
" Mum." cried Arini.
" I have been crazy times yahh.It is also impossible for Arini to the Apartment not to tell me" muttered Refal.
" Well. "tegur Arini.
Arini touched her husband's shoulder.
" Ehh. i_iya..Arini ?" said Refal who was shocked to see Arini who suddenly in his apartment.
" Well, this is Rini, why, you see that ghost??" Arini looked at her husband who appeared suddenly and saw Refal who looked different from her unkempt face, and there was a black hollow under her eyes.
" Hahh..how can you be here? "
The question was answered by Arini with a laugh, and Rephal saw his wife laughing just exhale.
" What the hell, I...
" I went to the room first well. "cut off Refal and stepped away from leaving Arini who was still sculpting, the attitude that Refal did to him now looks cold and feels foreign.
Refal went into his room, his body was tired, he put it on the bed.
Somehow his head felt dizzy and now wanted to close his eyes.
Arini went into her room and saw her husband still wearing a work shirt now asleep on the bed
" Well, why are you. are you sick?" tanya Arini approached Refal and checked his forehead with the back of his hand , "The heat" was felt when touching the body of Refal.
" You have a fever, I briefly...
Before stepping up and torturing his sentence, Refal pulled Arini's arm.
" Don't go, please ..hemmm?" please Refal to Arini.
" But, you need a medicated mas.kam who has a fever." said Arini with a worried face.
" I need you, I don't need Rin's medicine." said Refal weakly
" Okay, I'm not leaving. Now I want to do something, I need something? " ask Arini
" Here..!! " Rephal said patting the empty bed.
Arini immediately went up on the mattress and his arms were pulled down by Refal.Arini put his body on Refal, and he quickly embraced Arini's body, the body he longed for and the body that became his candlestick.
" Mass...??" arini's Mumbles
" Let Gini first Rin, I'm tired of wanting to sleep soundly without the burden of the mind, I miss rin. I'm tired, I want to rest." racau Refal.
Deg.
" Mum, you are so screwed.I'm sorry I yaa. rest, I'm here." muttered Arini returned her husband's embrace.
.
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" She, I want to pray for a while, yes, if you are not strong to stand up while lying down, but.. bebersih first yaa..?" arini said softly and softly heard.
" Hemmm. "brief refal reply.
Finally Arini performed her prayer first and after fifteen minutes later she approached the husband to change his clothes.
" Mas, wake up first. abis pray I bring porridge same medicine that you should drink.
" Hemm.. "
Arini could only sigh at length and exhale.Refal still seemed reluctant to open his voice.
After seeing Refal has finished praying Arini entered the room and gave wedhang ginger for Refal.
" Rin, don't make porridge, you cook it. I eat it." said Refal.
" Okay, I prepare first.We eat." said Arini, called Refal.
Arini arranged their dinner, and no sooner did Refal leave the room and sit on the dining table chair.
Deftly Arini took the rice and the side dish for Refal.
" This is enough? " ask Arini showing the rice she took.
" Slightly, cut it in half" replied Refal by supporting his head with his hands.
Finally they ate in silence there were no words they spoke during the meal.
" When did you go to the hospital? " refal asked suddenly as Arini cleared her dinner table
" Be_besok mas, nine o'clock in the morning anyway..
" I anter, after that I just went to the office.out of this you rest, do not get tired I want to go to my workspace" said Refal flatly.
" I made you coffee, huh..? " taw Arini
"No need, take a break" said Refal, still stepping away from Arini and without looking at him a bit ,,Arini just silently did not answer anything can only look at the back of her husband who is disappearing behind the door of his study.
" You are why mas, I was so bod*h and selfish yesterday, to hurt your heart must be mas.." muttered Arini staring softly at the door of her husband's study.
After finishing with cleaning the kitchen, Arini went into her room, considering her husband who had not taken the medicine.Finally she looked for drugs that her husband used to consume when not healthy she opened the nightstand drawer, but.. his eyes were attracted by the medicine bottle he had never seen, he saw the contents had already reduced by half.
" As far as I know, it's some kind of sleeping drug, but.. why did Rehal keep it. tumben??"
he muttered and put the bottle back in his place.
Arini headed to the workspace Refal and opened it to look busy Refal with his laptop.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, Refal raised his gaze, seeing Arini approaching him.
"What's wrong? " ask coldly Refal.
" I want mas dizzy right, this is. Minun the medicine, do not be too forsir energy with your mind mas, you need rest" said Arini.
" Can't." replied briefly Refal is still focused on his laptop screen.
" Masss..
" I'm sorry Rin, I have to finish this document and tomorrow I have a presentation as well, so you can not disturb me. You should sleep." said Refal with emphasis.
Inevitably, Arini finally relented to return to the room and tried to rest.
Sure enough, it didn't take long for Arini to fall asleep in his sleep.
At two o'clock in the night, Refal entered his room and laid his body beside his wife, trying to close his eyes.
At three o'clock in the evening sayup sounded, people were delirious...
" Sorry.. Forgive Sha's father. Sorry Disha's father, sorry... Dishaaa.. "
Refal with a face full of sweat and also his breath panting.The dream that always came every night and now again came again, quickly Refal opened the nightstand drawer beside his bed.
Taking her usual medicine, she quickly swallowed it and immediately got out of bed and stepped onto the balcony and closed the balcony door. Fiddling with the fire from his gas match lit the nicotine in his hand. His deep inhalation and exhalation of smoke from the nicotine he smoked reduced the burden of his mind. Refal stared straight at the night view of Jakarta by leaning on the balcony divider.
Arini who witnessed her husband like that could only cry, regretting her actions.Arini did not expect her husband to be so late in her grief, let alone the many things she had to think about other than her family,, many thousands of employees depend on her husband's thoughts.
Arini could not bear what she saw, Arini dared to approach her husband slowly. Arini hugged Refal's body from behind.Refal who felt the embrace suddenly froze, could only close his eyes, permeating the embrace of his wife whom he had long since missed yet, many regrets ,,the disappointment in his mind that was always raging in his heart.
" Sorry.sorry I am mas, I was wrong with you. sorry.hiks".
Refal had not responded to anything could only be silent and raised his head, holding back the tears that seemed to be about to fall. He wanted to be strong by his wife's side yet, he was just an ordinary human being with a heart and a taste.
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