Alin Philosophy

Alin Philosophy
Chapter 74 Beautiful, Beautiful and Comfortable



Since that day! the day that happened in Amira's room.


Shofi fell silent, too much Shofi thought.


And, Fatih's attitude was also getting warmer on her. Even now it was Fatih's turn to get drinks and food for Shofi. Even Fatih would feed Shofi gently.


Yes, Shofi has indeed returned to school because he is healthy. Although Shofi himself is not too able to write because the seams have not healed.


But, again Fatih will do beyond his habits. Yeah, Fatih's gonna write all the lessons Shofi can't write. And, copying some of the lessons left behind.


As a result, almost all of Shofi's notebooks are written by Fatih.


Shofi did not expect Fatih's writing to be very good. Even very neat compared to Amira's own writing.


Sometimes Shofi refuses, but Fatih is not his name if he can't do it. Even Shofi was also irritated by Fatih.


The proximity of Fatih and Shofi makes one school uproar. But there was a fire beard. Who else if not Amelia.


Amelia was very upset to see the affection of Fatih and Shofi. Amelia wants to hit Shofi, and reminds him that Shofi does not deserve to be with Fatih.


But, unfortunately Amelia can not get close to Shofi because there must always be Fatih. Although there was no Fatih but still there when Fatih's friend who seemed to be guarding Shofi from threats.


What Amelia saw was not as beautiful as she had imagined. Shofi was even annoyed by Fatih's behavior. It even felt like Shofi wanted to kick Fatih from before him.


"Let's go home!"


Fatih suddenly pulls Shofi's arm making Shofi upset.


"I want to go home with Amira and Bungan!"


"Loe came home with me!"


"Ra, Flowers please ..,"


Shofi yelled as his hand continued to be pulled by Fatih. Amira and Bunga wanted to help Shofi but the three sneaks blocked their steps.


"Isstt, whatever the hell, I don't want to go home with you!"


"Make a ride!"


"Philos!"


Pressing Fatih made Shofi snort. With a frown Shofi rose making the children who were in the parking lot cheerfully.


"Hand!"


"Don't want to, it's this!"


"Later to fall,"


"Belgium!"


Fatih resentfully pulled Shofi's hand and wrapped it in Fatih's stomach. Shofi pulls back his hand but Fatih holds him back strongly making Shofi finally give up.


The original one hand is circular now two hands. Shofi leaned his head on Fatih's sturdy back while tightening his embrace.


Let me enjoy these moments for a while. I will definitely miss him.


Inner Shofi as he closed his eyes enjoyed the breeze of the wind caressing his face.


Amira was right, Shofi could only enjoy some time together with Fatih before he actually left.


In the end, they will only hurt each other.


Fatih pulled the corner of her lips as Shofi tightened his embrace. Yes, Fatih would never demand that Shofi return his feelings. Enough Shofi exists and silence lets him give that love away.


Fatih is sure, someday Shofi will return his feelings.


Fatih did not immediately take Shofi home but took Shofi somewhere.


West Sunter Lake, is Fatih's destination. The lake is located in the North Jakarta area specifically the capital city of Jakarta.


Enjoying the sunset is Fatih's thirst. Fatih wants them to spend a wonderful moment there. Although just a little chatter forget for a moment the small disputes between them.


The day and atmosphere are very supportive especially tomorrow is indeed Sunday. Maybe one week ahead Fatih will not freely approach Shofi because there is an odd semester exam.


However, do not forget before going to the Lake, Fatih invites Shofi to change clothes first to the mall. So that their clothes are not too flashy.


"Well, why are we here?"


"Enjoy sunset!"


Fatih flatly replied, although it looks happy but Fatih still put on a flat face.


"Why do you like sunset?"


Shofi asked suddenly without taking his eyes off. Shofi remained staring straight at the lake where the sky began to change color.


"Beautiful, beautiful and comfortable!"


"If you can't see and feel that beauty for long?"


"Yes, yet he (sunset ) leaves the comfort of the good memories that are imprinted."


"Make what! wasting your time!"


"No time is wasted. For me waiting for the sunset is the most beautiful thing, as long as I can see. Because I don't know when else I'll be able to see him satisfied!"


"Don't you feel sad when this orange sky starts to disappear into darkness?"


"Sad there is, but I'm sure there's a tomorrow where he'll come back,"


"What if it rains?"


Fatih instantly turned her gaze on Shofi's face. I don't know why this conversation made Fatih uncomfortable. Fatih felt something painful, but what!


"Gue will keep waiting until he reappears!"


"It's useless!"


"There is no time in vain, even if it is blocked by rain I am sure he just wants to hide for a while from the admiration of the devotee. Letting the devotee feel the longing!"


"Do you intend to leave?"


Fatih ended his answer with a question.


Deg ...


Shofi immediately stiffened, because suddenly Fatih asked like that. However, as much as possible Shofi controls his nervousness.


Shofi smiled a thin smile as he looked at Fatih who was now staring at him flatly.


"What do you mean?"


Instead of answering, Shofi asked back.


"Go away from me without certainty!"


Shofi further widened his smile with his eyes still staring at Fatih's handsome face.


"Where should I go, my place is taken. Why should I leave if no one will welcome me. Unless I'm gonna take everything back!"


"Did you miss both your parents?"


"Lost, that word is like an empty space to me. There's no meaning at all. Is not the nostalgia only for people who know the cure. Me, I don't know the cure!"


Now Fatih who was made speechless, Shofi again turned his gaze to the Lake with a look of pain and hatred.


"Philos!"


"It used to be the call I liked the most. Mom and Dad always called me that. A call becomes a word full of meaning for mom and dad.


Philo, the call of love to mom from Daddy to my presence among them, the fruit of their love, Philo!"


Shofi stopped his words and looked at Fatih with a difficult look.


"This call is a call I hate!"


Said Shofi dusty with eyes that began to glaze over.


"I won't let you hate yourself. Allow me to be that medicine!"


Shofi smiled cynically at Fatih's serious speech. It's not that easy for Fatih to be a medicine. Because it does not make Shofi healed but even more sick.


Since Shofi couldn't have the medicine, he had to leave.


Grep ...


Fatih pulled Shofi into her arms before Shofi spoke strangely again. Fatih was not ready to break before flying.


"Gue doesn't know why you rejected me, I just kindly keep quiet without retaliating. That's enough for me!"


Deg ...


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