Abnormal Metamorphosis
Chapter 13: The Regrets of Rosaline
– Grey's wound was not too severe because it was just a drag, but Rosaline cried with regret, because the girl could not see Grey in the Hospital, even if just to distinguish, but she was still very sad, grey's message for him delivered through Hendro sir made Rosaline so devastated.
“Young master Grey does not want to be met by anyone, miss. “ said sir Hendro.
“Include me?” asked Rosaline to try to grab the rest of the hope.
“Ya, miss. Including miss.” Pak Hendro's answer sounded so piercing Rosaline's heart, although the look of the bodyguard's face looked unpleasant when saying it to Rosaline.
“Why sir? Why won't Grey see me?” rosaline asked half-deadly trying to hide her tears that were about to fall again.
“I don't know, miss. But that's a message from young master Grey.” replied Mr. Hendro.
Rosaline tried to call Grey,
unappointed, uncaptured,
send WA
there was never a reply.
Grey, Grey, how angry are you with me? Don't you want to give me a chance to talk to you just once, explain all this? Inner Rosaline is sad. What am I supposed to do?
The only – Reyna her sister was the one on whom Rosaline shed all her tears, that night. Even though the girl could not tell about what Danni did to her at Villa Mira with her brother.
“Sabar, deck...Now Grey is in a state of anger, should not be disturbed first, free. Wait until Grey is calm first, just slowly – slowly you talk to him.” Reyna advice while caressing the head of his sister who is leaning on his shoulder when they are both on the bed Rosaline.
“But I'm worried about Grey why – napa, brother. You know she has bipolar disorder.” Rosaline raised her face.
“Grey is in the hospital, it must be safe deck, doctor – doctor there must know what to do in patients like Grey.” Reyna tried to calm her sister's heart. But Rosaline was still worried about Grey.
That afternoon, after school, Rosaline met Hendro who faithfully stood guard in front of – Grey's inpatient room on the third floor of the hospital, persuading the bodyguard, the goal is for him to get in to see Grey. Finally, due to his pity with Rosaline, Hendro allowed the girl to enter Grey's in-house. That's because Grey seems to be asleep.
The girl bit her lips, stunned to see Grey asleep, curled up, with her hands and feet tied to her bed. The man's face was so pale, with bandages on his head, as if he had fallen asleep from exhaustion. ‘The patient was forced to be tied up because yesterday tried to jump from the hospital window..’ so said the nurse who treated Grey when questioned by Rosaline.
With guilt so haunting her feelings, the girl approaches Grey's bed. Long Rosaline looked at her best friend, a friend who had considered herself as her ‘my girl friend, a friend who so hung her feelings. I'm sorry, Grey, I promise I won't repeat the incident at my sister Mira's villa...Really, Grey, I never meant to hurt your feelings...I-i just.....Well I just can't help myself...I know I was wrong, but really I don't mean what – what..Batin Rosaline was upset, slowly the girl grabbed Grey's hand, the hand was so cold, it was so cold, clasped hands were tightly – as if to express his deepest regret even though he knew Grey could not even realize his presence at that time.
During Grey's nearly one week in the hospital, Danni instead of feeling remorse for Grey's events, feels more and more of a chance to get close to Rosaline.
“Ros, never mind, what do you expect from Grey who just troubles you?...Whahuh? Because Grey's a conglomerate? Rich – raya? Where the hell is the treasure? You know.” said Danni when accompanying Rosaline step out of the school gate, at school. “Don't lie to yourself, Ros, I know you don't wholeheartedly like Grey, do you? Come on..”
Rosaline was just silent, not bullying Danni, the girl even more speeding up her steps.
“Rosaline, listen to me, Grey is mentally ill, you know?! Later you can be wretched if with him.” pursue Danni, his voice is a little loud because Rosaline does not listen to him. And the word – the word turned out to be quite potent to make the girl stop, and turned to Danni.
“Originally bang Danni know, that's why I chose Grey...And the incident at Mira's party yesterday was the biggest mistake I ever made!” the word Rosaline made Danni speechless to hear it.
“The biggest mistake?” Danni.
“Yes...So please don't bother me anymore.” Rosaline's verdict while half running away from Danni, hurry up stop the passing angkot and jump into it.
“You are indeed a strange girl that is difficult to understand..” Danni can only look at Rosaline's departure in disappointment.
In the angkot, Rosaline silently – quietly peeked at Danni from behind her window glass, looking at the young man, who was getting farther and farther from her sight.
I'm sorry, bang Danni, for the umpteenth time, I'm sorry...But I've decided now, since the incident in the villa kak Mira, I've decided.inner Rosaline, his eyes do not feel glazed – glass. Although Danni bang is the perfect figure for me, but I decided to choose Grey. Bang Danni is a basketball star, smart and importantly healthy soul, must be a lot of girls who can make you forget me...
Actually, I can't
Take time without you
Farewell is not sorrow
Even if it has to leave a wound
Go to sleep, good night
Forget only me
Dream in your sleep
With stars
Go to sleep, good night
Forget only me
Dream in your sleep
With stars
Forget about me
Forget about me
Dream in your sleep
With stars
(song text: Shared Stars, Drive )
When – times such as this makes Rosaline arrive – arrived so long for the promise of friendship that they once carved on a large banyan tree that stands firmly in the middle of the flower garden, the park he used to visit with Grey when he was a child. As Grey once pointed out when they first met the other day.
‘Grey – Rosaline, faithful in hard and happy'
Therefore down from the angkot, Rosaline did not immediately set foot towards the house, but turned towards the flower garden.
The girl set foot on the path of the park, her eyes watching the large – trees in the middle of the park, trying to remember the location of the banyan tree.
Ah, the pledge of friendship, Rosaline satin. Will it still be their pledge now?...Rosaline sighed, her eyes stopped on a large banyan tree standing not far in front of her. The girl approached the tree, felt the bark of the old tree and crouched down, knowing that the inscription must have been carved low in time that she and Grey were not yet as tall as they are now.
Rosaline was moved when she rediscovered the carving, the girl did not feel like reaching out to caress it. But his hand was stopped in the air, because a pair of legs with sneakers grabbed his attention, the feet of – feet with shoes that protrude indicating the owner is sitting on the ground, on the leaves of – leaves of the banyan tree. Rosaline turned towards the owner of the leg.
“Grey?!” the girl's strangulation was restrained when she realized the owner of the leg was Grey. Unexpectedly – thought it turned out Grey was there, not knowing when the young man came out of the hospital. Grey seemed to be sitting carelessly on the ground, with the bandage still adorning his head, alone, could it be that the young man was longing for the carving of their friendship pledge on the tree as well? Could it be that he was sitting there, longing for the good memories of their friendship?
Rosaline's heart beat violently as her eyes clashed with Grey's light brown eyes. For a moment they both equal – equally sad because caught looking for something the same in the tree. For a long time both of them just look at each other in silence, both of them are also still haunted by the incident in the villa Mira. But if the banyan tree could smile, surely the tree would smile when it witnessed how biased - biased longing that seemed turbulent, dusty – gebu, filled the eyes, both Rosaline and Grey.
But the arrogance that still dominates, making Grey arrived – arrived to stand up and turn his face the other way, taking his backpack lying nearby and moving away. Wordless.
“Grey, please don't go..” hold Rosaline immediately, grab Grey's hand. But cut the young man. Grey just stared at Rosaline with his light brown eyes. Those eyes clearly stated that he was still disappointed with Rosaline. “Grey, I know you're still mad at me, I'm sorry Grey...Yep..L'm...I know I was wrong...I'm sorry...Really, at that time I did not intend to..”.
“What has our relationship meant to you, Rosaline?” cut Grey finally made a sound, leaving Rosaline stunned.
“Our relationship?”
“Oh yeah, I know...I'm just your childhood best friend, right? I should have known in the cafeteria why Danni said she wouldn't give up...He loves you, doesn't he? And you too.”.
“Grey, no...Not so..”
“Rosaline, you said you will always be there for me, you will always listen to my story, I can call you anytime.”.
“Yes that's right, Grey...I care about you, I'm always worried about you...Because it's...Because I..”
“Because I'm your childhood friend, because you pity me, a mentally ill friend...that's all, that's what you mean right?”
Grey snorted, as if scoffing. The young man then moved, leaving the place, thinking that there was nothing to talk about with Rosaline, making the cute girl, stunned in disbelief to see Grey leaving.
“Grey!! Waitaminute!...Please, listen to me, Grey!..Yes I'm honest with you, I do admire Danni bang as my upperclassman...But I have decided to choose you! I chose you, because I could never stop thinking about you! I don't know, but I can never leave you..” Rosaline almost screeched as she said that, as Grey got further away. “It's not that I feel sorry for you, it's not that you're my childhood best friend, I don't understand, Grey, it's me...I can't be separated from you for the second time!”
Grey stopped stepping, as stunned by the last – Rosaline said, and when the young man decided to turn around, he did not feel his backpack until he fell, because Rosaline arrived – had just hit him, hugging her body tightly – tightly, as if the girl was very afraid of losing her.
“I just want to be with you, Grey...As our pledge, 'Grey – Rosaline, faithful in distress and joy'.” Rosaline's cry explodes in Grey's arms.
