Allura And Luka

you are not alone

today allura has no scheduled meetings with his psychologist, as is his custom he is now in his personal library, reading a book can keep his brain busy so he can momentarily forget things that always revolve in his mind. but when he read a quote about the depression that had befallen the author of the book, suddenly allura remembered with his heartbreaking story as well, he felt a pain in his head and his chest felt very tight

" bruk "book in his grasp fell, his feet lost their footing until his body whipped to and fro until hit a shelf full of books, and his feet lost their footing, his gaze began to blur but allura tried to walk towards the drawered shelf looking for something, allura grabbed a pair of scissors and then without hesitation he slammed the sharp part of the scissors into his palm, the blood that came out seemed to make her feel calmer, the pain she felt felt was like an incredible sensation to her.

Just as Aunt Sarah walked into the library room to check on the state of allura, allura immediately hid her wound and tried to leave but aunt Sarah had already seen the drops of blood on the floor and prevented allura from going " you do it again " asked Aunt Sarah, allura was silent with her hands clenched but the blood that flowed from her incision wound kept coming out. Seeing that Aunt Sarah could not say another word, she felt very tired of being worried by allura.

Aunt Sarah helped treat the wound on Allura's hand, the wound was not too deep but quite long. Aunt Sarah did not say what at that time, it felt useless because allura would not and would not listen to it, finished dressing his wounds with allura bandages left just like died Aunt Sarah. Aunt Sarah involuntarily shed her tears and began to sob, of course she must feel irritated and tired of caring for allura who experienced mental problems and depression that never improved as well. Aunty Sarah is very familiar with allura because from childhood allura has been often foster by her, she said, before the tragedy happened allura was a cheerful and supple figure no wonder many people like allura but seeing his condition now makes the heart of aunt sarah destroyed like a biological mother.

📞" Mas allura hurt himself again "Tante Sarah told Mr. Kevin by phone, hearing that Mr. Kevin also felt sad again, Mr. Kevin closed his eyes and sighed to calm down

📞 "what is his severe wound ?"

📞 "No, it's just that I'm worried that he keeps hurting himself, until when do we have to be like this ?!" aunt sarah

📞" We must remain patient and strong ! it must also be hard for allura "said Mr Kevin calming his wife "Are you okay ? Looks like you're sick" Kevin's also worried about his second wife's condition

📞 "I'm fine, I just finished crying "

📞 "I'm sorry well, I so making you this must be heavy for you ! " sir Kevin feels guilty for Aunt Sarah

📞 "Don't be like that, I'm doing all this because I love you both, so don't feel guilty I'm going through my role as a mother and wife " aunt Sarah's answer made Kevin smile and made her feel better

📞 "Thank you very much you have been present among us "Pack Kevin's greeting made salting Aunt Sarah

📞 "i'm going to hang up the phone well, see you at the house "aunty Sarah hung up her phone

Still feeling worried, Aunt Sarah finally approached allura in her room.

" What are you doing ?" her question was gentle to the stale base, looking allura was staring at the small round aquarium containing her pet Nemo fish. Aunt Sarah approached allura who was sitting in front of her makeup glass, and gently stroked her long allura hair

" It looks like he needs a friend" said Aunt Sarah, seeing that the fish was just one inside

" she looks moody, surely she's lonely she has no friends to tell her, you have to find her friend "allura look at that little fish, it seems she agrees with Aunt Sarah

" allura. You've got a aunt here, you've got a father you can share our same story, whatever it is we'll listen to all of it ! " aunt Sarah tried to persuade allura to be more open to her.

but Benak allura said he couldn't do it, because allura thought if he told her all his pain would make his father and mother also feel pain. That's how allura he always felt that he was able to overcome all of his own, so he forgot the existence of people around him, he forgot how to ask for help to others, he forgot how to ask for help, he forgets that asking for help from others is not always a hassle, on the contrary it can indicate that he appreciates the existence of people around him.

**** the next day

Today Aidan went back to see allura for a consultation, but what he brought made allura astonished.

" Dad !" said Allura saw Aidan bring a child's play

" You want to play ?" Aidan does not care in such banter, because this is his way of carrying out his duties as a psychologist, Aidan chose one of the board games he brought, he said, allura just shook his head while crossing his hands.

" Come on this will be exciting, you'll love it "Aidan tries to force while taking the Uno block box

" No ! " allura refused and tried to leave in front of Aidan

" Are you afraid of losing ?" Feeling challenged allura sat back down and tried to play

with a smile Aidan explained how to play "ok, there are no rules, how to play you have to move one of the blocks according to the same color or number, I first well " they started that game, too,

at first allura was already feeling confident because it looked easy, but just touching one of the blocks he had already knocked it all down

" you lost !! " aidan said making allura so curious and repeated from the beginning, one time he could move the beam without knocking it down however, the third experiment, allura knocked it down again, until they repeat the game up to ten times, aidan tricks managed to make allura interested in new things and willing to try new things even though it looks trivial but this Aidan trick is able to make allura's brain busy on other things, looks like he forgot the time because he kept trying to win but he always lost.

" Have you never played with anything like this in school ?" Said Aidan looking at allura very bad and had no special tricks while playing, allura shook his head while still focusing on the beam in front of him, Aidan smiled happily seeing that Allura was already not too stiff towards him

" i understand a genius like you must only like thick books that have no pictures ! " allura didn't touch him anymore because he was too focused on thinking of ways to keep all the blocks he touched from collapsing

" ok I'll die it's the same you, practice it "he said a little teasing allura, but allura still did not care about it.

" Well, see you at the next meeting !!" Aidan said with a smile they saw there was hope in allura.

For the next trick, Aidan tried to invite some people to play together, so that allura did not feel awkward or afraid when meeting new people or strangers, and also his trick to make allura can re-adjust to the crowd and social life.

for now, Aidan does not directly invite others but the closest people first

" What ? It's a child's game, I'll look silly" said Mr. Kevin when he felt it would fall his authority when Aidan invited him to play the child's game

" I'm coming, anyway no one will see this "Aunty Sarah let's go wae

" The emmm is indeed childish Kanakan but all the games are quite effective to relieve stress and divert the mind of allura " explained Aidan, Mr. Kevin finally came along, too, if about allura sir Kevin can not refuse him. At first allura wondered why his parents in the play but because it carried away the atmosphere they were all even preoccupation with playing.

a CEO who was reluctant by many people seemed to enjoy playing the child's game

" We should have played this game, it's quite fun" said Mr. Kevin even though he always lost and his face was all white in the flour, making everyone laugh

" don't let your employees see this !" said Aunt Sarah teased Mr. Kevin, increasingly making laughter tear up the room except allura he just smiled a little, but his small smile made Mr. Kevin, Kevin, he said, Aunty Sarah and Aidan are happy because they managed to make Allura smile again. Allura had not realized that he could actually return to what he used to be, even though the memories of the past were occasionally stifled, at least he was able to divert his mind to overcome his fear, here the presence of Aidan is very visible to bring a big change in allura, his suble personality is able to make allura feel comfortable, he said, thus bringing a positive impact on the psychological allura.

For the rest of his life Aidan will try to persuade allura so that he wants to go outside the house, to eliminate his phobia of strangers and make allura can face his fear so that later allura can control emotions and overcome stress and depression through a new mindset and memory.

Allura's next meeting was invited to meet with friends Aidan who specifically came to the house allura, they also cosplay so his college children intention so that allura did not feel awkward. aidan's trick this time was extreme because Aidan knew what would happen to allura but he wanted to see how allura controlled his emotions as he faced his fears, but before his allura was told so that he was not surprised and made him experience a panic attack later allura even did not want to see Aidan again it seems like nothing happened to Zihan.

" You want to try it ? " Aidan tried to persuade allura that he would try, allura shook his head, hesitating that he could control his emotions.

Not yet what allura had cold sweat and his heart was racing.

" Hey allura, look at me, calm down ok, close your eyes and take a breath out slowly, ok repeat again " Aidan grasps both hands of Allura and teaches allura to cope with her panic attacks.

" Is it better ?" Aidan asked, allura nodded "not bad right ? You can overcome it, so you must be sure you can face your fears so you can fight your fears" said Aidan assured allura, allura can be assured easily, he tried to brave himself to face the stranger. Aidan led allura walking towards Aidan's friend friend who formed the crowd, initially allura did not react to anything as he hid behind Aidan's back, allura still did not dare to stare at them directly, so he did not dare to look at them, but when one of Aidan's friends tried to approach and intend to get acquainted with allura in shock, suddenly allura's body trembled and sweated again, allura held tightly to Aidan's clothes and began to cry.

" It doesn't seem like this is going to work, you guys better leave now ! " let Aidan to his friend's friend, Aidan's friend understand the situation, they go. After a quiet state, allura ran into his room, heard allura screaming loudly and the sound of goods being slammed, Aunt Sarah who had witnessed all the events became panicked and worried

" please do something "please ask Aunt Sarah to Aidan

" Calm Auntie, don't panic yet, I'll go in "when Aidan enters the situation in the allura room is already very messy,

" go you !!! " allura yelled at Aidan and threw books and other objects at Aidan, but Aidan continued to try to approach allura

" don't come any closer, go....." Shouted allura with tears that drenched his cheeks.that's what always allura natural when he felt scared and felt intimidated, he always lost control. Aidan manages to get close to allura, as allura continues to mosquito Aidan hugging her from behind trying to calm allura down but allura remains in revolt

" let go !!! Release !!!!"

Aunt Sarah came in with a sedative injection, with her trembling hand thrusting her into Allura's neck.

" allura.allura listen to me, you are strong you can fight your fears you can certainly control the emotions that always dominate you you must know that well, you must know that, you have to fight all the fears in your heart and free your mind ok, you can allura you are strong "Aidan gave a suggestion right in allura's ear, heard all those words, he said, slowly allura's body squeezed, he stopped revolting and yelling, but still crying, Aidan changed his position now he hugged allura from the front, while hugging Aidan also stroked softly Aidan's hair " I'm sorry well, I shouldn't have forced you ! " his gentle speech, warm embrace and soft speech of Aidan calmed allura, after a while, allura fainted in Aidan's arms.

Aidan moved her to the bed, then he treated the wound on allura's leg because he stepped on the broken glass, while Aunt Sarah tried to tidy up the items scattered where

" he was always like that every time he met someone else, making us confused and could not do anything other than obey what makes him comfortable" said Aunt Sarah, she began sobbing

" but if you continue this way he just walks in place, his trauma and phobia will not disappear, Aidan Auntie please help allura, I beg you not to give up on allura, I beg you not to give up on allura, Auntie believes you can cure allura !" Aunty Sarah clasped Aidan's hand she begged earnestly, hearing Aunt Sarah Aidan's plea to be pity, actually without begging Aidan had intended to keep trying to make allura healed

"Okay Auntie, without asking I will keep trying But why is Aunt sure that I can cure allura ?" Ask Aidan was curious about the sentence that was said by Aunt Sarah

" i don't know Aunt just felt that you were the one God sent to help allura !"

" Allura's attitude is now very difficult to guess, he always hides his feelings, he can only talk to people he knows, he can only talk to, even we do not have art because the presence of strangers around him makes allura not calm all the time, but you can easily get closer to allura, that's weird but maybe you're bound to a destiny !" said Aunt Sarah made Aidan wonder, Aidan was staring at the face of allura who was now asleep

" Is it really Aunt ? " Task Aidan quietly

" Aunty sure there is a predestined bond between you, Auntie hope it's a good destiny ! " Aunte Sarah patted softly Aidan's shoulder that had been sitting beside the allura bed, Aunt Sarah also came out of the allura room while carrying broken glass in the pengki. Aidan is still pensive over the words Aunt Sarah said earlier

" what fate we are indeed connected to allura, I also felt a different feeling when I saw you "murm, then Aidan justifies the allura blanket and goes out of the allura room.