A Love

who am I ?

"it feels like my ears are hot, every day there is always a fight in this house.just wonder, can not in a day this house is calm? I thought while covering my face with a pillow . It feels like going again tonight, it looks like karaoke is ok too ! "

I'm taking my phone trying to contact my genks.

nyai where?

*it is our favorite calling

where are we going tonight ?

bored at home, come on we're nongki or karaoke ?

after trying to beat the canis. for a moment I took off hpku, I closed my eyes, only to release fatigue because all day was in front of my work laptop.

and now it's been 15 minutes but it's still not been answered, too, and,,

hmm, maybe just stay first hpku, it feels like I want to take a shower, daily in my office so sore.maybe finished a new shower there is a reply so later can be immediately otw. oh yes, is the war outside over ? their voices are silent.

I looked slowly as I opened the door.

hmm, this man. is he happy haa ?

my nagging heart saw a useless creature in front of the tv.

keep walking while peeking again in the living room and making sure it is safe, I ran small towards the bathroom which is at the back of this house, well precisely in the kitchen area. this simple house is a relic of the late father who he built himself, but as soon as the foot stepped in the kitchen and passed the door of the room mama, I saw mama was crying. and as usual I didn't ask what else ? because maybe instead of helping the situation but just making a fight between my sister and my mother.not to mention my sister-in-law who instead of divorce even fun sleeping in front of the tv.

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I washed my body to release fatigue while bathing while fantasizing. delusion that always dances in my brain. I don't know when can it be delivered ?

when can I go from here, move and have another life out there. tired it feels but, kasian mama if I live . hmm, does she think of me too ? who am I who is just an adopted child, however, he is the biological child of the mother while I am not who he is.

there is a pain if you keep thinking about that sentence every day .

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in the room I rushed as soon as possible. while the preparation did not forget I see if there was a reply from my chat. and really just want to open the wardrobe notification hpku beeping.

I'm at cafe XX . I'm waiting here.

what is the check room on the top floor ?

or want to order a meal first to be cafe? retorted

just in the room ! I want to relax

just eat it in the room, wait yeah .

reply sekhen while throwing hp to the mattress.I rushed to choose which clothes are suitable for me to wear tonight.not to forget make up is an important obligation for a single woman . how do you know if you will find a new boyfriend.

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30 Minutes prepare, check if there are any items left behind, make up is ok, but just want to close the door mama's room has complained.

where else ? ask mama ketus

come out the same kanis ma,,,, I replied stepping without turning to serve mama.

you're a whole lot, keep going, tiiaap day , not bored ? my mother said, you just married so that there is no more burden on my mind. let this house I sell, free ! nobody cares,,,, no, no,,,

mama continued to talk at length again as usual.which I think is normal when the mood is not good.I accelerated my steps up to the bike and passed away. leaving the voice of the mother who still sounded chattering until finally not heard anymore.

who would want to marry the same ? which men ? indeed well, it is always me who is affected when the war ends.not not not want to marry but there is no match and blah.bla.. my mind glared while carrying a motorcycle and did not feel arrived at cafe XX I continued to batin from the parking lot to enter the cafe . but the call of the canis blew my mind.

nyai, come over here, a canoe while walking towards the reserved room.

I can only just keep following him from behind him, if this is how it feels to go where my heart is happy.

and like ordinary nights we both spend time together let alone popon come tonight. aaa,,, the more crowded the more exciting. compact we spend the night as usual.

well only night seems to be what my life is waiting for....