A Mother's Failure
Repeating Stories
A few years ago, after the terrible incident had traumatized Vio. His mentality is disturbed often he suddenly screams in fear accompanied by a cry that never stops.
Vio did not faint or fall asleep, but Vio felt like being watched with strange sounds filling his hearing.
And indeed keeping his promise that terrible events did not happen again, which made Vio linger closing his eyes. But Vio and Dan can't avoid strange events that seem to bother Vio.
Every time Vio himself, Vio feels himself being accompanied makes it difficult to recognize reality or hallucinations, even if it is hallucinations but it seems very real.
All has been done mama Meri, but not fruitful to make Vio back to normal. Vio's sudden change of attitude always makes his own fear for mama Meri, mama Meri has tried to find the figure of an old grandmother but never found it. He regretted why he didn't ask the old grandmother for a place to live.
Mama Meri was frustrated to see her child's changing condition. Either it looks as if nothing has happened but can suddenly change at a time they do not know. As controlled in the real world, no longer in the subconscious world.
The solution they get is that Vio should not be alone or daydream, his mind will lead him to face the unusual.
And neither mama Meri agreed to make Vio always busy every day, for school problems mama Meri has consulted the school to provide policies for the condition of her son.
Finally, the school agreed that Vio could still attend school activities and tasks but not be in school, with some teachers who would visit Vio to provide material every day, until the time Vio declared graduate.
And who always take turns, while Dan is at school mama Meri who will take care of him and vice versa if mama Meri is working And who will be ready to take care of Vio. Mama Meri went to work if Dan had gone home from school, not only asking for school policy, but also asking for the policy of her superiors at work to understand the current condition of her son.
Dan's family did not mind the busyness of his son who helped his close friends, because for the family and the presence of Vio can change Dan who was cold never smile let alone open, because for the family, he could be the child his parents wanted for a long time. Attitude and being warm just for the family and Vio. Not including other people but just like that also the family and have been very grateful to Vio.
That's why when Vio has mental problems, Dan's family helps him. By way of treatment or things that are recommended by the village head. It is a pity that nothing works.
Frustration and pressure of the mind was experienced by Meri, but no one knew because Meri mama hid it. Mama Meri will look fine when in front of other people and also her child. Mama Meri does not want to be a burden for them especially with Vio's condition like this.
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Once, when Mama Meri went out to work and did not forget to leave Vio with Dan and his family. To keep as long as he is not beside Vio.
Mama Meri really trusted Vio to them. Families who are notoriously rich in the area are all assets on behalf of the Dan family. There was no arrogance from the family, they were very kind and friendly to the surrounding population even though their caste differed very far. Dan's family has been very helpful to the development of the village in the area where they live without asking for any condition of the family and will definitely help if anyone needs help from them.
"And please take care of Vio as long as the aunt is not around, do not even hurt Vio, please protect Vio and stay by Vio's side no matter what happens in the future. Aunty is very hopeful and later who will accompany Vio, aahh sorry you may not understand the meaning of aunt's speech for now, stay on the side of Vio?" mama Meri looked at Dan in the hope that the boy standing in front of her would become his son-in-law.
"yes aunty" replied And briefly.
Mama Meri reviews the warm smile, and hugs Dan alternately with Vio.
"aunty" said Dan
"yes, son"
"can Dan ask?" speak and be afraid.
"of course, what does Dan want to ask?"
"why aunty talks as if aunty is going far away, there is actually what aunty. Aunty can talk about all the same things And if later And do not understand, And will ask the same mommy at home" said Dan plain at the time.
Mama Meri looked at Dan with her sweetest smile. "there's nothing Dan" said Mama Meri reassuring Dan.
Mama Meri turned to see her daughter who had fallen asleep. "will grow up to be a beautiful child, smart as well as independent do not always bother Dan, and his family is dear" gently swiping mama Meri's hand stroked her daughter's pretty face, kissing tightly clutched the tiny body. Either there is a hunch what now Mama Meri feels that she will no longer be able to see her favorite child.
Mama Meri looked at Dan again.
"And, auntie pamit yes. Remember aunt's message"
While Dan was confused by the mother of his friend, but he was not a stupid child who did not understand the meaning of Mama Meri's words, but, only services Dan does not know what motives make Mama Meri like people who have entrusted completely over Vio including his future.
"don't let anything bad happen to auntie, surely Vio will be more shaken his soul".
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While mama Meri stopped her steps, turned to look at the simple house that had been occupied for several years by the two of them.
For her other children there has never been any news, mama Meri has tried to find information about all her children but, they are like swallowed by the earth no one knows of its existence. Mama Meri tries to make it and live alone with Vio, then things like this happen completely out of her control as a human being. Mama Meri only runs what has become her destiny even if it hurts.
Scars of sadness were clearly visible on that aged face. Regret approached him if only he did not invite Vio to move here, all those strange things could not have happened.
Rice has become porridge, no matter how regret mama Meri feels still does not change anything.
mama Meri continued her footsteps, taking her to her destination.
After arriving, Mama Meri tried to focus on her work. Until it did not feel like the night had come the time for the workers to go home.
Mama Meri tidied up the rest of her work that will continue tomorrow.
"mother Meri, it's been so late how about we drive home?" say some female workers.
"no. no need it is very troublesome later, I can go home alone really" softly rejected mama Meri. Even though his heart felt that something was going to happen to him today. But mama Meri tried to shake off that prejudice.
"alright then, be careful on Ms Meri's street" the workers said.
" yes mom, be careful too"
Mama Meri started walking down a lonely road towards her house, and suddenly her hands were pulled forcibly by the person behind her.
Mama Meri could not scream because her mouth was covered by a handkerchief. Mama Meri saw some people dragging her into an old hut in the middle of the factory. Mama Meri was forcibly thrown by some of those people. They saw Mama Meri with the look of my eyes like they wanted to devour her body.
"please don't do that to me, please let me go. I don't recognize you, I don't make trouble here" said Mama Meri frightened, all energy has been released but the power is not balanced with some people in front of him.
Mama Meri roared, rebelling but could not let go of the men's hold.
The man ripped off the clothes that Mama Meri was wearing, until not a single thread remained. Mama Meri is as innocent as a baby.
The men looked at each other with their depraved eyes. "who's first?" say one of them.
"i, then you, you you and you" all agreed with their chairman.
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Aaaaarrrgggghhh.....
