
His eyes stared blankly out the window. Sometimes he breathed heavily as if there were millions of kilos of weight there. How can he calm down? How can he live his days after this? If he could not see the figure of the child he loved most every day. Will he be able to withstand all this?
A glass of bitter coffee was not even able to erode the anxiety of his heart. Portrait of Ray's adorable face and make him miss swirling in his mind. He missed Ray. Yes, for a second did not lose his heart to miss the child.
”Wira,” exciting George. The hero also looks lazy. I don't think he wants to leave Indonesia so soon. His heart felt heavy and painful.
”1 Hours later the plane leaves, we have to go to the airport,”, George explained.
”Please take me to Fendy's house,” pinta Wira. He wanted to see Ray's face for the last time.
Arriving at Fendy's. The hero went down and was greeted warmly by Ray who immediately squatted in his arms. The hero realized that he could not linger because his flight to England was left 40 minutes.
The hero unceasingly kissed Ray's entire face to make the child stirred amusedly. ”Om! It's already! Amused tau!” ray's protest is now in his arms.
The temples feel hot. He wanted to shed his tears right now. However, he did not want to make Ray worry and wonder. ”Honey,” exciting Soft heroes. Ray just pursed his lips in a fit of anxiety.
”Om cry?” call Ray on target. How could Ray be so willing to cry? Though his tears have not shed a single drop? Is that how much sadness there is in the eyes of the hero?
”Ray the pinter huh? Studying hard huh? Don't be naughty, ok?” said Wira while stroking the mane of Ray's hair dear. Little Ray squinted both eyes. ”Om want to go?” apparently Ray has a high level of sensitivity. It's hard to stand in front of this kid.
The lips of the Virus close together. He could not answer Ray's question. He doesn't want to hurt Ray with his disappearance. But what can he do if this is the only way?
”Wira? We have to go now,” George's voice returns to resuscitate Wira if he really has to leave.
Fendy and Dian who witnessed the interaction of the two were unable to do anything. ”Mafin om dear,” sorry Wira then took Ray down from her sling.
Ray had a tantrum when he found out Wira was about to go far. Dian tries to release Ray's grip on the Hero's shirt. Ray cried when Wira got into the car and the car sped away.
Ray's in Dian's arms. Until his grasp was released from Dian. Ray ran fast in an uncertain direction to chase the car driven by Wira. Brak! But the fate of Ray's body was hit by a black avanza car to make it bounce far away.
”RAAAAYYYYYYY!” scream Dian.
10 Years later
SMAN 3 Bandung's
A teenage boy sat in the 3rd chair row to the 4th with both of his eyes narrowed sharply. Occasionally there was a hiss full of annoyance to the point that the pen he was holding was broken into two so strong his grip.
He squinted his eyes at the door and found many students clustered there. Especially if you do not want to just see the handsome prince in this class. In fact, Prima alone was overwhelmed by carrying various kinds of parcels given by the students to Ray.
Yes, his name is Ray, or more fully is Ray Erlangga. If with his popularity he can have many friends and girlfriends then it is wrong. There are hardly any students or students who really want to be his best friend.
This is because Ray's personality is quite quiet and does not talk much. Except Prima and Lisa who always try to approach him tirelessly in the slightest and deliver the three to become true friends since Mos.
Actually Ray is not as arrogant and as scary as that. He was just too quiet and if he talked a lot it was only in front of his close friends like Prima and Lisa.
Ray slapped his face on the table covered with both hands. Yes, Ray intends to sleep for a while because of the drowsiness that continues to approach him. Just five minutes Ray was lulled into dreamland. Someone was already sitting in front of him and calling out to him in a shrill and deafening voice.
”RARAAAAAAYYYYY,” call him in a very loud voice exactly like the mosque toa. Ray raised his head lazily. ”Hm?” he said lazily with eyes that felt a little heavy.
”There is a letter for lo,” Lisa said giving a brown envelope decorated with pink ribbons. Ray's not that terrible. Yes, he will gladly open one by one the letters addressed to him. Although he could not reply to all the feelings of the girls who shot him through the mail, at least appreciating it by reading it was enough.
Ray Erlangga's
”Dear Ray dear, I know I'm not the only girl who admires you. But, know that I really like you. No, no, no, rather love you and love you. Please accept my feelings huh?”
From Annisa
Ray smiled thinly. Not because he was impressed with what he had just read. It's just that he's laughing at himself. Just imagine of the many girls who have expressed love to him, none of whom he managed to gaet to become his lover.
A lot of speculation is spread about him who is said to be a same-sex lover. The speculation was disputed because Ray had never been in contact with any man.
He also does not know why he himself seems to have no interest in anyone. Simply struggling with his world alone is able to give color in his life. Color?
”Gue likes same lo Lis dating ama me huh?” ray said suddenly to make Prima drop all the parcels in his arms. Prima gawking in disbelief. Ray likes Lisa?
”HAHAHAHA,” Lisa's laughter like that attached mak also broke. ”Like? Lv? Girlfriend?” again and again Lisa's laughter broke. Ray is confused about the reaction given by Lisa. If she was that popular why did Lisa laugh at her out loud after expressing her feelings? Well, even though it's honestly just a stale base.
”Lo if joking do not think about Ray,”
”Paan?”
”Lo so want to date yah ampe nobak me all? Is Annisa in the room? Bohay girls don't want to?”
”Kalo I like how?“
”I won't send ama becandaan lo who is not that quality.”
”Kok you know I'm kidding? Why not accept it? Many people want to be my girlfriend.“
“Kepedean.”
”Emang Yes, trus?”
Prima who was sitting on the side took her breath and exhaled her continuously he repeated several times. Prima also mediates the debate between tom and jerry in the midst of the class boisterous because of the empty hours.
”Lu want to know what the ales are?” now Prima is speaking. His face suddenly serious. It's not like Prima usually is. ”Try you want again deh, you never like ama someone first?” prima asked looking at Ray right in both of her beads.
In his heart Ray was surprised to see his best friend this one suddenly serious. Ray shook his head slowly. ”Or someone you hate?” ask Prima again. The one who is hated? What does a hated person have to do with himself who cannot open his heart to others?
Ray fell silent he remembered a name he so hated to this day. So, what's the connection? ”Well, there must be, right?” guess Prima pulled. Ray did not answer Prima's question. He was in a daze when he remembered his past. Emotions in him seemed to rise along with the memory of the past that reoccurred in his head.
Prima smiled then corrected her sitting position. I guess Ray fell in love with someone he hated. ”That means you love her,” the words of Prima suddenly made Ray shocked and glared at her eyes.
Of love? Huh, he loves that guy? Shit! Let alone love not even a glimmer of affection not be in his heart. ”Lu must inget what I said is fine, hate it is love. So, you hate him means you love him.”
Ray got up and walked out of class. ”Elu si ah,” grumbled Lisa pinching Prima's arm. Prima puts his shoulder to the bodo time. ”Gue just didn't want him to live with the most hatred. Lu know life cake is not good.” said Prima then followed to leave class.
His brownish hair mane was waving beautifully due to the gusts of wind that hit. The sky was so bright and the air felt so cold. He sat with both hands propped up on the floor, enjoying the view of the city of Bandung on the rooftop of the school.
He repeatedly tried to turn on the lighter to light the tip of his cigarette. However, many times it also failed because of the swift wind that blows. He also threw a cigarette in his hand with a rough following the lighter.
Two subjects he missed. Yes, he prefers to skip the class in a chaotic state of mind like an urban road that is jammed due to the number of private and public vehicles.
”Gue hates lo,” he said full of emphasis with a sharp eye glint. His heart was full of hatred for someone who had been struggling for his life 10 years ago.
The sound of a cell phone ringing that continues to sound makes the leisure activity a little disturbed. He rogoh his cell phone from his almameter pocket on the right. The name 'Dian' there is none other than his own mother.
”Halo?” saith.
”Ray cepetan go home yes,” said his mother from across there who sounded a little rushed.
”Ray still have business ma, cake home malem.”
”Kalo you do not go home your pocket money mama cut 50% want?”
”Iya yes ok,”
”Awaited yaaaaa byyyeeeeee,”
The phone connection was also cut off. Ray sighed heavily then immediately got up from there. He did not want his mother's threat to be true, because he knew Dian's threat was not playful even though his words seemed meek. Which child dares to fight against his mother's father? Especially with the threat of reduced allowance if the wishes of both parents are not obeyed?