ACASHA (A Symbol of Eternity and Resurrection)

Chapter 83's

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Castela sat leaning against the body of the Zean wolf. Her white dress dangled, not the slightest bit dirty even though she had repeatedly laid down and sat in just any place.

Castela immediately threw all her thoughts on her papa. Castela laughed grimly, Well, why would she bother thinking of someone who doesn't think of her as well? It is a waste of time and energy.

Suddenly he remembered something.

"Ep... Zean, if I'm a Goddess, can I make one wish?" Tanya Castela hesitated.

Honestly, he felt unsure if this ridiculous request could be realized. However, he was really no longer able to resist longing. He really wanted to see how the children he gave birth to looked like.

"Yes Goddess, tell me what your request is, I'll consider it."

Castela changed her sitting position to firm. He looked down, not daring to look at the big wolf who looked cute and creepy at the same time.

"Ep... Can you take me to see my son? Honestly, I miss them so much." Castela said slowly.

He raised his head, the big wolf just silently did not answer. He ventured to look into Zean's two beautiful eyes, like a gemstone.

"You know, I'm a woman, I've also become a mother. For eight months, I spent my time taking care of them in my stomach. Wishing to see them, but in fact I'm lost here. Ah, no, I mean... Do you know what? I feel like I've been a bad mother, huhah." Castela laughed insipidly, nothing funny, as both of her eyes were already hot.

"I... I don't want them to feel sad and disappointed. L'm... As a mother, I dreamed of being able to be their loyal listener, spending time observing their development every second of time that passed. L'm... I don't want them to feel alone. I don't want one day, they feel the world they imagine is beautiful, it's just a joke I always say when they're still in my stomach. L'm... Hix"

Castela was not strong, she gave up, her cries instantly broke. Makes both of his shoulders shake violently. Zean did not answer, he was silent. He did not know if he could grant a small request from a mother who had lost her child. He again clutched Castela's fragile body into his arms.

"I'm a really bad mother, Zean... I am a failed mother. I don't know how they were doing while I was gone. Are they able to sleep well,hiks... Whether they are also afraid of lightning like me. Do they often wake up and cry in the middle of the night. Is Morgan able to take care of the two of them even though I know there are many servants in the palace who are always on standby. But... I really miss them Zean. My heart aches when I remember. If I remember. there is nothing I can remember from my two sons, other than the first cry of those who were frightened when they were almost killed."

"I'm Zean's bad mother... I feel angry! I felt angry at myself for being too weak to protect the people I loved. L'm... Hiks, I didn't even get to see how they looked... Only their bitter cries, which were always heartbreaking when the voices turned back in my ears. I am - how can I be called a mother, if from the beginning I myself do not deserve it... I-"

"Stop the Goddess, don't blame yourself for what has happened. You are not a bad mother, you are a great mother. Even you were still fighting to the end to protect the two princes, even though at that time your own life was also at stake. Stop blaming yourself. I'm sure, they must be proud to have a mother like you." Said Zean softly while rubbing Castela's body with her soft tail.

Castela's body was still trembling, but not as great as before. Her crying also slowly subsided. Replaced with a regular roar of breath, with a little small issue of the rest of the crying.

This is the last life of ACASHA. After this, there will be no more ACASHA. They will only remember it in the form of a story, whose presence either really exists or not. That is why, in this birth, the acasha does not remember anything.

Zean looked up at the sky, he closed his eyes, after which, Castela's body shone as if surrounded by thousands of shards of light.

"Patience to the Goddess, this is the last. You have to be prepared, for the worst possible thing that will happen. Because of betrayal, it can come from anyone. That's why, I'm here, keeping you from getting hurt. So that you no longer feel the pain of betrayal, which comes from the people closest to you. That's enough, the hurt you feel." Zean.

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Meanwhile, in the castle where Duke Herli was held. The middle-aged man stared towards the pitch-looking night sky. The day after tomorrow is a solar eclipse, a sacred day that has been awaited by every faction of the demon race.

Some nights, the sky always looks different. There was no moon in the sky, as if it was hiding from the pursuit of all humans. Duke Herli felt his chest tightening. His feeling is not okay. However, she was worried about her children.

Duke Herli felt deep regret. Really, he thought all this time, he was right in educating his children. In fact, he was wrong. He did not even realize that one of his sons had turned into a demon, ready to take the life of his other sister.

"Ela. papa doesn't know if you're really alive like they're talking about. Papa feels like a failure son. papa failed to educate you. Forgive me, forgive me for dragging you into this suffering. However, if you really are still alive, let papa ask the Gods. Papa asked the gods to take your life El immediately...

If it turns out your life only brings destruction and calamity to this world, then sincere papa El, sincere papa. Let Papa make up for all these sins. It'll all be better, than the devil managed to get what he wanted."

Said Duke Herli sobbing. His once sturdy shoulder, now looks fragile. There's no place to lean since the death of his wife. All this time he was weak, yet he pretended to be strong in front of everyone, for the sake of his children.

Really, he really did not expect if something like this would be present in his life.He could not, really could not if he had to see his three children fighting each other.

He really could not, if in this battle, the blood of his three sons would fill the SEATHLAND plain, the plains that he had obtained at the expense of his own blood.

He is not stupid, with what he hears and with everything that has happened. That war, that war is really going to happen. Although he is not sure, he can predict if there are more than 50,000 Zwitland troops who have been ready to fight on the border.

"God, please, just this time, please grant my request" Duke Herli said sobbing so pitifully.

crying on the cold, dirty floor of the castle. In the thick night sky, which delivers a dark aroma. As if to give a news, if the shedding will come soon.