ADINA & FATE

11. Do I want to know?

Fate holds his left cheek. The loud slap of the Light's hand was still felt. Like an injury but in the depths of the heart, even though this morning the Light did.

Quickly closed his eyes that had been staring at the ceiling of the room while lying down and holding the cheek.

But his eyes quickly opened again, the sound of a car was heard from the yard. They quickly sat on the bedside, wondering who was coming. Could it be that the Light came back again, after leaving just like that after slapping him? Or the...

Fate will soon stand and will soon see it. But a sense of doubt in the heart made him stand still. His eyes were on the wooden closet.

"Remissing!" His heart was like finding an answer to be asked in his mind.

"Fate!"

Fate was shocked, looking out of the room. Mother called. With a big smile, he rushed out. Surely the car outside is a trevel car carrying Retno and Mukio who he was waiting for.

Half-running He went straight to the yard of the House where the light from the Car lights made the shadow of his mother's body in front of the door visible inside the door of the House.

"Mom" he said with his hands blocking the eyes from the glare of the car's lights.

His same mother did, did not look at him.

Suddenly the car lights were turned off.

Fate and Miss Marimin put down their hands, looking at each other. When the front door of the car opens.

"Mom, Rertno." Fate smiled happily to his mother. Then rushed to the car.

Heart thumping mixed with pleasure will be able to meet his adoptive sister again makes him immediately rush to someone who is closing the car door. But his feet were like he was resting on clay. Like being held back without being able to step up again.

Like thunder that struck in the heart when recognizing the figure who had just seen it, his newly expanded lips receded in wonder and unexpectedness.

"Tone" said in his heart.

Fate became increasingly transfixed without being able to move, as a familiar face approached it. Both eyes seemed no longer able to blink, like wanting to believe in what was seen.

But indeed what looks closer is the figure of Nada.

A figure He has not seen for a long time as the Light.

"How are you doing Fate?"

The sound that was heard near the ear kept on walking.

Fate fell silent by following the steps of Nada with lembangan.

A sobbing sound suddenly sounded.

Fate turned her body to see Nada hugging her mother.

The light from the car trevel lights that re-ignite with the sound of the engine, illuminating both.

Fate could not turn its head, when the Mobik horn sounded, like a sign to go from the yard. The sobbing sound that grew louder the tone that made him stare silent.

The atmosphere returned to dull after the trevel car had walked slowly away.

Fate looked down at his two feet that felt heavy to back on foot approaching his mother and Tone. Like being imprinted on the Earth.

Staring back at his mother who had hugged Nada by looking at him. Like I was calling him.

Forced steps He did with a rumbling feeling in the heart of the presence of a Tone that He did not doubt before.

Nada saw it, then followed the embrace of his mother into the House.

His steps came back to a standstill, staring for a moment at the crescent Moon covered in thin clouds around it. A taste like it's etched in there.

Breathe slowly, strengthening the steps to enter the house.

Shaking on the chest is like creeping in heavy steps into the room so that it hurts the soles of the feet. Let alone looking at the Tone that had been sitting by looking at him.

Fate tried to smile closer, He understood Nada's gaze to him. The look of disappointment was also a pain, because he had seen it before while still together. A look that makes him feel pain if he remembers it.

Slowly sat down in front of Nada, and saw her mother who immediately left into the kitchen.

Silence felt enveloping the space that was not spacious, silent as without the whirring of the wind. As if time had stopped running.

Fate lowered his face, after seeing Nada sigh with a look away from the door.

Fate looked back at him, cold face in front of him without the smile that He used to see, often He enjoyed the moment in every joke of love, Now like a new fog down, so cold.

" Cahya told me, if you ask why I'm going up the hill?"

Fate gave a small smile, sighed softly staring at the lips that had just spoken without even looking at it.

"Go and go home you never tell me, should we always be looking for you?"

Fate lowered her face, Nada now looked at him again.

" Nada, have we ever looked for each other?" Fate stared warmly at Nada's face.

" Is it love that brings us together?" Looking into the eyes of Tone.

The fate of the little smile shifted his gaze to the table.

"If you're looking now, it turns out love can no longer bring us together like when we first met." Staring back at Nada.

Fate looked at the face that turned to look at the door of the house back. Exhaling slowly, expelling bitter a taste in the heart to return to see the pias that He once loved. The heart lanterns that once illuminated in the chambers of the heart have now been extinguished with different times and circumstances.

"How's Adina doing? Long enough I haven't seen him?"

Fate smiled, Nada looked back at him.

"Adina is not like before, now she is easily sick Tone." Exhaling slowly by looking out of the House from the open door, like wanting to see the figure being talked about.

Nada still notices him.

"What about you, Nada?" Back to see the tone.

"Do you want to know? The pain I'm having?"

Fate almost sighed hearing Nada's question.

"Tone," lirinhya looked at Nada's eyes that were back in tears. And almost got up from sitting to get closer to Nada, seeing her sobbing covering her nose with her back of her fingers. But the void of love in the space of the heart is like preventing it, like a wall covering.

Fate lowered his face, bitter from the sobs of the man who once dyed his heart with love and affection. Now he must hear that cry again.

Slowly looking at Nada who was rubbing both of her cheeks. In the heart there is a question that begins to tease, why is Nada crying over all that has passed? Didn't he have both? Like Light?.

Fate stared fixedly at the cheek of Tone who still left tears that had just kept fingers.

"Tone, you never know if you've been sick all this time. But has a man like me never felt pain? Like women like you?"

Tone looked slowly.

"You, Adina and the Light," said Fate looking into the eyes of the new one.

"Tone, why are you crying over a long-gone taste? While the happiness you have felt. Like the Light of the moment." Furthermore, even though the thump in the chest was so pronounced as to see a heart-piercing twinkle.

"I just want an explanation." The tone covered his nose.

"explanation?" Fate wonders.

"I should have Tada, who asked for an explanation." Fate laughs a little.

"I'm waiting for you Fate, so is Light."

Fate laughed astonished at the utterance of Tone.

"Then why Adina, Fate?"

"Why Adina?"

Fate repeated Nada's question by looking at her smileless lips.

"What should I do Nada? I just continued my steps,"

"Why Adina? Because He is my last step, because He ...."

"Because Adina's been loving you all along?"

Suddenly the tone cut.

Fate stared at the linang that was flowing slowly on Nada's cheek.

"Tone, I can't expect you and the Light anymore. You two have, do you understand Nada." Fate Plan.

"Previous Fate?"

Fate sighed deeply, Tone's tears were increasingly seen spilled.

The sound of snoring is back heard.

Fate immediately got up and rushed towards his room.

Tone rubbed both of his eyes.

"Tone, come with me." Fate with out room carrying bag rangsel.

Tone stared at him.

"Come on." Fate on the way out of the house.

The tone that saw Fate had come out, immediately catching up with him.

The swirling night wind that came in from the door, made a silence in the cold a sense that passed.

Only the eyes of Ms. Marimin on the roof accompanied the steps of Fate and Tone that left the house. A restless feeling teased in his heart, remembering what was being felt by the two people who had just met again.

Slowly getting up from his bed, it seemed like the front door had to be shut. Fate definitely brought Nada to the top of the Hill to calm down. As often Fate itself does if his heart is hit by a feeling of weed.

Now his heart could only hope to return to the peaceful morning when the two returned home.

Darkness in the perk of the house seemed to be enveloping before his hands slowly closed the door.

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