A Mother's Failure

Covering Each Other

Vio and Dan lay their bodies on the couch in the living room. So tired all day is outside just a walk to slow down time so that after arriving their apartment is cape and sleepy. Every day they do it in such a way to reduce the awkwardness if too long in one roof just alone. They until now are still not used to it, want as close as they are still status makes them create their own walls.

Only the two of them knew his heart. There is no openness to matters of the heart, no matter what they think this is only a good choice for them. Friends but married, it might be beautiful if there is love in it, Dan thought.

And looked at Vio who was beside him.

"Vi, should we talk about this now?" ask and be afraid.

"what?" Vio looked at it for a moment.

"you know what I mean, Vi !" ketus And.

Vio sighed, then looked back at Dan who was staring intently at him. Vio does know the purpose of the conversation and at this time but he is lazy to discuss it now.

"we have to discuss this, Vi" Dan said.

"but I'm lazy" Vio grumbled but was still heard by Dan.

"alright, it's up to you" And got up and left just like that, leaving Vio staring dimly.

And angry with Vio who is always looking for an excuse, if they are discussing their relationship in the future. And it does not want to force his will but still he is the husband of the girl, this discussion should be done by both of them, not just an initial opportunity. Marriage cannot be made as a game of life.

And afraid that one day, someone else will come to their lives without knowing the story in it. It would definitely hurt everything, and want to avoid it before it all happens later. But Vio still stubbornly does not want to understand the risks they will face. In this marriage, honestly Dan wants Vio to open his heart, start with him. Perhaps love will be present if the heart is ready to accept its inhabitants.

And entering the room, then locking it so that Vio can not enter bothers him because for now he is not in good condition. Both emotionally, and afraid if later his emotions control themselves and make Vio hurt for his words.

Vio looked at Dan closing while locking his room. Yes, Vio's room was different from the room Dan was in at the moment. They slept separately from the start of the apartment. Vio does not mean to make Dan angry at him, he is just afraid that his heart can no longer resist the already rebellious feeling of being immediately inhabited by a name. Vio has not been able to establish a commitment in a relationship that will ensnare him just to stay and settle in one place (HATI).

Vio inevitably finally woke up from sleep and sat down to regulate the breath that was suddenly congested. Vio swung his leg into Dan's room, trying to knock the owner.

"And open the door I want to enter" Vio said loudly. The owner of the room refused to open it. And still standing in the balcony of his room staring at the increasingly dark sky.

Vio tried to keep knocking again, until the owner of the room opened it. Vio doesn't like Dan being close to other people let alone having a lover but he also can't be sure of his heart. Isn't it the same as standing in the rain without knowing someone will give him an umbrella.

"And hayoo, open the door.... Can you see me standing outside?" lirih Vio with a contrived voice.

"ok fine if you still don't meet, I'll just go out tonight, I won't sleep here. Don't look for me, you hear that?!" shout Vio.

finally Dan opened the door, he did not want Vio out of the apartment these nights, it would be a danger to his safety. Although Dan was angry but he was not that happy with Vio.

"what's wrong?" ask coldly Dan.

"still angry?" Vio instead of answering instead asked again making Dan sniff slurred.

And went to leave Vio who was just silent at the door. "so ask to be opened, after being opened instead of silence" made Vio grinning the horse to hear it.

"may I come in?" Vio kept asking.

"yes".

"And..."

"And look at me first" said Vio followed up upset because Dan was still a cue.

"shut the door" Dan ordered. Making Vio Melena forcibly salivary.

"what's it closed for?!".

"yes I'm closing it" Vio complies with Dan's will rather than making the cold guy even more angry.

"key" said Dan.

Vio gawked at the next command. Vio's mind had already floated far away, making his hair goosebumps in an instant.

"key, and give me the key now" and repeat the command.

"iiiyyaaaa.. This is the key" Vio handed over the key and still did not want to face it. And just stick out his hand to receive the key given by Vio.

And take it, then throw it out the balcony. Then Dan sat down between the chairs on the balcony.

Vio followed what Dan did, stuck his ass in a chair and looked for his most comfortable position. Not intending to ask again, why was the key thrown away. Vio just followed the owner of a cold heart like a refrigerator, ooh not the one that is colder than the refrigerator like it.

"say, what is your purpose in knocking on my bedroom door. If it was just a small talk, I wouldn't hear it"

"leave me alone, if you keep quiet. Lock this balcony door if you're afraid I'm going in. Now sleep is night, I will be here until morning" said Dan with cold eyes staring straight ahead.

Vio who digested every word and was made dumbstruck, And never like this. Although Dan was cold but not for every word that would hurt him indirectly.

In silence And understanding this situation would shock Vio, he had already warned himself but his heart rejected it, his heart could not accept the threat of his little hedgehog going out the apartment tonight-night like this.

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Vio without warning stood up and sat on Dan's lap. Make Dan lower his gaze to the beautiful face that has managed to ravage his heart. But Dan can still control himself, and stare straight back ahead regardless of Vio's strange behavior.

Vio is upset, having failed to attract Dan's attention. Without Vio realizing the sense of interest it had already turned into a deep love in Dan's heart. And already had a feeling long ago it was just that he could hide it from Vio. And be as neutral as possible if faced with the hedgehog.

And try to focus, because the hedgehog can not stay on his lap, it managed to make the little hardened down there. Highlight Dan's eyes had turned soft, he understood his condition but still forced himself to be mediocre.

"And... i__!"

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