A Mistake

Curhatan Dira

Please approach Dira who is now sitting on the beach, he knows he is actually trying to reconcile his heart with his turbulent feelings. Please want to know what exactly is being felt by his friend at this time, and as it has been, Please always prepare his phone before he invites Dira to talk.

"Don't daydream... What are you thinking?" Please sit next to Dira, dulungkannya favorite cold drink Dira.

"Either... My brain seems to be stopping thinking..." Dira drank the bottled juice given by Sila earlier, then placed it on the sand. His eyes glared far beyond the edges, observing the roar of the waves that were chasing around.

Dira took a deep breath then... "Sil, do you think my attitude is ridiculous?"

"Why do you ask that?" Instead of answering, Please ask back.

"For now, I feel like a man digging my own grave..." Dira bowed and lay his head on both knees, his fingers bent tore at the sand as if he was really confused.

"Do you regret asking Brother Hans to help Jessica?" Dira raised his head then shook it slowly, then returned to his previous position.

"Said my mother, we should not regret because we have helped someone, even if someone never thanked us. Even if someone returns our kindness with a bad attitude.please say, because the word mama with sincerity, we will get a multiplicity of good from God... But if that sincerity requires me to release Mas Hans for Jessica. I can't.. hiks hyks hyks.. I don't want Sil.. hyks hiks..." Dira's body was shaken because of her crying, Sila also gave a warm embrace to her best friend.

"Why can't it? Why don't you want to? Is it because Hara is already there?" Dira shakes.

"Then?" ask me, pretend to be stupid.

"My color. I love Mas Hans... I don't want to lose him, but it looks like it's going to happen soon. And it all happened because of my silliness... Because by accident, it was I alone who got them back close..." Dira raised his head and rubbed the tears dripping down his cheeks. "I should have realized that they had been together for almost ten years. And ten years is not a short time, surely has many wonderful memories that they both enjoyed.... while with me? We were married for almost six years, but we felt together for a few weeks... Sil... Did you see the dress Jessica wore this morning?" Please nod slowly..."It was a gift from Mas Hans to Kak Jessica who was specially ordered at a famous boutique in Malaysia and you know why Mas Hans chose the color brown...?" Please shake..."That's because brown is Mas Hans' favorite color..and you know why today he wears it, plus with maximum makeup?" Please shake his head again..."Because they want to celebrate their anniversary, because today is the day that they have promised to always be together... especially when sister Jessica thanked me for allowing them to reunite..."

"Omong empty...! The two of them have broken up since Jessica decided to marry her father's boss, Erik's father... And as long as you're not together, as far as I know, Hans never met Jessica... Now I want to ask... You know who it is from? From Jessica?" Dira nodded, while Sila patted her own eel because she was irritated by the innocence of her best friend.

"Astaghfirullah Dira's... Dira... in my opinion, it is not your attitude that is ridiculous but your way of thinking and your prejudice against your own husband that is very, very ridiculous... You should have lu inget dong. how did the behavior of Jessica who had made you and Brother Hans separated for five years.." said Sila Geregetan. "Please Dira's... Brother Hans can't be like that... Jessica is just a br..."

"But Sil... You don't know right? Yesterday afternoon at about two o'clock in the afternoon, Hara cried violently, even though all this time she had never cried like that. Hara said Aunt Jessica was evil because Aunt Jessica would snatch her papa from Hara and me... Maybe it sounds more but you know how Hara feels just a few days enjoying having papa, suddenly there is someone who is an adult saying something like that. If the one who said that was his age was the same as him, maybe Hara would fight back with her raw bogem. But this is someone who is the same age as her papa, she can't possibly hit him and because of the annoyance that can't hit that makes Hara cry as hell. After Mas Hans convinced Hara that if no one would take Mas Hans away from us, then he would be quiet..."

"Then...?"

"Then Hans called Jessica to his study to clarify. After I finished putting Hara to sleep, I intended to follow them into the study. But not to mention I went in, Jessica came out while justifying her messy clothes and hair. And when he saw me, he immediately cried apologetically while telling me what had just happened... As you said, Jessica was a lot of lies, so then I went into the workspace with half dead trying to calm down... I then approached Mas Hans, you know what happened...? Hans dodged when I was about to kiss his lips. Now you can deduce for yourself why Mas Hans avoided me?" Dira smiled pias..."That's because what Jessica said was true... Something happened between them that day and then the next morning they went together to celebrate their anniversary..." Her tears melted again without a sound. Then she hugged her best friend.

"We can not just listen to Jessica's words, later we clarify to Brother Hans yes..."

"No need...! Whatever happens, it's all my fault at first..."

"meaning? Lu... You won't leave Brother Hans again right? You're not going to make Hara a broken home kid, are you? You said you didn't want to lose Brother Hans, did you? Do not try to act stupid Dira.." said Sila with a high tone.

"Sst.. lower your voice..." Dira silenced his best friend's mouth with his right hand. "Gue will never do that... Maybe I'll hang on for Hara, even if I have to be in honey..."

"What's? You ready for polygamy?" Please come back screaming to hear his best friend's crazy idea.

"You're crazy Dira..."

"Crazy how...as a mother, how can I see Hara who has just met her papa directly I just separated? I'd rather be sick than see my sick son being separated from his papa..."

"Oh no's... And your whole life, you're gonna coexist with Jessica? Oh can not. you still have to clarify to Brother Hans. can be sure this is something wrong, because as far as I know Brother Hans is not like that... "

"Already do not need to be discussed again. I invite you here for fun... Let's go there playing the waves yuk.." invite Dira to try to show his kink, but Sila instead fell silent and only saw Dira's cheer that clearly looks pretend.

"Come on. instead of daydreaming... "

"Go first, I'll follow you later. but be careful..."

"Every boss." said Dira.

Not waiting for a long time, Dira immediately ran towards the beach.

📞 "Hello... big brother has heard for himself right? What really happened between Jessica and her sister. Why does she always hurt her heart?" please say to Hans who has since listened to Dira's curses.

📞 "I'll be there now..."

Hans immediately hung up the phone, while Sila quickly ran across Dira who was playing in the waves.

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