After Party

I'm Sick

While at home Dewi fill his free time by surfing on social media. When she decided to become a full-time housewife, she realized that she would not have many opportunities to socialize and regroup with her friends as when she was working first.

Now, he devotes himself born and inner to his family. He had cooked, cleaned the house, delivered and picked up his children to school. Then back again after the child's school business, he will continue his work to take care of his home. She did not use a housekeeper or even a nanny to help her.

He loves his children and takes care of them with all his heart. He never had the heart to leave the child with the nanny. Thus, only with cyberspace, he can actualize himself without having to separate from children.

Roni never knew, if the Goddess had a different identity in the Maya world. When surfing in the Maya world, especially social media, Dewi is free to be anything. She can be a model, a high school boy, or a company manager. Whatever!

Goddess surfing on some social media. Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter. He was looking for something he had suspected. She searches for Roni, her husband on social media. And she has found the account of Roni, her husband on Facebook page. And now, she is watching her husband's Facebook page.

Today, he notices another Roni on the friendship site.

She read her husband's status as an expression of his heart.

See a photo of Roni hugging a woman in a nightclub. Knowing Roni more through the comments of friends.

Heart Goddess miris reading old social media owned by her husband. Supposedly, she as a wife, knew all about Roni. Outside and inside. How he is, his feelings, his soul.

But, it seems, mute pages on social media are more trusted by Roni to devote everything.

Dewi read comments friends comment on Facebook. The goddess tried to catch the babble of her husband from various angles.

The goddess read the inscription pinned to the photo uploaded by her husband.

The party on fire

Dave's birthday party

Dewi noticed every photo Roni posted there. He was glued to one of Roni's photos and a woman. There's a link there, the woman's name is Rosa. The photo is not just one, but several photos, and most are friendly photos like people who are in love drunk.

He read the comments on each photo.

Waw... New girlfriend, huh??

Her beauty....

Hello, boss how are you? I got fatter yesterday! Why didn't you say you had a new boyfriend? Beautiful too!

Hi, Ron. When do you take her boyfriend to my party...

"Jeez Roni...! What have you done?" Said the Goddess while shaking her head still in disbelief with what she had seen now.

She made sure her husband's post was just seen from the date. And that was the face of her husband, not wrong anymore.

The Goddess' tears spread in her already swollen eyes. He sees Roni's status as single, not married.

And Rosa. Who her? Is that a pretty woman? Is this the same woman who sent a message on Roni's phone the other day?

The goddess screamed in her heart.

"Roneys. Who's the lady? What mistake?? Why are you treating me like this?? Can't you be loyal? Ron.... RONNN!!!"

The Goddess' tears continued to flow in cries without a sound. She reached into her cell phone and contacted her husband.

Her two children were watching television in the living room. He closed the door to the room.

TUT.... TUT.... TUT....

"Yes? What's up?" A noise greeted the other side. Maybe Roni was having fun with that woman. While he was haggard and tired of taking care of all the needs of the family. The goddess could only bite her lips.

"Not home yet? I waited for you. I've cooked your favorite soy sauce grilled fish, honey." Sahut Dewi brick.

Roni was silent for a moment. It was like finding a reason to say this time.

"Oh, I'm eating out, Ma. I have an appointment with a friend." The answer.

The goddess took a deep breath, her face twitching like it was enduring the pain.

"Friends? By Rosa you mean? Is that his name?" Hissing voice. However, the Goddess tried to stay firm, holding back her tears. He doesn't want his son to hear.

Roni was silent again.

"Rone... Answer!!" The goddess almost screamed. He became very impatient with Roni's cowardice.

"Why should you cheat? If it's a problem with his relationship, why didn't Roni tell him and try to fix it together? What happened to the man he used to love?!"

The goddess heard Roni as if walking away from the crowd. The atmosphere becomes more calm.

"Explain what you need from me, Wi. It's all clear." Roni replied briefly, and indifferently.

The Goddess's cry broke. He sobbed while covering his mouth with his right hand. He hoped that his cries would not penetrate to the outside of the room.

"How could you do this to me, Ron! To our families. After all these years we were together. I think we've been happy all along, we've been fine!" The Goddess in her tears.

"It happened.." Reply Roni briefly in a cold tone.

The goddess heard Roni's voice becoming increasingly choked. Her husband must have felt her deep pain.

"How long has it been?" Ask the Goddess who tried to bring up her logic again.

"It's been a few months." Roni is honest.

"Could still... We can still fix all this. Roni, please leave him! Go back to your family. Let's start over again." The Goddess begged Roni's mercy to rebuild their household.

Dewi tries to put aside her own feelings that have now been destroyed more than ever, when she learns of the affair of Roni, her husband.

"Goddess, sorry, I can't talk about this right now. Clearly, right now, I'm not leaving anyone. Well you... Or her." Continue slowly Roni land, like he was thinking about the next tactic.

"For God's sake, Roni! You want me to behave how?? Smile and sleep with you a few hours after she touches you? You think I'm crazy? Or maybe you're trying to drive me crazy??" The Goddess half yelled.

"I can't talk right now, Wi." Roni's voice remained with her emotionless tone.

"Sorry.." continued later.

TUT... TUT...TUT...

The phone is closed from across.

"Oh, no, Ron... Ronii!" The goddess called out Roni's name, not believing what she had just heard herself from her husband's mouth. The goddess closed her phone and placed it on the table.

Roni just hung up on her phone. Then Dewi took her phone and tried to contact her husband again. However, Roni, never raised his call. At the sixth attempt, the Goddess finally gave up.

The goddess was drowning on the floor of her room. Tears melted and dried on his cheeks. His hand shook grabbing something from his shirt pocket. He grabbed the medicine bottle from there, Prozac. Last night, he dreamed of scraping a knife in his own veins. Maybe he should do it this time. Just little! Who knows, Roni will come home and come back to him, then love him again, as before.