A Love

it's time to make a choice

why never call first ? take a look ! well,, wah, his status was even engrossed with his friend. was he as funny as that. when was I serious enough. actually I was considered what ?

maybe for ella this is just a normal thing. It has been 3 months we are in a relationship but even met rarely. just just pick her up.

is all this just a joke ? can't be a little appreciative.well, maybe I'll be firm when I meet him.

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while in other parts of the world, three friends are enjoying togetherness

hahahhahaa,,,, the laughter of the three of us made this room more fun and more night.

please deh! hands conditioned. still singing too, playing change songs.complain popon

relax pound,, hahhahaha my laughter just came off

kanis casually took the mick and sang without dizziness with the little drama. A few minutes later the popon also took the other mick on the left side of the canis. they both sang maudy Ayunda's song together.

uh, where's my phone ? no chat ? tumens.

suddenly I remembered my cellphone which since from the mahgrib had no notification at all.

baby where,,, my chat to her started the question in my heart.

I waited a long time to finally try to open the profile.

god, why is that status ? he was listening to music but my chat has not been answered either. why ?

I shaved my drink. ate everything I could eat. pending a reply. 10 minutes later my notification rang.

yaa? same friends . Where's baby ?

it was the reply that made my heart calm.

same with the others in karaoke XX, I answered briefly

ohh, the reply was shorter

go home, meet yuk

yes, I have something to talk to you about, baby.

is he angry ?? aboutwhat? his status was also upset, the feeling that nothing was wrong these few days.even this afternoon he was still waving when he came home from picking me up at the office.

I was curious to ask again.

honey, your status why ? are you angry ? what do you want to talk about ?

later, we talk. I'm fine. later news when it's finished.we meet in front of the floating mosque.

and I'm long pensive, I didn't reply to the chat. I really don't feel good.filling me is not good this time.

if you think that he is a good and polite man.he once ventured to pick me up directly at my house. It is certainly surprising because since he felt great heartbreak at that time. I thought not to be too serious in relationships with men. Fear the fall of a sick man again.but, different zul he was brave once . as if to make it clear to my family that he is ready for me and that's an important point for me.

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ella I'm sorry, maybe it could end tonight.I think I tried my best but for you it wasn't enough. And I realized you were too happy with your life.

ahhh, it seems like my guitar quote tonight is a bit selow.even the cigarette I sucked was hot enough his butt . run out without feeling.the turmoil is too enveloping my heart. this is probably what it feels like to fall in love with only one hand clapping.

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nyai from here where else ? ask popon while walking towards the cashier.

go home, pound, I replied in a hurry

I gave extra money to the room and then I rushed to the front hall . I want to get to the agreed place.

dulululah darling, timpal canis while reflecting to pay attention to the soflens in front hall mirror karaoke XX.

yup this dandy woman is always busy with her make up. Even selfies are her main obligation.

first well,,, I shouted without caring for the two of them. walking towards the basement parking lot.The more I accelerated my footsteps, I said, to where my motorbike is parked.my eyes are curious about what he wants to say.whether good or bad news for me.

don't break up please, time is single again.he's a good person . my filing is not good all the way.

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is there any pain in my heart. This short?

I know, I was wrong, but she couldn't make a decision that fast either.ella

La ??? how ? it's been 3 months. I've been trying for you but you're too busy with your world. I love you but it can't be this way.if it can't be anymore, don't force it. let's just get enough of it up here!

honey, not so. honestly I also began to love you, but the trauma of being hurt makes my heart always limit itself from you. Sorry, I answered lowered my head

but please, don't break up too. look at me nanar even almost cry to him.

he was busy fixing the sleeves of his jacket when clearly there was no wrong part there.

don't equate, everyone's personality is different. Then how ? try to get behind if your position is like mine.

okay, we'll keep together. I promise we'll change even better. But please, don't change. I'm sorry. we still recommend ?

I scanned him with a question. somehow the sadness in my heart just flowed.do not feel I sob.he hugged me and whispered softly.

I love you,,,, I,,,

that sentence, the one that made me feel guilty and at ease.In my heart I promise.I will change my attitude and everything.

it's enough la, what else should it be like? he's been a man God sent to answer your questions all along.ella

he doesn't want to break up ? I love you llaa..

please, you don't do it again. keep your promise and I will keep my promise.zul

the beach breeze is a fine rustle. The wind that brings the atmosphere of haru and happy both of us tonight. The kiss he gave me. really makes me feel like the most beloved woman in the entire universe. that kiss is proof of our promise tonight for a better relationship........