7 Days Loving you
# Scrambling
" I'm sorry, I'm so selfish, but it's not just me who's lost, but you, too, sorry... " arini said with tears constantly melting out of her eyes.
Refal heard it, turned his body around and turned off the nicotine.
" Hey... there I am, you do not be sad continue, sorry I have ignored you." said Refal cupped his hands on Arini's cheeks and wiped away the trail of tears on Arini's cheeks.
" She, don't pretend to be strong anymore, I know you're also broken, maybe more than me. If you're angry I can say it, but. don't let me down.. hyks hyks " said Arini by looking at her husband's face and seeing the eyes of her husband who had shed tears.
" I want you not to see the weak side of me Rin, I want you not to see me strong not like gini. hyks hyks.. " refal said he was no longer able to cover his weaknesses in Arini.
" You're ordinary people, surely there will be a fragile period, even if you try as hard as you can, we're just ordinary people, we should strengthen each other, but. I'm very selfish,,I feel I'm the most lost it turns out you feel more loss, sadness is also disappointment, sorry I mas.." said Arini Masi hugged the body of Refal
" Im sorry, mas also, mas ngerasa failed to take care of you, take care of Disha, let alone mas see Disha who was in pain at that time, a lot of lapse in his body Rin, his mouth too,, so, so,, that little baby hurt so much for me to see my son in pain. Her crying still rings in my head, her crying.. God, when I finished him crying for a long time, I was weak at that time Rin, if I could replace his life I would exchange it for my life Rin, I don't want to see you sad." said Refal with eyes that glistened." said Refal full of regret
" Mass. qodarullah mas, Allah has determined the destiny of every servant. Sorry I had time to blame you, but.. I realize all this destiny that we have to live, mas not wrong, mas dear is not the same I am with Disha..??? "
" I love you guys so much. sayangg, if I could exchange lives I'd love to."
" No, if you don't exist.I'm what? yesterday you did not contact me, make me uring, mas evil...why from yesterday often get matiin hp?!!
" I'm sorry, I forgot to keep making cargers" said Refal, gently stroking his wife's face.
" I'm sorry, too. You so this, tomorrow don't take the medicine again, I know was the sedative. please don't do it. There I am, there is me,, we start from zero again, we must also try to live our lives again, have a heavenly angel, even though we can not take care of him anymore, God willing he is happy there.. we can only pray for Disha, I also had a dream, the Word has kept Disha there" Arini said by requiring her husband.
" Hemmm.. We enter, just after dawn.we pray dawn..? " refal said and embraced Arini into the room.
" When did you take the drug? " ask Arini by preparing a change of clothes for her husband.
" Since Disha died, I remember Gading, Mila's sister, and I couldn't sleep if I didn't take sleeping pills" said Refal.
" I'm sorry, yes, you've been keeping us maximum, I already know that the culprit is Mila" said Arini with a look on the face of Refal.
" He has hurt you and Disha, and bod*hnya I trust the cunning fox too much, but. don't worry, he will no longer appear in our lives." said Refal.
" That means mas, Mila left? " ask Arini
" I'll tell you later, now I want to take a shower first" said Refal.
" Wear warm water mas, you don't get enough sleep, I'll be ready..? " taw Arini
" No, you also have to rest a lot, today check up right? " ask Refal
" Yes, would you like to anterin me? " ask Arini
" Of course, we're going to Disha's grave." said Refal
" Trus, aren't you at the office? " ask Arini
" No, meetings can zoom, can't." replied Refal before entering the bathroom.
Finally, Rephal and Arini also perform congregational Fajr prayers, together praying for the princess and also their friend the Word, well.
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When they were finished, they went straight to the tomb of Disha and the Word.
Using the facility as a person who is said to be rich in Refal and Arini did not take long to reach Sandiego Hill Disha dab Firnan tomb.
" Dear assalamualaikum.. This mother same dad dateng, father same mother here will always love you, pray our beautiful daughter, Disha is not sick anymore right.. mother and Father will always want Brother Disha.., wait for the same father there, if later the same father does not recognize you, please hold us yes son.. because we want to also gather there with Disha's sister." said Arini with tears that had melted.
" Dear Assalamualaikum, father apologizes brother, all this time has not mengikhlaskan Disha completely, thanks to mother, father promises to rise and also responsible for mother and sister Disha later,,, d,, and always pray for Disha here.wait for us yes son, father and mother dear Disha." said Refal lirih.
After praying at Disha's tomb, Arini and Refal headed for the tomb of the Word.
While at the tomb of Firman Arini and Refal also saw the mama Firman and also look Intan.
" Assalamualaikum." Greetings from Arini and Refal.
" Wa'alaikum Salam" they replied.
" Mom..
" Arina..
" Mamaa. sorryin Rini, sorry Rini has made a decision. hiks... hiks. " said Arini gathered in front of Mama Firman who was seen sitting in a wheelchair.
" There's nothing for Rin to forgive, it's been a Word decision, mama's proud of the Word, before she died she had good intentions, and it's on you,,,, and it's on you,, sorry about the words that disappointed you, huh? " reveal mama Firman by gently stroking the loving head of Arini.
"Tante, Refal apologized because from yesterday had not had time to meet aunty, Refal said thank you, for what was done. Word for Refal and Arini." said Refal by holding the middle-aged woman's hand.
" You must take care of Arini, she's a child of mama, you're also a child of mama now, the Word is right. You deserve to be happy, the Word will be happy to see you get along and also love each other,,, and so on,, mama can only say please take care of part of mama's child..??" mama Firman said by touching Arini's chest.
" Mama if you miss the same bang Firman can call Rini, let Rini come later huh?? " taw Arini
" Yeah." said Mama Firman.
Arini's view turned to Tasya Firman's sister and Arini immediately embraced Tasya which he had considered a brother from the time of dating the Word.
" You take care of your sister, she must be happy to have you, especially now that she's part of you.. Sorry Word if something goes wrong, to let you down, he mengesel Rin but. destiny already wants him not to exist with his way.we can only be sincere and pray for him." said Tasya.
" Yes, brother, thank you, brother is always the best brother for Arini just like Jenar" said Arini
Arini looked at Intan with a sad look.
" It's Okey Rin.. I'm Okey. He has sincerely given a little part of his life, I can only reply with prayer and I also respect the decision he made, even though I lost him,, I can only reply with prayer and I also respect the decision he made,, I hope to be a good and sincere substitute like him, sorry I also made you hurt him, because it is present among you.".
" Same Tan, hopefully we can be friends or brothers" Arini said sincerely
Intan replied with a nod.
All dissolved in the prayer they offered for the Word, felt at peace in their hearts, let alone the hearts of Arini and also of Rephal. Start a new day for a new future.
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