A PIECE OF LOVE FOR DEVANO.

Miss Mama.

Ayla was silent in the room, for this time on her Sunday night Ayla preferred to lock the door and let herself be confined there. It's about a thing, it's about a love that's considered one-eyed, and Ayla doesn't know how to deal with all of this.

Breathing heavily, Ayla sat on the balcony hugging her knees. Not to forget, his favorite teddy bear also sat next to him.

Ayla was looking at the stars ….

If the night star always seems to shine next to the moon, why is Ayla's fate not as beautiful as the stars?

Sometimes Ayla wants to be a star, and misses the stars.

“Mama, I miss Mama. How's Mama doing? Mama's fine there, right?” the murmur was shown on one of the brightest stars.

Ayla looked up while cursing herself, heartbroken Ayla felt her life in disarray. Without her mother, Ayla means nothing.

“If you still have Mama, if you have Ayla together. Ayla will not believe it. Surely Ayla can ask Mama how it feels to fall in love, and how to reveal love properly and correctly.”

Ayla put her head on her knees then she took a perfect deep breath.

“Now what Mama knows, Ayla is being teased the guy Ayla likes, Ma. This really makes Ayla mentally destroyed. All his words, really not good to hear the ears. What he said to me was painful. Ayla doesn't know what to do.”

Ayla exhaled again, this is difficult.

“Shouldn't Ayla hate him, Ma? Shouldn't Ayla just avoid it, Ma? But why is Ayla even like this? Ayla still garepin him, wish for him, and still love him. Though it is clear, he already hurt Ayla to the point where Ayla already has no self-esteem anymore.this is really painful.”

“Ayla, are you inside, Dek? Why are you locking the door? Why are you inside? You're okay, right?”

The shout made Ayla turn her head, but she was reluctant to just get up from her seat.

Ayla wants to be alone, Ayla wants to reflect on everything herself, and Ayla does not want to be bothered by anyone, even if it is her brother.

“Dek, you—“

“Bang, I'm okay, really! I just watched a movie and didn't want to be disturbed! So, please .. don't bother Ay, Bang! I'm not focusing on the movie!” exclaim Ayla.

She was grim with her tears, there were so many things she wanted to hide, there were so many things Ayla wanted to spill alone, and she didn't want anyone else to know.

“Alright, the origin of the film is not strange huh?”

“No, cartoon movie, Bang!”

“Yaudah, Brother just want nanya. What dinner to eat?”

“Oke, if later the fried rice menu again do not protest, yes!”

“Ready!”

And the voice was completely gone, after the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs was not there. Ayla exhaled again.

Actually there is nothing wrong with her brother so Ayla must avoid her brother. It's just that for Ayla in this kind of trouble, a guy would never understand anything he feels. Ayla just needs a mother, but her mother is no longer by her side.

Really, Ayla doesn't know what to do. Let alone miss his mother still entitled, even the memories along with his mother Ayla did not have.

Her father said her mother died right after giving birth to Ayla. Even then, his mother had not had time to cuddle Ayla, his mother had not had time to breastfeed and kiss Ayla.

This is certainly not a fair issue for Ayla. Because for a child, Ayla so longed for a figure that she had never known at all. Just a tiny picture frame that Ayla always held tightly and kept neatly until now. The rest Ayla has nothing more to remember the figure of Mama that Ayla had. The figure that even Ayla's way of missing her can't.

“Mama, I know that tomorrow is Mother's Day. Ayla's friends are all busy making surprises for their Mama. It looks the same as always, though. Ayla can't play with anyone. Brother must be busy on campus.”

Ayla held her breath perfectly, the pain began to tear through her chest.

“That gate is now the chairman of BEM, Ma. He now rarely has time for Ayla. While Papap, Papap is busy now, Ma. Papap hardly ever stay home for a long time. Even now, the third week of Papap is in Japan. Too often out of town, Ma. Ayla has no friends at home. Ayla is alone, Ayla is lonely, Ma.”

Ayla came back crying, she wanted to be hugged by someone called Mama. But Ayla could not.

“Mama over there not see Ayla? Mama can tell what Ayla is doing right now? Papap said, if Ayla misses Mama, Ayla must look at the sky, and see the brightest stars. There Papap said there was Mama, the star was Mama's star. Keep Ayla can tell you anything, and it seems Ayla is starting to not believe.”

Ayla smiled bitterly then rubbed her face violently, tomorrow is Wednesday and Ayla has to go to school again.

“Ma, Ayla tomorrow school, Ma. But Ayla doesn't want to go to school. Ayla doesn't want to see him. Ayla has no face, Ma. Ayla can't deal with him. Ayla is afraid, if Ayla comes face to face with him. Then he would say another harsh word to Ayla, and it made Ayla sad.”

Ayla held her breath perfectly, she was starting to be able to calm herself now.

“If you've got a story like this, Ayla is calm, Ma. Although Mama can never be horrified, but as unwilling as Ayla can talk and story the same wind. Mama knows, if Ayla's friends are julikin Ayla is a carefree girl. They don't know who Ayla is.”

Ayla smiled, now looking up at the sky higher. Both of his legs plunged freely under the chair then he smiled so widely.

“Ayla is not a cheerful girl, Ayla is a whiny girl who misses Mama. Ayla is a girl who falls in love with a cold guy who eventually hurts Ayla. Ayla stupid, it is reality.”

Ayla now breathed heavily, then she stood on the balcony of her room.

“Mama, Ayla Kangen Mama! Later if Ayla is happy, Ayla will definitely show me Mama! Pray for Ayla to always be happy, yes, Ma! I love you, Mama! Ayla here will fight for Ayla's self, and Ayla's own happiness! Don't worry about Ayla!”