Ali And Erika

Chapter 53

The trip felt very long because Erika was not in a good mood.

"why are you walking so long?" Erika

"i follow the front car, they slow me down also slow dong"

Erika realizes her messy mood makes her always just emotional.

"astaghfirullah.. astaghfirullah.. audzubillahiminassyaitonirrojim..O Allah keep the devil from the heart of the servant of Allah.." whispered Erika then she took a deep breath and exhaled her slowly.

Erika felt a little calm because she had asked for protection from her god.

Suddenly the rain fell on the road where they were all in the car.

"Allahumma shoyyiban naphia..."

"luckily the idea of the Iqbal for children's vehicles agreed with Roy if not all rain" Ali

"yes, thank God, the children are safe on the bus" Ali turned to Erika who responded with quieter words than before.

"is it not bad?" Ali

"have not been disturbed again new also mood I better even disturbed again"

"i'm sorry, you ate that's the food I brought"

"yes, if I'm a lager"

"ehm... We're not breaking up?"

Erika was silent and did not respond to Ali's question.

"Erika's? Erika Nashwa's? dik Erika ?"

there was a vibration of its own when the word "dik Erika" was uttered from Ali's lips and landed right in Erika's ear. The call that is also often pinned Rendi in Erika's name is not as pleasant as when Ali called it.

Erika until misbehavior, several times she fix her seat which is actually no problem.

"how? we don't break up, I don't know what else to do because if I stayed at the cottage if it wasn't for you as my motivation, you'd really have changed my stance"

"you shouldn't be my motivation, you should be able to stay in the cottage because of your desire to explore religious knowledge like what you want, papa, besides, you must do all this because God is not for man"

"i know, but it's not that easy. My old life will not be forgotten so easily, for now I need someone who can motivate me at least to survive in the cottage. The rest after I feel at home in the cottage maybe I will easily convince my heart to continue to deepen the science of religion because of God, which I want you not to go anywhere is only with me with this bond"

"but you know this is not true, Islam never teaches us to date"

"then what? married married married? I'm not ready yet"

The two of them were silent, there was a slight pain in Erika's chest hearing the word "unprepared" from Ali.

"i do not have a permanent job that will be able to sustain your life and me, not even if we have children to feed what will our children be? I won't depend on my parents, when I decide to get married then I'll feed my family with my own sweat"

Erika was a little relieved to hear Ali's long explanation.

at least that's why she's not ready to get married (Erika)

"yes it is" Erika

"yes, what is it?"

"yes that's it"

"yes, what is it? you're telling me clearly so I'm not confused"