
Noah
"Why do you want to go to Semarang? You miss Pakdhe and Budhe?" about so assumptions.
"Hmmm.I miss them," replied Luna flatly.
"Yes, I'll take a week-long office leave"
Luna refuted me, "Mas...did you hear not what I said earlier?"
"I heard. You said you wanted to go back to Semarang, right? Of course I will accompany you to go there. Let me tell Siska to book her plane ticket!" I said.
"Mas, I'm going to Semarang. But not with you. So you do not need to take a vacation or leave. You're just here. Let me go."
I was so moved to mock disbelief. "Go to Semarang by yourself? Not Luna. You think I'm gonna get permission? Big.big No!" I refuse that irrational request.
Already know is pregnant, this even wants to go out of town without supervision. I don't understand how Luna thinks that's always out of the box.
"I want to calm down first Mas in Semarang."
"Soot yourself how?" I started raising my voice.
I honestly don't like what he says. Luna wants to go to Semarang without me. He seems to have deliberately avoided me.
"Lately, too many problems have befallen us. Starting from Madam Malena who is still chasing you, Poppy who blatantly teases you in front of me, then there is terror, and the last one I almost got hit. It's tired, man."
"As long as I'm pregnant, I somehow feel stressed. The jealous, the suspicious, the spoiled, the possessive, and that boomerangs itself to our relationship. We often fight!"
Luna revealed all her complaints to me at length without any pause. I admit it's true. Sometimes I was overwhelmed by his up and down mood so unconsciously we ended up in a storm.
"Last time we had a storm because you were pretentious to send flowers to Mbak Malena. Already I forbid, you also recklessly still send on the grounds only limited to formality."
"From that little thing alone, it has made me think Mas.I stress. Bad shadows always come at me for some reason. I also want to not overthinking, but it's difficult." continued Luna again.
It is undeniable as well, I seem a little uncomfortable if Luna suspects me constantly. His jealousy with Malena and Poppy was in the above average category.
Though Luna told me many times that I wouldn't be able to get back to my ex. I've got him and our future son still in the stomach. From that alone, there was no way I could mess around and damage the household ark that we had just built.
But back again, it was all within reasonable limits. I understand if he's jealous. Luna has so much hope for me to love and love her sincerely. But this fool of me, still likes to be stuck with the past and always open up space for Malena so she gets closer.
My insensitivity makes Luna often feel insecure about our relationship. I often pull out his feelings without ever saying the word love though. Maybe that's what made Luna doubt me.
"All of us can still talk about well, baby, you do not need to go to Semarang alone. You can calm yourself at home. I promise I won't bother you! I'm sorry, please?! I promise I will no longer deal with Malena." I tried my luck again to convince Luna that she would abandon her intention to leave.
Luna threw her face to the side. "I beg you, don't make things difficult. Just give me a minute to think things through. Terror incidents alone are depressing me. Even I almost miscarried."
Shortly after, I saw a tear drop on his cheek. Luna-ku crying. And the reason behind her tears is me.
"You must also feel uncomfortable, right Mas with my childish nature? That's why we need space for a moment. Stay away from each other. Both set hearts and clean themselves."
Panic ran through my whole body. I shook my head in disagreement because I really couldn't get far from him. At a moment like this, I felt very afraid of losing Luna.
"No.no want.I don't want to split with you and our child. Please don't leave me Lun!" I pleaded with a face.
Luna again grabbed my hand to hold it again, "I went to go back to Mas.all I need is a minute to refresh."
"Then we have a vacation together.same as refreshing right? I'll leave all my work for you. I'll take some time off and clear the special schedule so that we can both enjoy some time together. How's it?" I gave Luna a tempting offer. Hopefully he can get out.
"Just lied to you, Mas. My goal to Semarang would be to free myself for a moment from you. If you're on vacation, what's the difference?"
I bowed my body and thrust myself into Luna's arms. I clenched my woman's waist tightly without hurting our baby in the stomach.
"You can be angry with me, you can hate me, but don't force me to stay away from you and our child. I can't do it, Lun. What are you trying to make me faint?"
Luna patted my shoulder rough, "Mas.why is that so ugly anyway!"
My head looked up at him. "Yes, you used the event to force you to go alone to Semarang!"
"You'll just take a second, Mas.."
"No.no intermittent terms. If you're angry you've been craving for a long time. I don't want to be apart for long!"
"But I need a vacation.."
"Yes may.but same with me. I bargained it earlier, if you want a mandatory vacation go the same as me!"
Luna snorted bitterly. "Huhh.Hard your head really is Mas!"
"Bodo. What matters is that I am not left alone. So how about you accept my invitation?" ask again.
Luna was silent. Maybe he is still thinking about the best solution to our problem. I had so much hope that he would take a vacation together.
"Why suddenly so sure I'm on vacation? He said he was busy? You're doing this all because you're afraid I'm angry, aren't you? Relax, I'm not angry. I told you, I went to come back. When it's time I'll definitely be back."
Luna was still stubborn and seemed reluctant to accept my request. His heart was heavy to say yes.
"You don't want to go on vacation with me?"
"Hmm.not want Mas, more to wonder. Yesterday, when I asked for something, his camera did not want to go. Just a simple thing like asking for a sling and asking to buy rice just sit you refuse. Now why would you suddenly want to obey me for the holidays?"
Luna's statement got me slapped. Miris once heard the outpouring of the heart of my wife who was craving but I as a husband even took it lightly.
"Lun.I'm sorry if I've been acting too much lately. Sorry if I became a husband far from your expectations. So give me a chance to make up for all my mistakes. As my people investigate the terror that befell us, it would be nice for us to take advantage of this moment for a vacation alone. We're babymoon, will we?"
Once again I persuaded Luna for the last time. If he still doesn't want to, it means fix. I won't force anymore.
"Where do you want to go on vacation?" asked Luna while exuding a faint smile.
Hope exists. If he had asked this. It means Luna wants to go on vacation with me. Ahhh..happy, I managed to melt her heart!
"I'm free. You choose where to go!"
"Seriously I chose? You're the only one who's gonna propose to be rejected again." Luna insinuates me subtly. Women are indeed details in terms of remembering the words of men.
"Free darling.you can choose. I promise I won't be angry. I won't protest anyway. Be free!"
"I want to go to Greece." said Luna in an almost inaudible tone.
"Greece?"
"Yes." Yeah." Luna nodded small. "I'm going to Santorini and Mykonos. What can?"
"As your wish. We're going to vacation there for 2 weeks." I immediately agreed without a doubt.
If Luna had gotten the green light from the doctor, I would have immediately taken her to Greece as she wished.
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