Aaron To Khaliesah

towards ending 2

... Sometimes, venting all the feelings that are in the heart is the best choice.

Not everyone can understand how we feel,

What we want, what we want,

And what kind of attitude we expect someone to do, so we can be happy.

Man is only man, man,

They cannot read our hearts and minds.

Being realistic is the best thing to do in a relationship.

Because in reality, "SILENCE" will always bring regret...

***

Since Dita's return, Ica's attitude has slowly melted away. I don't know what the two of them were talking about, but it really gave Aaron his own happiness.

"Bik, today I'm going home late. Please auntie make sure my wife doesn't leave her food again." Aaron's message to the housekeeper he's been hiring for months.

"Good sir."

Aaron went back to the room to say goodbye to his wife, "sorry, I have something to do today. So maybe I'll be home a little late."

Ica replied with a nod and a floating smile. Wellh, this is better for Aaron, at least Ica no longer inhabits him, and that smile is able to be an encouragement for him.

***

After returning from the office, Aaron drove his car to his parents' house, there were many things he had to prepare. This opportunity is the last thing he can do to be able to restore the Ice like before, hopefully what he does can work well. So that Ica is no longer far from him.

"Assalamualakim mam."

"Wa'alaikum greetings dear," mama Sinta dizzy looking for the figure of her daughter-in-law, "Where is it, do not follow well?" ask her with a sour face.

"Yes, it ran out of Aaron's office straight here. Mam, Aaron went straight to the room well, wanted to take something for granted." Aaron no longer heard Sinta's answer, his steps moved quickly towards the room he used to be in.

Taking out a box from under his bed, Aaron's smile floated as he opened the box. "Everything is well preserved." He said as he stared at the photo he took from inside the box.

Aaron then moved all the contents of the box to a paper bag, and immediately went home to his mother.

"Cock-hunt, honey, you don't want to go to dinner first?" ask Sinta expectantly.

"Sorry ma, Kasian Ica, wait for me later."

"You haven't even gotten your wife here. I miss you so much, Ica." Mama Sinta complained with her face made to frown.

"Other times my mommy baby." Cupping Mama Sinta's face gently, "Harun pamit," then raised his mother's hand and kissed the back of the hand.

Sinta just stared at her heart, her son's back lost behind the door. There was a feeling of disappointment in his heart, not only because of his daughter-in-law who was not present but also because of his son who could not accompany him to dinner. Sinta really misses the warmth of sitting together with her husband, son and daughter-in-law.

***

Aaron arrived home very late, after returning from the house of Mama Sinta, he was busy buying some goods in one of the shopping centers.

"Bik, where is my wife?" aaron asked when Bik Atik had just opened the door.

"After dinner, non Ica returned to the room." He answered, then took the goods that Aaron had tenteng.

"Go to the next room, bik."

"Good sir."

***

Aaron slowly opened the door of his room, walking closer to his bed. His steps came to a halt, looking at the plain face of his sleeping wife. A long time ago, Aaron looked at his wife until he finally stepped into the bathroom to immediately clean his body.

After finishing changing clothes, Aaron left his room again to go to the next room.

Ica blinked, staring faintly at the door, "did Aaron come home?" he thought, after hearing that door was like it had just closed.

She decided to go out looking for her husband, but there was no one in the living room or at the dinner table.

Ica sighed, "maybe it's just my feeling" he said a little disappointed, with a shaky step he then returned to his room.

Again there was a heavy sigh, when he had just landed his body to sit on the edge of the bed.

"What a job he's doing so much, he hasn't come back this late" he thought as he stared at his phone screen, not a single message coming in, not even a call.

"Yes Lord Ica... What you expect, you are the one who first gives distance. What message do you expect her to send, all this time she's been telling you but not once have you responded." Ica again sighed, remembering all the messages and calls of her husband who in recent months she always ignored.

With anxious feelings and worry Ica again forced her eyes to return closed.

***

Aaron never again asked her to speak except in the morning, before her husband left for work. Ica felt very lonely there was a void that arrived - just suddenly burst into her mind.

It may have been true that the last few months of her relationship with Aaron were not harmonious, but not once did her husband live in her. Aaron always tried to entertain him, to ask him to tell stories, even though he always ignored.

Why does it feel so heavy this week?

Her husband felt the same way, as he had felt the past week.

Ica felt very lost, she really missed the presence of Aaron who always spent a lot of time for her.

"It's 00:10, why haven't Aaron come home yet." Her face stared blankly at the empty space next to her, where her husband used to sleep.

Unknowingly a speck of clear liquid dripped from the corner of her eye, "gold, I really miss you." she gently rubbed her husband's bed.

The sound of the door made Ica turn her head slowly.

"Darling... You're awake? Why, is someone sick?" Panicking Aaron finds his wife sitting languidly on the bed.

Ica shook her head slowly.

"Why you?" gently rubbed Ica's face which still leaves tears.

Ica wanted to hit a firm body in front of him, venting all the longing and anxiety that some days so disturbing his heart and mind.

"You hungry?" aaron asked, after seeing his wife who just looked at him without a word.

Ica shook her head again.

"Would you like not to join Aaron's mas?"

Ica stared doubtfully,

"I want to show you something, come with me?" talk to him with a floating smile.

Ica simply nodded, and followed the movements of her husband who was now leading her to get out of bed.

Ica grew even more surprised, as Aaron began to cover his eyes with his palms.

"Beauty heart." Said Aaron as he led his wife slowly.

There was the sound of a door knob just opening, "one, two, three." He said, then he turned away his hand that covered his wife's eyes.

Ica stood with her hands covering her lips, so amazed at what she saw, the beautifully decorated nursery was now plastered in front of her.

"Happy birthday mama" the sentence was stuck on the wall of the room, there was a pair of pictures of babies who were seen holding the writing.

Tears were flowing freely on his face. Ica did not care about that, she stepped slowly read every sentence written on every note stored randomly in several places.

"It's a picture of mommy, well, that's funny. Mama looks beautiful in the dress." looks some self-portraits Ica while still sitting on the bench SD to Junior High School and even High School.

"Where did Aaron get all these pictures from." Inner Ica, because there is not a single photo of him looking at the camera.

Ica again stepped into the baby box that was nearby, a flower. "this is a gift from papa to mama. Beautiful flowers, just like my mom." Ica's floating smile read the sentence inside the note stored on the side of the flower.

"That's a.." point Ica when she sees the baby utensils she once bought. He approached to make sure.

Sure enough, it was the cutlery she had bought when she wanted to surprise Aaron about her pregnancy.

"Mama, I can't wait to see you. Wait for me, yeah!" The same sentence, which had once been written, but Aaron changed the word papa to mama.

"Mama, me and papa love you so much." This time the sentence was written behind a photo of Ica who seemed to be soundly asleep.

Ica could no longer contain her happiness, she turned to look at her husband who was still standing in the doorway with eyes that looked at her lovingly.

Ica ran over Aaron's arms, shedding her happy tears and regret behind the body she so longed for.

"Mas, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for my stupidity." Sobbed.

Aaron said nothing, he just hugged the body so possessively, Ica's embrace that always gave him so much peace he missed. The gentle touch on the head and back of Ica he kept giving.

Long enough they hug each other, pouring all the longing and warmth that felt wasted so much.

"Happy birthday dear." Aaron said and then again landed a kiss on the whole face of his wife. I don't know when Aaron last did that.

So many things that he missed, Aaron no longer knew how to withstand the outpouring of longing that was deep.

Ica laughs amusedly put her face which continues to be frowned upon by her husband. Can not be denied he really misses the ridiculousness of Aaron who always gave him a lot of kisses like today.

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