Abnormal Metamorphosis

Chapter 18: The Suffering of Rosaline

Rosaline is getting worse and destroyed, especially her family now turned to suspect that she was not raped but did do on the basis of liking Grey. Grandma's supposedly comfortable home is now like a prison for Rosaline, after her father banned her from using a cell phone on suspicion of reconnecting with Grey.

“It turns out right we sent him here, grandma can teach him customs eastern that may have been forgotten the child..” heard the conversation father – his mother with grandmother in the family room of the grandmother's house.

“This is due to the free association of young people today...Moreover, the Grey who lived in America for a long time, must have a bad influence on our children.”.

“It's true – is a family disgrace! Ah, even though I once knew his late mother....It's totally unexpected...I thought Grey was a good kid, but it turned out..”.

Rosaline closed her ears tightly – tightly with a pillow, the girl felt better pura – pura sleeping in the room that grandmother provided for her rather than hearing an unpleasant conversation for her that.

Wh why? Why adults like to quickly accuse who is not – no, whereas he is not as they think. Her feelings have been so shattered, so dim, because the rape is now accused of having done on the basis of liking Grey, just because she saw her meeting with Grey at the station. I don't understand you, I don't understand you! Reyna's sister who used to defend him was now like joining the side of father and mother, Rosaline regretted in her heart, full of disappointment. I hate everything! Oh my God, why did all this have to happen to me? Rosaline is pictured with Grey running – running after her train, ‘I can’t live without your spirit.’ Grey's screams as if so incised her heart. He can't live without my spirit...Ah Grey, Gray..What's going on with Grey now? God, may Grey not why – why, may Grey think clearly not to do things that endanger himself, God...Take care of Grey, God...Poor him...Rosaline cries remembering Grey, she knows very well the psychic condition of her lover.

Now that I don't have a cell phone and it's forbidden to have, how can I know if Grey is good – is fine or not, isak Rosaline sad. To ask to buy it to grandma is not possible, do I buy it myself? The girl then unpacked her bag, checking her savings book. There are only five hundred thousand. Since the snatch yesterday, the money has been thinning. Is it enough to buy a simple phone?

So after a week of tormenting Rosaline's feelings, the moment when her family had to go home and leave her at grandma's house, the girl hoped she could get more opportunities to go buy a cell phone, she said, because kept – bright supervision grandma is not as tight as father – mother. I need to know Grey's situation, I can't worry about it all the time, Rosaline said.

And the opportunity came quickly, when his grandmother asked for his help to shop at a mini market located not far from home. Rosaline did not waste – that opportunity to all go buy a mobile phone. Finished shopping for – items ordered by her grandmother in the mini market, and took his savings at the nearest bank – ATM his lost due to the mugging event - Rosaline stopped the passing angkot and jumped up into it.

At a nearby mobile store, which he knew from the results of – questions with the angkot driver, Rosaline managed to buy a simple mobile phone, which can only be used for phones and sms. It's okay, the important thing is that I can call Grey, Rosaline thought, entering her new phone number, a package with her phone.

“Grey...Answered yes? It's me..” with a pounding – thump, Rosaline tries to call Grey.

Tut's...Tut's...Tut.(sounding phone dial tone )

But Grey did not answer.

Rosaline tried again.

Still no answer.

The girl bit her lip, could it be because I was wearing a new number? Ah try me texting huh?

Tired of Rosaline waiting, sms that was not returned. Grey, Grey what happened to you? Please answer me, Grey..

Rosaline hugged her knees, and cried silently in her room, when she finally returned to her grandmother's house. Why don't you answer my phone, Grey?...I'm lonely here, and I'm so worried about you...

The girl desperately – tries to call once again.

Tut's...Tut's...Tut.(sounding phone dial tone )

“Halo?” a heavy voice answered.

Deg, Rosaline feels like there's an ice cube in her heart, her phone answered!

But...Is his voice different? This is not Grey's voice! Rosaline surprised. Did I hit the number wrong? Tu's...Wait, it sounds like I've heard it...

“This is who? Can I talk to Grey?” Rosaline asked.

“Nona Rosaline? It's me Hendro..” replied the heavy voice.

“Pak Hendro? Yes this is me Rosaline, where is Grey? Can I talk to Grey?” as lost all the burden on Rosaline's head, the girl could not resist the excitement after knowing that she was not wrong number, and who answered it was Hendro Grey bodyguard.

“Thank God miss called, I tried calling miss but miss number is off..”.

“My phone is gone, got snapped, sir. It's my new number.”

“Mr Grey seems to need miss very much, some days the master continues to call – call the name of miss, and now the condition arrives – drop, mister Grey is critical, miss.”.

“What?!” Rosaline almost dropped her phone. “What happened, sir?! Grey why? Grey sick what?”

Rosaline clutched her mouth to hear Hendro's story. Fetish, Grey...Greys...Why, Grey? You're making me really worried, Grey...Oh my God, if I could fly, I'd see you right now, Grey...But how? My money is up to buy a cell phone, while to go home to my city would cost money

“Nona?” reprimand Mr. Hendro because Rosaline is just silent.

“Yes...Yes, Hendro sir? “

“Can the lady go to the hospital to see Mr Grey? Who knows by hearing the voice of the lady, Mr. Grey can pass the critical period...I'm worried, miss...Mr. Darmawan does not care much about Mr. Grey as it seems, he just told the doctors and nurses to give the best treatment and service to Mr. Grey, then he left, telling me to take care.”.

Well, Mr. Hendro makes me even more upset, complained Rosaline sad. What am I supposed to do? Did I persuade Grandma to lend me money? But grandma must have complained to mom and dad that I went to see Grey.

“Can I get people to pick up miss?” continued Mr. Hendro makes Rosaline puffed.

Can die standing grandma if you see me picked up by – people sir Hendro, ah better not deh...

“Do not...I mean, no need sir...Better I go alone, but..”

It's actually embarrassing, but..Well, I had to..Rosaline.

That afternoon Rosaline finally made a desperate decision - her worry, her love had overcome everything - by borrowing Hendro's money, which was transferred to her account, the girl carried her clothes in a backpack, and ran away from grandma's house.

“I'm sorry, grandma...But I had to see Grey..” whispered Rosaline before leaving her grandmother's house, and into the cargo that led her to the train station.

Rosaline lifted her jacket veil, buried her face behind it when she arrived in her town again, and got off the train. Afraid someone would recognize. It was already night time when the girl finally arrived at the hospital where Grey was being treated.

Upon arrival there, Rosaline was immediately taken by Hendro to the ICU room. Sadly, when Rosaline saw Grey from behind the glass of the ICU room, the young man fell asleep with all the medical equipment attached to his body. Greys...Grey what have you done, Grey, to be treated in such a way?

“Thank you miss already wanted to come.” said Mr. Hendro who stood beside Rosaline.

“Ah I have to thank you Father, I am embarrassed actually to have to borrow money father..” said Rosaline was not happy.

“Not a problem miss...For me the safety of Mr. Grey is paramount.” said Mr. Hendro gesturing to Rosaline, after she spoke with one of the nurses on duty in the ICU room. “Ehm...Maybe now miss can go see Mr. Grey.”.

The girl bit her lips, slowly approached Grey's bed and sat in the chair provided there, with – hearts held by Grey's hands. He stared at Grey. It's me, Grey...I'm near you now...Please, open your eyes, Grey...Lookatme...We won't be apart again, I promise...I-i promise...Really..not felt Rosaline's tears fell one – one.

Looking at Grey's pale face, who was still motionless. Seeing the young man's breath that seemed to occasionally sting between his medical devices. Making Rosaline feel so broken, the girl felt her soul as slashed – said sebilu saw the young man she loved seemed to suffer, and Rosaline could not help but embrace Grey.

“Grey...Greys...Why are you doing this? Wh why? I need you, Grey... Please, Wake up, Grey..” groan Rosaline sobbed. “Don't shut up, please...Greys...I know you're strong, I know you can beat your pain...For my sake, Grey, I can't face everything myself, Grey...Please wake up..”.

“Nona, please do not get too close to the patient.” a nurse reminded Rosaline, making the girl gasp.

“I'm sorry..” Rosaline hunt – hurriedly sat back, wiping away tears with the back of her hand. “Mbak nurse, Grey will be cured right? He'll be good – fine right?”

The nurse in question, smiling, tried to comfort Rosaline.

“We will try our best, miss.”.

It was heavy when he later heard the nurse say that he could not linger – long in the ICU room. He saw Grey in the middle of his tears, before the girl finally reluctantly came out as well. I'm gonna wait for Grey around here, who knows Grey's up and needs me, inner Rosaline.

Although Mr. Hendro had offered Rosaline to spend the night in Grey's apartment, the girl was waiting at the hospital. Rosaline reclined her long hospital seat not far from the ICU. Indeed he is not alone there, there is one – two families of other patients are also waiting in the same room.

Sad and do not know how his fate will be due to run away from the grandmother's house, can not be thought again by the girl. Rosaline has resigned, now just Grey his pedestal, although do not know until when Grey can be the focus...While every second of Grey's breath is now only connected by medical equipment. Whether Grey survives or not... Rosaline's tears melted on her cheeks. Only God knows, only God has power, I give it all to You, O God...

I don't know how long, Rosaline finally fell asleep in the long chair because of fatigue. The girl was sleeping curled up while hugging her backpack, so slumbering, and was definitely unaware of how busy the nurse – was on duty that night in the ICU room as Grey's condition arrived – arrived deteriorated...