
Shofi hurried inside the house and closed the door again. Shofi resuscitated his back on the door leaf that Shofi had just closed.
Fortunately, Amira knew that she was in the law and would be home late.
"Do you like Fatih?"
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Shofi was aghast when Amira suddenly appeared before him.
Amira had seen Shofi and Fatih's interactions. Although Amira did not really clearly hear the conversation between the two of them. However, Amira is able to conclude that her cousin's sister is starting to fall in love with Shofi. Seen from the way Fatih looked at Shofi differently.
"What are you talking about, sorry I came home late!"
"Don't switch the conversation, Answer my question honestly Alin Philosophy!"
Said Amira firmly pressing the long name Shofi at the end of his sentence. Fortunately, both parents had entered the room or may have been sleeping.
"I can't do that!"
Said Shofi heavy with a breath many times as if signifying that Shofi was heavy to do that.
Amira linked her two eyebrows confused by Shofi's reply. Why does Shofi look agitated and riled up as if there is such great anxiety.
"Why?"
"I can't!"
"Do you hate?"
Shofi shook his head weakly then the next second nodded. Makes Amira more confused.
"Then?"
Shofi dropped his body while leaning his back on the door leaf.
Amira walks doing the same thing with her legs straight forward.
"Are you still not sharing with me?"
"Not that! I just don't want to hurt her someday!"
"Why?"
Shofi time and time again regulated the turbulent emotions within him. The call Fatih made was too disturbing to his mind. Why did Fatih even call with that call.
"Don't you know, I have so many secrets! I don't want to love her and I hope she doesn't!"
Despite the fact that I have fallen in charm.
Shofi continued inwardly bowing his head with a still huffled feeling.
"Why is that, I know who my cousin is. He won't let you go easily, especially if Fatih has fallen in love with you!"
"That's what I'm afraid of, Ra. I'm afraid he'll be disappointed!"
"Why be afraid and disappointed!"
"I know how sick it is to leave behind, and leave behind. two equally sick things!"
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Amira was speechless with Shofi's answer so deep that even Amira herself could feel it. Especially if you love each other but can not have each other in the end one of them must be left behind or choose to leave.
"Don't tell me you're leaving!"
Shofi nodded weakly, at least Shofi told Amira early. So that when the time has come Amira will not be disappointed and sad.
"Why?"
Now Amira is getting serious even while holding both shoulders Shofi until Shofi faces Amira.
Amira was stunned to see Shofi's reddened eyeballs as if it had long held back the pain, longing, anger and resentment into one.
"You know, both my parents left because murder wasn't robbery. Someday I will have to go settle this grudge and seize what I should have. I had a lot of work to do, and it was waiting for me. The files and data that I've been showing all of Daddy's company data and files!"
"My place isn't here, I have to go grab and keep what Daddy's built!"
Amira releases the grip of her hand on Shofi's shoulder with a feeling between being shocked and Shok.
Surprised because all this time it turns out Shofi is working on something heavy. And Shok when he learns the real facts about the deaths of Shofi's parents.
"What if it's too late!"
"I don't want to hurt him!"
"Don't tell me you!"
Shofi nodded weakly with a drop of falling tears. Shofi held him. But again, Shofi was too weak not to show it.
It's okay for Shofi to show his weakness in front of Amira. After all, Amira is not just his best friend but he is also a brother to Shofi.
Amira pulls Shofi into her arms, Why is it so painful.
Now Amira understands what Shofi is going through. It turns out the story is not as fragile as the story of Shofi. The pain isn't as painful as Shofi's. Amira can feel it without having to explain it again.
It must be hard to be in the position of Shofi at this time, the responsibility is waiting for him or Shofi must remain silent with his love.
It's definitely not easy to do, and Shofi is already planning his departure.
What if Fatih had fallen and what would Fatih have done. Whether he will fight or choose to let go. Letting Shofi go someday.
That shouldn't have happened, why Fatih was also in Shofi's life. If only Fatih was not good, did not protect him and did nothing more. Maybe Shofi will choose to keep hating. However, unluckily the feeling barged in without permission from the owner of the heart.
"What are you gonna do?"
"Stay make Fatih hate until the taste will not be present at all!"
"What if it's the other way around?"
"I can't heal his wounds!"
Lilir Shofi clenched both his hands. Why is the story so complicated. If Shofi hadn't met Fatih, maybe this wouldn't have happened. However, in fact this has happened and Shofi must be ready to deal with it.
"Don't ask me where I'm going one day!"
Amira cupped her lips back when Shofi had already interrupted her question.
"Let it be like this, I promise. When I leave, someday I'll meet you and Flowers!"
"Well, I'll never ask you where you're going!"
"Today it's been so hard for you, let's take a break!"
Said Amira reaching out her hand, Shofi happily grabbed her. They walked to the second floor to rest their heart, mind and body.
Today is indeed quite heavy for Shofi especially the request of Fatih who wanted to be friends with him. That means Fatih doesn't hate him anymore. However, the friendship instead made Shofi even more afraid. Shofi chooses better Fatih remains resentful and Shofi will try to accept that hatred. Rather than Shofi seeing a disappointment that would hurt him much more and was heavy for Shofi to step away.
Shofi seemed riled difficult to close his eyes. Even Shofi kept moving right to left looking for a comfortable position.
Amira opened her eyes again to feel the movement from earlier.
"Have you had trouble sleeping?"
"Sorry, I'm bothering you!"
"What should I do to keep you from getting upset?"
"Don't know, somehow my heart suddenly got nervous!"
"Sleep, we go to school tomorrow!"
Amira's speech pulls Shofi into her arms.
Amira is like a mother who calms her child. Indeed Amira is like Melati has a heart like an angel and also crybaby. Although outside Amira will be the figure of a cute and gluttonous Jek.
Amira keeps rubbing Shofi's back hoping Shofi will calm down.
"Thank you!"
"Hm!"
Slowly both of Shofi's eyes began to close. A gentle swipe of Amira's hand on her back made Shofi start to calm down even Shofi fell asleep immediately. Likewise Amira caught up with Shofi as his noble strokes weakened.
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