A Mistake

Meet Hans

It's still morning...Dira had just finished his morning prayer, when a knock on the door sounded. Dira tidied up his clothes and combed his hair briefly new towards the front door

'Tok tok tok.' the knock was heard again without being followed by a greeting but as if the guest was impatient, wanted to open the door immediately.

"Astaghfirullah haladzim.iya.wait a moment...who the hell early in the morning have been visiting..not very patient anyway." said Dira .

'Cklek.' the door was opened by Dira without peeking who the guest was first from the window as usual.

"Dira.." call the guest who is none other than Hans. Hans had reached the village along with the sound of the dawn prayer, so he decided to stop by the mosque first to perform dawn prayer while asking the address of Dira residence which was known by people in the village by the name of Nitha.

"Astaghfirullah haladziim..." Dira closed the door again and leaned his body on the door.

"Dira. mas came to talk to you... I realize so great wrong and sin to you, I want to apologize. Please open the door baby, let the mas enter. We have to talk. There are a lot of things I want to talk to you about. Give me a chance to explain everything"

"It's still too early to visit. Go first.. There are some homes that are made homestay around here..."

"Mas did not come to visit, mas came to meet with his wife and children..."

"Wife? Which wife and which child? Hasn't my wife cheated on me until she was pregnant with another man? Why go to that unfaithful wife again? And child mas... child mas which do you mean? Go awayl...Didn't you now have a new life with the woman from your past? Why are you still looking for us again? Or... come looking for us that's just an excuse, because actually mas came to give me a talaq letter?"

"Astaghfirullah haladzim Dira.mas has done you a lot wrong and I regret it but never talk about separation... You need to know, for a second mas never have the desire to separate from you. mas can not lose you Dira, especially if you have to lose our child... Please open the door baby.Give me a chance to explain everything.." Hans pleaded.

"Who are you talking to in the morning? Are there any guests? If there's a guest why don't the door open?" ask Bi Asih.

"It is still early morning to receive guests bi.what the neighbors say if we receive guests early in the morning like this..." Dira rubbed the remaining tears on her cheeks after which her hands then locked back the front door and walked towards her room.

'Tok tock...' Hans knocked back on the door.

"Bie... Bi Asih's... Assalamu'alaikum bi.ini i...Hans... please open the door bi.. I need to talk to Dira bi.." call Hans as soon as you hear the voice of a woman who called Dira with the name neng.

"Wa'alaikum... Astaghfirullah haladzim.. What is Mr. Hans....?" asked Bi Asih while unlocking the front door.

"God willing..let's enter sir..."

"Thank you bi..."

"Papa...?" call out to Hara who rushed straight into Hans' arms,. Hans welcomes Hara and not only hugs Hans gives, but his burly hand immediately holds Hara while kissing her many times.

"Haraaa.." shouted Dira who came out from inside her bedroom. Netra Dira immediately glared as soon as she saw Hara was already in Hans' sling and was draping her hands around Hans' neck.

"Hara dear equally papa... Hara also misses papa.. thanks papa actually came for Hara ya pa..."

"Yes baby..." Hans returned a tight hug to his son. While Dira could only cry while leaning her body against the wall of the house, seeing the scene that happened before her was also the happy greeting of her son for having met his father. Bi Asih stroked Dira's head to calm her down.

"Mama... Papa really came right?" he said it was as if he was convincing his mother if her papa wasn't lying. Dira just nodded while rubbing the rest of her tears, so that her son did not see if she was crying.

"Papa..papa being anther Hara school right?" ask Hara.

"Yes.definitely dear..."

"It's so now Hara takes a bath with grandma and later we have breakfast together, new school among papa huh...?" bejuk Bi Asih's.

"Yeah.iya nek.." cried Hara happily. "Papa wait Hara ya.." the message to the papa.

"You need to talk to both, be wise in dealing with the problems that occur between the two of you. Whatever your decision... Neng Dira and Mr. Hans should be able to prioritize and think about the happiness of Hara.." whispered Bi Asih to Dira who then immediately took Hara to bathe her.

The mood was silent for a moment...Hans and Dira both stood in place. Hans looked at his wife who had lowered her head earlier, leaning against the wall. It was like Hans grabbed his wife's body and hugged her tightly to treat her longing, but he realized that at this time Dira was still overcome by disappointment and maybe even hatred for her.

"Please sit down..." Dira finally let her husband sit without looking at her husband.

"Thank you.." said Hans Lirih. The net really can not be separated from the face of his wife to make Dira wrong behavior.

'Five years did not meet, she did not change much...'

"Can not see it is ordinary." said Dira ketus. Not offended by his wife's raucous welcome, Hans actually smiled to see his wife look misbehaved by his attitude.

"How are you, baby? I miss you so much..."

"No need to wear it, darling... I can see for myself, I'm fine..."

"Well you do look okay.. Still beautiful, it's just that you look a little thin..." Dira was silent and did not respond to her husband.

'Mas also still remain handsome, although the body of the mas also looks thinner.' replied Dira in the heart.

"Darling.mas apologize.mas is too much wrong with you. Mas also felt a great sin, for he had abandoned you and our son Hara." Dira was still silent with her head that had lowered as if reluctant to see her husband. "Darling you must hate it at all... I'm sorry.. You want to apologize, right?" Hans walked up to Dira and crouched down in front of her. Hans grabbed both hands of Dira and Dira did not try to resist. Dira remained down until suddenly Dira could no longer hold back her tears. Dira cried without a sound, only her tears dripping down her hands and Hans's hands were grasping her hands.

"Darling do not cry, speak do not be silent. slap the face mas if it can make you satisfied. hit the body mas so that your heart pain is vent.asal do not cry and just be quiet..." Hans directs Dira's hand to slap her face and hit Hans, but Dira pulls her hand.

Dira continued to cry sobbing until his body trembled...Hans immediately pulled Dira's body into his arms.

"Why is this evil mas the same Dira.. why do mas never believe in Dira...why do mas always hurt Dira...why do mas? Hiks hyks..." Dira was finally able to vent his emotions while banging Hans in the chest. "Mas could accuse Dira of cheating even though mas himself returned with the woman...Dira hates it..." Dira suddenly pushes Hans' body away from him..

"That's not true, dear..." Hans tries to regain Dira's body, but Dira quickly moves away. "Darling, I swear to Allah by the Prophet if I have never cheated on anyone, let alone Jessica. I admit that I was so stupid to believe in his words and video editing, but I never got back into a relationship with him... Even mas immediately believe you after seeing the evidence you put in front of the mas apartment in Malaysia at that time..."

"lih...! If you're not having an affair with that woman, why go out with her every night having fun. And if you immediately believe in Dira again, why did you never look for Dira?" yell Emotion.

"Honey keep your voice down. lest you be heard by Hara and the neighbors..." Hans tries to remind Dira who is starting to get out of control because of her anger. But suddenly Dira held his left chest, then Dira fell unconscious.

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