
#57
Braaakk...
Kenzo closed the refrigerator door hard, Alma until shocked, the abandonment of her groceries earlier. He rushed Kenzo into the kitchen.
Kenzo's drinking cold water in a bottle again, he's feeling really hot tonight.
"Ken..."
"What?"
"You mad?"
"You think?!" Kenzo is back. "Your art? satisfied you now?!"
"What do you mean, Ken?"
"Just be honest with me? you still keep in touch with her behind me?"
"No Ken!"
"lik! how does he know you are unhappy? how does he know that you cry so much?"
"I don't know either !" honest Alma.
Actually Rayhan always watch Alma from afar, and he can see that Alma is not as happy as before when he was not married.
"You're still being watched by your ex!" kenzo judes said.
"I don't care if he's watching me or not!"
Kenzo smiled cynically "honestly, do you still love him? or are you secretly still in a relationship with him? you're one place of work, it's easy to cheat"
"Kenzo!" snapped Alma, she began to tear up.
"Why? really right?" Kenzo is really angry.
"You were naive Al, you used to sleep in my room, but instead I was wronged here and there and asked for your marriage. Wh why? or are you intentionally being trapped? still love you just as I do?"
"Or you don't feel satisfied with one guy, so you marry me, but at work you cheat with that damn doctor!"
Plaaq....
"Enough Ken!" Alma is starting to cry. "I have nothing to do with Rayhan! And I never asked you to marry me!"
"Yes, you didn't mean me directly. You used Om Pram, because he meant me to make you marry you!"
Alma shook her head, she did not know what to do, her head was dizzy "What the hell is my fault Ken? how bad I am in your eyes so you can say that? I told you before, don't marry me!"
Kenzo smiled pushyly "you think the problem will be solved with me canceling our marriage? how is your family? the problem will get bigger!"
"okay! now we're married, right? I'm sick of Ken! if you still think like that, let me go!"
"Good yeah! really cool you. after the guy said that, now you follow. think not?!" snapped Kenzo.
Alma grew weeping, only this time she was yelled so hard, let alone her own husband. "keep wanting what?" said Alma weakly, he still continues to cry.
"You're upset because after the wedding I've never touched you? you told him?wh why?want to go back to him? Want touched?"
"You're too much Ken!" alma said, she looked into Kenzo's eyes long ago.
Eyes that used to always cool, always make calm now change. The man who is lawful to him is now like everyone else. Alma went to see Kenzo and went into his room.
There Alma cried himself, his chest tight, it hurt so much when the person closest to us, our husband snapped and even said that. Kenzo's every word was ringing in his head.
Alma cried, even he did not change his clothes. He felt so devastated, he was only able to sleep after the night prayer. Alma spilled all that she felt for the Supreme All. He bowed solemnly, blotting out everything.
Kenzo entered the room to pick up a change of clothes and all the morning prayers, while he was very emotional. He realized his remark to Alma was outrageous. There was a sense of regret and guilt after talking like that.
It was Alma who was still sleeping.
"I'm sorry I'm decking" Kenzo said as she stroked Alma's head slowly.
The appearance of Alma's face that was swollen, too often Alma cried after being with Kenzo, even every night prayer Kenzo tau Alma always cry, but he chose to pretend to sleep.
After Kenzo's prayers went to lie next to Alma, last night he fell asleep on the sofa in the living room, he needed time to ease his emotions, and he avoided Alma.
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In the morning Kenzo woke up as usual, bad luck. She's lyrically on her side bed, Alma's still there. A little strange according to Kenzo, although holidays usually keep Alma wake up early. Kenzo thought, maybe Alma was exhausted because of his stomach and cry. Kenzo goes to the bathroom and goes into sports, leaving Alma to rest.
An hour more Kenzo exercise, after feeling his sweat is gone, he rushed to the room. Alma was still sleeping with her blanket thick. Kenzo in the bathroom.
After the shower Kenzo chose to sit on the sofa room waiting for Alma to wake up. The plan he wanted to apologize to Alma and chat from heart to heart. It does not seem appropriate to the way Kenzo nyampein semeknya semalem. Anywhere Alma is now his wife, it would be a sin if Kenzo kept hurting him.
Kenzo had been waiting for Alma to wake up for a long time, so he was curious. Maybe Alma pretended to be asleep because she was waiting for Kenzo, she thought. Kenzo's road is approaching Alma. He saw that there was a lot of sweat on his forehead.
"Oh my God, you are so hot!" said Kenzo while holding Alma's forehead.
The opening of the thick blanket, Alma's habit of sleeping with blankets despite the hot weather. Kenzo took the compress, he compressed the wife's body. He took his cell phone, ordered food.
Warm porridge had been brought Kenzo into the room, he saw Alma was still closed.he held his forehead, still hot. He put the slurry on the table.
"Sir, get up" said Kenzo as she patted Alma's cheek gently. "Sir..."
Slowly Alma opened her eyes, the first person she looked at was of course Kenzo, both of whom locked eyes. Alma's tears appeared again in a hurry she turned her face away. Kenzo sighed.
"Later onward cry, eat first" said Kenzo softly. Alma still doesn't want to touch Kenzo, his heart hurts too much.
"Dec, eat. I bribe yuk." said Kenzo, Ngeliat Alma sick, anger semalem directly ilang. As usual Alma just diem and turned his face away from Kenzo.
Kenzo dared to hold Alma's hand, even though they had never married at all this intimate. Though in the past the courtship time both equally spoiled.
"Sorry" Kenzo's great-grandson continued to tighten his grip. Kenzo obviously felt guilty, his words were very hurtful.
"Dec, yes, later deh further his anger, now eat first, anger also need your energy" teased Kenzo with a ignorant smile.
Kenzo maksa Alma to sit, his limp body makes Alma easily forced. "No bribe"
Kenzo painstakingly feeds Alma, although Alma always resists Kenzo continues to maksa until the porridge abis.
"refuse to eat but run out as well" Kenzo's tease, Alma's fate continues to be silent. "Take the medicine first"
Alma chose to take her own medicine, her head still felt dizzy. Her body was also limp. Kenzo watched Alma, he remembered when Kenzo was sick Alma had pained him, when their position had been broken.
"rest again there." Kenzo ordered "Sorry about semalem, do not think again.my mouth can not be loud talk" said Kenzo while hitting his mouth a little hard many times.
"U-already" said Alma weakly, he tried to grab Kenzo's hand.
Alma was just looking at Kenzo's face, it was mixed up. upset, angry, disappointed. She turned her back to Kenzo, her tears dripping again, this time Alma tried to make no sound.
"You rest first, I'm in the study, if you need anything call or a Telphon" Kenzo said as he rubbed Alma's head.
"why do we think we keep Ken?" alma muttered as Kenzo closed the door.
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