Ali And Erika

Chapter 51

"salamaloret..." Ali

"waalaikum..." Erika lowered her head.

"how are you doing?" Ali was still standing away from Erika's bed

"good"

They were both silent for a moment, Ali was confused about what to talk about again.

"if no one wants you to talk anymore you can go back to the camp" Erika

"em. um.. sorry..." Ali

"don't talk about it anymore, if I want that I feel very disgusting" Erika's tears slid freely on both cheeks.

Ali felt very guilty for what he had done to Erika.

"i really don't mean to harass you, I just want you to be sure that I just like you"

"but you don't have to do that to me Ali"

"you cry dear, and I'm sure it's because of Santi's words in that stupid game"

I cried because of that (Erika)

Erika did not avoid or agree with the words of Ali because it was actually what happened.

"i want us to make our deal here"

"covenant? what agreement?"

"that courtship deal"

"do you consider this relationship a covenant?"

"he!" Ali laughed cynically at Erika's words

"the relationship that I always keep and I take seriously turns out to be just a deal in your eyes, I was stupid to expect too much from you, I should have known all the good times we spent together could have ended because it was just a deal"

"what do you expect from a coercion? you should know that one day I will release myself from all your threats, because I have never willingly done all those things that you think are beautiful with you"

as spicy as you say about this relationship Erika, I did misjudge the girl in front of me (Ali)

"if there's nothing you want to talk about anymore you can leave here" Erika

Without answering Erika, Ali walked out of the room with an angry and claustrophobic heart holding back the turbulent fury that rumbled in his heart.

Rendi and Linda who heard all the quarrels between Ali and Erika could only shut up and listen to everything that came out of the mouths of the two of them.

"what about Rendi?" Linda

"let's just Linda ma'am, they're both adults just that they're emotional, they'll fix their own mistakes, we don't need to interfere"

"yes, if so Rendi sir, I go in first yes sir want to cementin Erika"

"don't let Linda, let Erika calm down for herself"

Linda nodded and followed Rendi's words.

While Erika hid her face behind a pillow because she wanted to hide her crying so that no one could hear her.

i'm hypocritical! I say hate while my heart loves so much but she can't possibly have the same feelings as me right now. If I stay with her maybe I will be happy but the fear of losing her will be even greater if indeed she does not have the same taste, because I believe I am just her entertainment while here... hypocrite you Erika ! (Erican)

Erika was crying in the arms of the pillow that was always on her face.

Linda peeked into Erika's room several times to make sure her friend was okay.