura counseling activities to be carried out every day so that the progress can be monitored, he said, after all, for now Aidan only has one patient so that Aidan can concentrate with allura
Aidan had already come alone, this time Aidan did not devise a plan he just wanted to chat casually with allura, he admitted yesterday it was his mistake he was too rushed and forced allura, he admitted, so now he's just going to do it slowly let it all flow.
" This is for you "Aidan gave a gift, allura took it without saying anything and immediately opened it, allura was astonished by its contents while turning to Aidan
" you'll fit in that hairpin, here I help ! " Aidan took the gift clip from her and put it in allura's hair
" as I thought, you were even more sweet" she said with a smile, allura again did not react to anything she just continued to look at Aidan's face
" why? You want to say something ? " Tanya Aidan was still smiling he thought allura Mau was talking, but allura instead shook her head making Aidan a little disappointed, but as if carried away the atmosphere Aidan returned allura's gaze, so they looked at each other, so they looked at each other, the mood has become romantic.
After all these hours they were with Allura not saying anything, he was still busy with reading it
" You always read books, you don't wonder what's out there ? " Allura did not respond, "you will continue like that ?" Because allura did not care about Aidan and continued to focus on reading Aidan was interesting to continue to close the book in allura's hold, he said,
" you have to see the person you're talking to, that's the attitude you're always teaching at school or at home, right ? " allura stared cynically at Aidan and tried to reclaim his book, but Aidan quickly picked up the book and distanced it from allura's reach
" are you mad at me ?" Allura shook her head again making Aidan start to get annoyed
" stop shaking your head and say yes or no "
" You're not polite "once you speak, Allura's words immediately offended Aidan
" It's not rude, but..." Aidan immediately thought of something "I am indeed disrespectful because now I am not your psychologist, now I will be your friend !" Aidan's words made allura frown
" You know friends have to trust each other, right ?" aidan said with a smile
" I don't need friends !" Reply to Allura while retrieving a new book from the shelf behind her, but Aidan snatches it and puts it again on the shelf, then Aidan pulls allura to the front of the window
" What are you doing !!" Allura protest
" Look at that person "Aidan standing behind allura holding onto allura's shoulder then he pointed at some people who were on the move out there
" are you scared too when you see them from a distance ?" Allura tried to turn her eyes away
" you're scared too even when they look small ? Why are you afraid ? "
" Ak..I "allura's voice shakes "I'm just scared ! " Allura closed her eyes
" They won't attack or hurt you ! Believe me !"
" really ? But why is it that when I am in a house full of guarding things like that can happen ? Should I trust them or even you ? " saidan concluded with his eyes reddened and glassy, Aidan was silent
hearing allura's answer, Aidan became aware that allura's fear had been a form of defense and vigilance, however, due to severe depression, the brain allura becomes overthinking and assumes that everyone is a bad person, creating excessive fear of himself
" i was even scared when they looked at me "allura started sobbing,
" that's what you've been thinking about all this time ?" Allura nodded
" heard allura not all bad guys ok, you heard me well, what you did was right, you were just on the lookout it was natural, but everything you thought about was not all right, all right, look at those innocent little kids they won't do any harm to you !"
" You talk like that because you never feel what I feel !" Allura
" I've never felt it but I know what it's like, all my patients feel the same way as you, but they can recover and return to normal life, she said, you know what they're doing ?" Allura listened carefully to Aidan's words
" They fought his allura ! fear must be faced, not avoided ! Condemned aidan, the two of them were silent while looking at each other seriously
" I'm not ready for that !" Allura
" You're not ready yet, you just don't want to be ready !" Aidan kept trying to convince allura that he could face all his fears,
" Why did you do that to me ?"
" Do what ?"
" Why do you keep convincing me that I can get through all this ?"
" Because you can !"
" I'll just do it if I want to, for now I don't want to do anything ! So go and don't come again !!" Allura left from the presence of Aidan after he expelled Aidan. But Aidan instead felt increasingly wanting to make allura heal, was it because he was starting to take an interest in allura ?