Aaron To Khaliesah

the heart of Ica

Ica returned sobbing behind the door of her room.

Honestly, it has been a week Ica poured all her heartbreak in her prayers.

He can only cry in his prayer hoping that the creator can give an answer to his disobedience.

*Y*a Allah*...

If this match is destiny for me

If that man is indeed the soul mate you prepared for me..

If he is the Imam who can lead me to your path..

So spread out my chest, and open my heart to receive it..

I don't want to make a wrong decision, though,,

Then lead me in my worries..

Ica again sobbed in her beak..

forgive Ica father, forgive Ica if it has hurt my father with this Ica attitude, Ica,

Ica knew father would not be angry if Ica refused this match..

However Ica also could not ignore the last request of opa.

Ica drowned her face behind the two arms that were now hugging her knees.

Ica tried to put an end to her grief, and taking a book, she hoped that by reading, her mind would calm down a little..

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tok tok tok tok

"City... Dita's under darling." call Lidya after knocking on the door.

"Send me to come here, Bun." Ica without opening the door.

"Icaaaa.. kangen very much." Shouted Dita when opening Ica's room, he then ran a small approach to Ica who was reading a book on her mattress.

"Lohh Ica .. You why beib ? how are your eyes moist, you have a problem again ?? same story with me". It was Dita who was worried to see the face of her best friend who was so messed up.

Ica just smiled and shook her head.

"Ica please I know you're lying, same story me you got what's wrong." Dita very much hopes Ica will vanish all her turmoil.

Ica quietly bowed, her eyes began to turn red.

"I'm in a soul mate." Ica said softly, her voice began to tremble.

What ?? seriously ??

You're not wrong, are you ??

As far as I know, Herman never forced his will on you.

"I know om Herman will not be possible so you look ruined like this just because he wants to match you" said Dita in disbelief.

Ica nodded confirming what her best friend had said.

Dad didn't mean for me to accept this match.

What else then ?

Why are you falling down like this.

you know Herman won't get angry if you refuse him, then why are you like this.

I know my attitude is Dita's fault, but I also can't make a decision without thinking about it carefully, either,

I know that my father is very sad to see me like this, but I also cannot simply refuse and forget this match.

This is the last message of my opa, I know you're eager to fulfill. I don't want my father pretending to be happy to accept I'm rejecting this agreement, while his heart is hurting from having to ignore opa's last hope.

Ica again sobbed, her chest no longer tight to hold this feeling alone. Ica was grateful that Dita was beside her.

Dita tightly embraced Ica's body, "Why is your heart so noble Ica, you always attach great importance to the feelings of others. If I were in your position, I would have refused at that time and assumed that the conversation never existed".

Ica was dissolved in Dita's arms, they both sobbed in silence.

Patient well Cha, I know whatever your decision later it is the best, happily your father and mother will accept it.

Ica just smiled and hugged Dita again.

There was a feeling of relief in his heart..

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