About Raga

Dive into Naya's Life

After she finished eating, Hana rushed to take a bath and rested as Naya ordered. While Naya washes the dishes they used to eat, her mother did deliberately not hire a maid in order to take care of the family at home and train for Naya and Hana to be independent.

Raga stood beside Naya, noticing how Naya was washing the dishes. Under no circumstances does Naya look beautiful. Raga knows that despite a lot of nagging, Naya does all of those things on the basis of her high concern. But Naya couldn't say it.

"Lo Hana contrasts really well?" said Raga who looked around the room, paying attention to the family photos displayed on each wall. It looks harmonious, but somehow Raga feels Naya doesn't think so.

"What contrast?" Ask Naya without moving on from her job.

"Where it's a tadpole, cheerful, she can easily get along with people. He can tell what he thinks, even make it easy to tell people the same story."

"Everybody's got a character doesn't have to be as rich as Hana, right?" Naya said simply.

"Emang does not have to be rich Naya, but strange. Usually one family must have a commonality and the cave does not see it in you," said Raga.

"Yes mother is too. Maybe I look more like Dad, maybe. Mommy as I can talk what he is racist and can not lie about feelings. That's why Hana is so rich." Naya did not cover anything, what Raga saw would indeed look like in reality.

"Then lo? Why shut yourself?" Raga looked at Naya, trying to figure out what happened to this secret girl.

"When it can change due to various factors, I don't need to explain you also know what it means. Social factors, environment, parenting, thinking patterns. I don't need to be as rich as Hana to be recognized in this family."

"No that means, the cave just want you not to distance yourself from your family. Maybe they don't get close to you because you shut down access from them" Raga said.

Naya sighed, yes it might be like that. But there were several reasons as well that made him choose to silence a lot. He kept a lot of secrets alone. Even her own family secrets are always covered up from Hana.

"Lo is now a lot of pretense. Different from the small time that is plain, cheerful and can not be separated by laughing. Want your parents there or not but you enjoy life."

Naya thought for a moment, if Raga thinks that little Naya is the cheerful Naya, that is indeed true. In the past, he did not know the meaning of priority. He only knows his parents work and after they work Naya will get souvenirs. Naya does not know the meaning of loneliness because grandfather is always with her.

For him, his parents were the greatest people to give him a lot of chocolate and candy. Yes, once. Now the adult Naya already knows that all this time she is not a priority and is always shrouded in loneliness.

Naya looked towards Raga. His eyes were indescribable but deep. "As you grow up, you started to see your parents as who they really are, cause when you were kids they're superheroes."

Laga was stunned, Naya's words were like the expression of her heart. A heart he never told anyone. "You mean Hana's not at that stage yet?"

Naya nodded, after which dried her hands. "It doesn't matter either. The more you know about me, the deeper you get into my life, you'll know that there's nothing you can expect from me."

Raga chuckles. "Nay emang according to you cave what are you expecting about lo?"

"Yes, you don't know, but if you love someone, you must have your own expectations, right? Suppose you wish he were. Conscious or self-conscious we have standards and definitely want the best whatever it is."

"Lo must learn the same cave about the meaning of love, you are too afraid of it until you do not dare to step. But it's not necessarily that bad. That's why the cave's not in a hurry about feelings. Enjoy every taste that comes, you will definitely know what it means."

They stared at each other, and Naya broke off eye contact. It's too weird for him to be in this position. Everything about Raga and what she has in her is magical.

The man always had different thoughts and answers that Naya never thought of.

"Anter the cave to the front yuk, the cave wants to go back," said Raga.

Naya nodded and escorted him to the front of the house, there was no conversation from them. Naya was really made to mind by Raga's speech. Words he never heard from anyone.

Even more he did not understand why it had come this far, meaning that Raga alone could find out about what had happened to his family. Even he could not usually speak such a thing to others.

Is this what you call someone to talk? Someone who is considered home to share anything?

Naya shook her head, no. He couldn't go any further after this. However Raga was a man and all the men no one could believe his words. Moreover, he did not want to hang his life on anyone. It never will.

"Two back first yes, thank you for eating the sore. So the cave does not need to eat anymore to get to the house," said Raga while installing his helmet.

Naya nodded and smiled faintly. "Together."

"Lo don't forget to eat real, had not eaten," Raga recalled and rode his motorbike.

"Yeah." Yeah." The man talked a lot, so Naya just agreed. Her mother rarely reminded herself of one thing, but this Raga of even the smallest right she reminded.

"Oh yeah tomorrow don't pick me up, I can do it myself" Naya continued.

"Why? Nice to pick up," asked Raga with a smile.

"So, I don't want to be a gossip. Not even a week at school has been gossiped."

"Udah cave bi-"

"It has to be very bodo but I don't want to."

"Where tomorrow. Yaudah cave back, be careful at home." After getting a nod from Naya, Raga also drove his bike and headed home. Naya looked at Raga's back that was getting away, far away like her mind had gone everywhere.

"He knows too much about my life. Why does it feel so weird? Nay, you're oversharing know what?!" Naya cursed herself.