
#45
- MasRayku-
"Assalamualaikum" said Alma
"Waalaikumsalam Al" Rayhan's voice sounded disappointed meddling angrily he was silent for quite a long time.
"Yes..." Call Alma. "Mas uda heard the gossip?"
"What happened to Al? This is the important thing that from yesterday we want obrolin the same mas?" rayhan asked with some emotion.
"yes. I'm sorry, but I can explain everything"
"Mas is now again on the way back Malang.we immediately met" said Rayhan firmly his tone was rising.
"Yes..."
"Later we talked. Assalamualaikum" said Rayhan and immediately closed telphonnyan.
Alma immediately nodded and sobbed on her desk, this was the first time Rayhan had behaved like this to her. Alma realized he was wrong, and Rayhan naturally behaved like that. But it still feels painful.
"Patience to Al.." said Bebi as he walked Alma. "Gue's sorry, this was all originally because of me" Bebi said, she followed in tears. Alma still continues to cry not meduliin Bebi talk.
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As promised, until the Rock Rayhan immediately found Alma. They choose to chat near the lake so the atmosphere is good, plus they do need a rather quiet place to chat. Along the way, Rayhan was silent, Alma herself was afraid to talk first.
"I'm sorry mas" Alma opened the conversation when they were at the lake.
"Who is Al? why are you the same as him?" ask Rayhan.
"He is from a travel agent that we make to Bali, and I have known him for a long time" said Alma while nodding, he did not dare to look at Rayhan.
"Don't tell me she's..."
"Yes, it's Kenzo, it's my ex" Alma said as if she knew Rayhan's direction.
Rayhan rubbed his face rough "So from the beginning you met again with your ex, and you didn't say the same mas?" ask with high intonation. Alma nodded, she started crying again.
Alma realized he was wrong because from the beginning did not tell me if he met Kenzo again. He was afraid that Rayhan was misunderstood, jealous and angry. Instead, he decided to hide, hoping that after the event was over he would not see Kenzo again. But it actually became like gini.
"And that video? you're out of Kenzo's hotel room?" Again Alma only answered with a nod, making Rayhan more frustrated.
"You slept with her?" Jerky Rayhan.
"Mas, I can clear it" Alma said as she held Rayhan's hand.
"Astagfirullah Al, how far is your relationship?!" rayhan said as she brushed Alma's hand "we want to get married, what you consider me Al"
"Mas.dengerin me first" pinta Alma with tears.
"Clearly!" rayhan snapped again, he lost his patience.
"I accidentally drank alcohol when I went with Bebi, his friend and Kenzo. At first I slept in the room but because I was drunk I did not realize Kenzo's room gedor, he said I was confused and Kenzo himself he had finished taking medicine, he said, with my nagging, he overslept. I didn't realize, in the morning when I woke up and found out that I was sleeping in Kenzo's room." Alma said as she continued to cry, Rayhan rattled her hair.
"I slept in Kenzo's room, but I swear I'm the same she didn't do anything, when we woke up all our clothes were still intact, Mr. Pram testified, he was the one who raped us at the time"
"So that night when I contacted you and couldn't, was it?"
"Yes Mas" said Alma, and again Rayhan realized that Alma was lying to him.
"You don't know if you can believe it or not"
"mas, I'm not that bad. It's just a misunderstanding"
"Al, I know you guys used to be very tight, and honestly first I was able to think macem-macem to you but have tried lupain. and now?? you guys don't do anything but you're still sleeping with the room!"
"Mas, please believe me, we want to get married, and I just need your trust. I don't care when everyone in the hospital talks to me, but I feel sick when you start to bully me"
"you're selfish Al, you said it hurt when I doubted me, kept me? I have to do what when my future wife, the person I love sleeps together with other men. All this time Mas always try to take care of you, even mas still nahan to hold your hand, but you??!"
"I'm sorry mas" said Alma with tears, she knew they were both sick.
"Even you have not been honest with the beginning, you did not say that RS used Kenzo travel. And after knowing that you still need to be cool on vacation. Or maybe you're still keeping the same taste of Kenzo?"
Alma shook her head quickly, "Kenzo is just my past. And now there's nothing more important than you, we want to get married"
"Do you think I'm more important because we want to get married? not because of your feelings for me?" rayhan asked softly while looking at Alma.
Rayhan shakes his head "not to be answered!" snapped Rayhan.
"I sayank you mas" said Alma spontaneously, whether it's really sayank or not, but according to Alma it's the best now.
Alma smiled as she looked at Rayhan, their two eyes met.
"O Allah Alma... Now how should we do?" rayhan said softly, he bowed.
"Sorry mas" muttered Alma with tears that kept flowing.
Rayhan felt cringe-wrenching Alma cry, but honestly he was also very disappointed to Alma. Slowly walking away from Alma, Rayhan was frustrated.
A few minutes later Rayhan returned to Alma, He let out a rough sigh. He invited Alma to get back in the car, it was getting dark.
in the car Rayhan stared at Alma long ago, he ventured to hug his future wife and it was their first.
"It's my fault, I can't take care of you. Don't cry anymore" said Rayhan still in a position to hug Alma.
'why are you this good? when you think you can still beat yourself up' Inner Alma.
Rayhan took off his embrace, he wiped away Alma's tears. Rayhan gave his best smile.
"You are his future wife mas, your behavior will later become his responsibility mas. Please be kind to you in the future you should be able to keep your honor is to take care of yourself."
"I'm sorry mas" said Rayhan, Alma was crying.
Rayhan shook his head "don't cry anymore, Mas sayank is with you, and now mas still trying.give time to return the confidence to you"
Alma nodded, she was grateful to be able to find a husband as good, patient and as special as Rayhan. Sometimes even Alma felt inferior when with Rayhan.
"I'm sorry I snapped you, I was disappointed, I was jealous".
Although there is still a sense of disappointment, pain, but Rayhan tried to cover up. He did not want his heart to be filled with a negative aura. As much as he could forgive his future wife, trying to make peace with the situation.
"are you the same?"
"Yes, I love you" replied Alma hesitantly.
Rayhan smiled "thank you, that's enough for me" Rayhan said as he bowed.
Alma shook Rayhan's hand and kissed him "Maafin Alma mas" he said with a cry again.
Rayhan was moved by Alma's attitude "Udah do not cry anymore. find a meal yuk. mas laper" said Rayhan ngalihin talks.
Alma smiles "iya mas"
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Tonight Alma was forced to stay at Bebi's house. He still finds himself in his office. Bebi himself is worried that in the dorm later Alma even tenser temennya gossip about him.
At this time the two of them were talking about the meeting Alma and Rayhan earlier, Bebi was relieved because Rayhan was still trying to believe in Alma.
drrt.drr...
Alma squirms his phone rings, there is no way Rayhan, because Rayhan was already saying goodbye to sleep and his phone is also not active.
midwife Mia-Bidan
'Ngapain Mia nelphon' Inner Alma.
"Assynogaic"
"Waalaikumsalam, Alma" said Mia,
"why?"
"Al, I want to apologize to you"
"about you uploading that video?"
"that's me sorry, too, but now that's not the case"
"maximize you?"
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