
The black suit stelan with a small chain on the left made him look dashing, let alone his silver hair color contrasting with his white skin. He also pressed a small button near the window of his car and made the car window automatically open in half.
From here he saw someone who was there limping around wearing a stick on his left. The man did not hesitate to stroke the heads of the children's homes and then kissed him dear.
Hatinyq teriris teramat very see the scenery. Wanting his feet to step up to him but his great guilt makes him prestige to just say hello.
Enough of his experience languishing in iron bars for 9 years incised deep wounds and regrets in his heart. His greed brought many wounded people, including his own father.
”Street,“ Robert orders to his secretary as well as his personal driver.
There the pensive Eagle saw a metallic black car that just passed by. The long distance made him unable to recognize who the people in the car were. His eyebrows were intertwined when he recalled, that the metallic black car he had just seen quite often parked his car at the end of the road there.
”Let me samperin deh if here again,” murmurnya determined to approach the car again in case later come visit again here.
”Daddy milk milk daddy,” whining one of the girls with two pigtails that thrust plastic cups on Eagle. The boy asked him to fill his empty glass with milk.
The eagle smiled then happily grabbed the plastic glass and filled it with pure milk. He also gave it to the girl who had been whining. Instantly his eyes sparkled after getting an additional glass of milk from the Eagle.
Yes, after an ill-fated accident that left her left leg completely paralyzed, the Eagle chose to devote herself in an orphanage. Rama several times persuaded him to re-join the company while Wira took care of Sean Anderson's company in England.
Of course the Eagle refused it. He was not ready to return to his father's company. He was afraid that one day he would plunge back into the black world which brought him back to hostility and eventually hurt those around him.
”Mas?” exclaimed a young green lady named Arini. Arini smiled gently at the Eagle. He was the one who helped with all the needs of the Eagle here and took care of it painstakingly when the Eagle first joined this parlour.
Arini is a gentle, suave, motherly female figure. Unfortunately as good as any figure Arini is not able to make the Eagle fall in love with him. A while ago Arini once expressed her feelings for the Eagle. However, Eagles subtly said, ”Arini, for me you are a sister that I must love and protect. Sorry, I can't shadow you more than this.”
Who doesn't have a heart ache when your love statement is rejected by the person you love and love? Arini tried to heed her pain by smiling gently, even though she knew the pain and disappointment was evident on her pure white face.
Eagles looking. He finds Arini approaching him while holding a baby named Hanan. Yes, some time ago also this home was surprised by the presence of a baby boy right in front of the door of the home. The eagle could not understand how strong his parents were who had thrown away his own flesh and blood. Don't they think there are still many people out there who are barren to seek treatment to get offspring. But, this was just abandoned?
”Lunch first mas,” said Arini while patting Hanan slowly so that Hanan did not wake up in his sleep. Before the eagle goes to the kitchen for lunch. He also took the time to kiss Hanan's forehead. Yes, if you look at the Eagle and Arini exactly like a happy couple. In fact, the head of the orphanage foundation also supports the relationship between the two. However, what power the Eagle has does not have any feelings for Arini.
”Makasih ya Rin already ngingetin mas,” said Eagle and the two also replied to each other with a smile.
Arini's smile faded as the Eagle just passed by towards the kitchen. The love and unfortunately for the Eagle is still so great. Forgetting? How can he forget the seeds of love that exist if every day the two always meet face to face. The seeds of love in his heart grew. Arini should have known of her position, which she was only someone who was considered a sister by the Eagle, nothing more.
The drastic change after a fateful accident a few years ago made him closer to the almighty. Eagles never once established prayer. Somehow his heart was moved to return to the right path where as a Muslim he had to perform mandatory worship five times a day every day. After performing the wrong dzuhur, Eagle took some side dishes in the closet. There is no fancy food here. There are only a few simple side dishes such as potato balado, sweet acid anchovy, and oseng tofu tempeh chickpeas. The eagle never regretted his decision to serve in the parlor even once. He was grateful, because this is where he was taught how to be grateful.
He also sat cross-legged on the floor. There is no dining table here because the parlors always teach the children here to always be simple and unpretentious. Previously Eagle was not used to eating in this way, let alone eating using hands. But slowly, he got used to it.
A middle-aged woman opened the curtain that connected between the kitchen and the front room. The woman smiled looking at the Eagle that was eating so well. Call her name Mrs Ratih.
He sat beside the eagle. As usual where there is Mrs Ratih there she will advise anyone who is nearby. ”Nak Elang,” exclaimed Bu Ratih meekly staring at the Hawk. ”Yesterday sir Rama phone mom,”
The eagle jerked then placed his plate on the floor. “Iya bu?” sahut Elang was looking forward to what Bu Ratih would say next. Madam Ratih held her wrist. Clearly from both of his beads his eyes were full of seriousness staring at him endlessly.
”Do you have any plans to come back with papa?“ ask Mrs Ratih. As long as the Eagle here is honest, Bu Ratih is like a mother figure to him. After his mother died a dozen years ago. Eagle like finding a new mother figure although it will not be able to replace the figure of Ningsih the mother in his heart.
The eagle fell silent thinking about the question that was quite difficult for Mrs Ratih to answer. ”Elang..,” muttered as well looking at Bu Ratih's goal-wish.
”Nak, I am proud of your good intentions to serve in this home. But, you have to remember, there is still your family out there waiting for your return, son. You still have Mr. Rama, your papa who you should be devoted to. You still have a sister, right? A hero? Hm?”
”Mafin Eagle bu,”
”Elang, don't let the past eat away at your future life. Just make it a lesson and never run away from reality. Ok?“
”Let's Eagle thinkin first yes ma'am, Elanh still want here.”
”Iya, son. I hope you can make a good decision. Don't just look at it from your point of view, but also from someone else's point of view.”
The eagle was moved to see the sincerity of Bu Ratih who loved him like a child himself. A mother figure who is always there for the Eagle whenever Elanh needs. It is never one-sided to give love to anyone.
In a small room that is narrow but feels very serene and soothing, Eagle is lying on his single bad mattress which certainly only fit for one person. There is no AC but an ordinary fan to dispel the heat of the weather.
His mind wandered everywhere. He recalled the advice of Mrs Ratih who asked her to think that she would return to her family. Yes, honestly he misses Rama and Wira so much. However, the fact that his own father and sister liked the same sex again cut his heart.
”Hah,” Eagle sighed heavily. He opened his eyes again after closing them for a moment. He is no longer young to behave selfishly like a teenager. Isn't he more childish if at the age of 42 years is still being selfish? Not only to yourself but to others.
”Ok,” murmured after it was felt to have found the right decision. He felt he should thank Mrs Ratih later who had guided him and advised him patiently.