A Complicated Relationship
(EPISODE 04) FIRST LOVE 01
This episode can be said to be an episode that makes me quite barbaric.how not,, when I re-imagine the quiet past of my first love, I become so excited…
We're going to go back even further, which is 5 years. At that time I was in the registration period to become a new student who majored in Management in the Faculty of Economics.
Now we're going to get into the topic. Razz... Razz can be said to be my first love, she has a good but evil character, why do I say she is evil.? You will find the answer as time goes on. He is also a person who can be said to be indifferent, a little attention, easy to get along with new people, not arrogant, and what it is. Razz can also be said to be a person who loves nature enough, he often climbs mountains and camping on the beach.
Beetalki…
Beetalk is a new app for making friends. When I installed the app, suddenly there was a message that was in the chat, and the message was sent by Razz…
When he sent the message at the time, I replied to him 1 month later. I don't know, maybe at that time he thought “ don't have to be answered all” but this is just my thinking, because I don't know what was on his mind at that time.
Time continues. Days change and months change months. We become more familiar, send messages to each other more often, often telephonantly, and exchange news.
Our first meeting was quite long, we met after 1 year had passed. But within a year we had small talk through social media.
Then one day Razz told me he wanted to come see me.
Nervous, Dad, I was really nervous at the time…
About half an hour later Razz arrived right in front of me. At that time I was really nervous, the heart seemed to want to be dislodged, and so nervous his breath sometimes tight, unable to look at his face, even talking felt heavy.
Finally we opened up a bland chat, talking about what anime we often watch each other and so on. Not long after that Razz came home.we were still hacking into each other through messages and continued as usual.
A few days later he came back to ask for the anime, and again we became more familiar with each other. More talks we talked about in person and no longer through cyberspace.
When he came home I was immediately stormed with some questions and statements from the children of the Serafim boarding house, the boarding house where I lived at the time. Statements and questions vary, starting from who he is.?, is he my girlfriend.?, our faces are said to be similar, we are said to be suitable, and we are said to be suitable, even until someone said that our faces were both like faces that have been betrothed by the universe.
Hmm, sometimes boarding kids are overrated. But never mind, everyone has the right to give advice according to their wishes.
Razz and I often lose contact. And the position at that time we did not have a clear relationship status, we were just friends, friends who liked each other, hahaha Funny…
