
"How are you?" Roni looked at his wife.
"As you can see."
"you're still beautiful, and you'll always look beautiful." Roni looked at the Goddess fixedly, as if he did not want to lose his wife back.
Roni took the Goddess' hand, and grasped it. The thrill of the feeling of love that once disappeared for a while, began to feel again.
Roni and Dewi enjoyed their dinner with complete tranquility. They try to understand each other who still need and love each other.
Roni hugged the Goddess just before they got into the car. The goddess fell silent, enjoying every breath of Roni she heard while in her husband's arms.
The tremors that he had not felt for a long time, tonight came back again.
"Thank you, Goddess. To everything. I'm sorry." Roni.
The goddess withdrew from Roni's embrace, and looked at her husband.
"Yes, same thing." Goddess smile. Then they get in the car.
Roni escorted the Goddess back to her in-laws' house.
"Sorry, I can't stop by inside." Roni said as she arrived in front of her father-in-law's house.
"Yes, it's okay."
"I'll pick you up. I promise."
The goddess smiled at her husband. She hugged Roni back and kissed her husband's lips gently, feeling the warmth between them.
The goddess knew Roni had returned to her, to her family. The goddess would give her husband a chance to return, and seek to heal the mental pain that began to eat away at him.
The goddess promised herself that she would try to heal and repair her relationship with her husband, for the sake of the wholeness of their family.
The goddess got out of the car and waved her hand at her husband. She stared at her husband's departure, until her car disappeared around the corner.
Roni's back home.
Arriving home, Roni sat on the sofa for a moment. Then he picked up the phone he had placed on the table.
Roni closed his eyes for a moment, his mind was divided on someone who had been accompanying his day when he began to feel the fullness of his marriage with the Goddess.
It is not easy to make a decision. However, he had to decide one for his future.
Roni recalled the moment when she first met the Goddess. A passionate, ambitious, cheerful goddess, full of passion to do many things. That is what caused him to fall in love with the girl who eventually became his wife, and has given birth to two of their hearts at this time.
Roni took a deep breath, in his mind plastered the faces of Goddess and Rosa alternately, and like the pages of their love story page during this time in turn.
Roni started typing out a few lines of sentences for someone.
It's all over for us. You and I are over. I am married and have become a father. I was the cause of chaos in my family. Sorry, I had to choose my family. Again, I'm sorry. Our relationship is over here.
After that Roni breathed a sigh of relief. He put his phone back on the table, then he put his head on the cushion of the sofa.
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Rosa opened the incoming message from her vibrating phone. Right now, he is gathering with his friend.
He knows, Roni began to stay away from him, since the suicide attempt committed by his wife.
All this time, Rosa still had hope in Roni, after many things they had been through all this time. However, reading the final decision sent by Roni himself, makes Rosa swallow a bitter pill that she chose herself.
All this time Rosa had been accompanying Roni for quite some time. Listening to all his complaints, both about work, even his problems with his wife. Caress and give affection when Roni needs it. Even Rosa had handed her body to Roni. Not infrequently Roni stay at his apartment when feeling bored with his wife.
And now, he's thrown away, thrown away and forgotten like trash. Rosa really felt very angry, because it was played by Roni who had given a sweet promise to her all along.
From the beginning, Rosa had known that Roni had a family, had a wife and children. But, Roni himself said that the marriage with his wife is not happy. Sooner or later their marriage will end, he and his wife will part ways with the divorce.
Roni had even planned some things regarding the future with Rosa. Roni plans a wedding at a beautiful place on the island of Bali, and a honeymoon with Rosa.
All dreams have been made and planned by Roni and Rosa. In fact they had planned to stay in Europe only the two of them were enjoying the future together.
Rosa was sitting down. He felt alone in the hustle and bustle of music played by DJs.
Clearly, he was busy arranging his heart and planning what he would tell Roni.
Begging Roni to come back can indeed be done. But, all that was currently in his heart was anger. The pain has been fooled by Roni's sweet promise. Rosa felt she did not deserve to be treated that way, after what she had given to Roni. He felt he did not deserve to be thrown away. He felt he would not accept Roni's treatment of him. But what he can do now.
"Rosa, are you okay?" Ask a friend.
"No."
"Don't lie! If you are sick, you should go home. Do I need to take you?" A friend looked worried looking at Rosa's pale face.
"Ah, it's okay. My head was just a little dizzy, probably because of the job." Rosa tried to smile.
"Yes, yeah."
Rosa answered with a nod.
Rosa smiled wryly after that. There was no way he could have told this to a friend of his. They'll just say, "You are, playing with fire! Already know in married men, still approached!"
Disturbing other people's households is not at all included in Rosa's life plan all along. And now, he feels like a victim of circumstance.
Tonight, Rosa wants to drink a lot. Trying to erode his pain by sipping a drink. And hope, when he regains consciousness the next day, all his problems go away.
Now Rosa has been sitting at the bar, where various drinks are prepared. Rosa started grabbing and sipping glass after glass that the bartender gave her. He seemed to no longer care when some friends asked him to stop sipping drinks from his glass.
Rosa really wants to eliminate all her problems with this drink. Rosa was really sad and angry.