A Complicated Relationship
(EPISODE 05) FIRST LOVE 02
A few months later, Razz invited me to go to a movie together. Actually, this kind of invitation is not only once, it has been several times but I often refuse, I always have many reasons to avoid the invitation.
It's not that I don't want to, but it's just that I'm not ready to walk with him yet. It could be that I am nervous or embarrassed because to be honest, this is the first time for me to walk with someone I like.
Finally Razz and I went to the movies together, we saw the movie Ant-Man which was released in November 2015. By the time he invited me to watch my position was still at the boarding house and he was already on his way to the location.at that time I had a class stop at 12 noon. Finally after coming home from campus I immediately rushed to get ready and leave, it took about 1 hour to get to the place we had agreed earlier.
It is quite far away because my place of study is located in the city of Tondano. Tondano is the capital of Minahasa Regency and our destination mall is Manado City, while Manado City itself is the capital of North Suawesi Province.
because he arrived first, he ordered two tickets for me and him. But unfortunately the film was started before I arrived on the spot, after I got out of the studio to punch me, but he looked a little irritated “Hmmm, Sorry.”.
Things just flowed, the movie was over, then me and Razz came out of the studio. We were both walking around the mall area and there was a little bit of stale talk we were talking about.
Days change to weeks, and weeks become months. Me and Razz went back to losing contact for quite a long time, we didn't tell each other anymore.
Until I got close to a guy named Gege. Me and Gege knew each other because he secretly took my BBM Pin from my girlfriend, then he sent me a message, invited me to meet, and took me on a walk. I didn't do enough to work on Gege, because my time with him was not long.
Suddenly he invited me to meet, he asked if he could swipe at my hostel. After the question came up, I never again replied to a message from him, the meeting did not happen. And,, well like that.
And Razz.? As long as we broke up contact, she already had a boyfriend. Her boyfriend is pretty, white, and a bit chubby. There was a funny thing that happened at that time, for some reason when he uploaded a photo with his girlfriend on one of his social media accounts and when I told Like, he deleted the photo. There's just the behavior of that man. And such an event is not just once, but several times…
Hmm, love is sometimes quite strange.When we are in a relationship with someone, sometimes without us knowing there is still a place that we empty specifically for others. Either the place we empty for the past, present, or future will be given by God and we never know who the person is.
