100 Days of Loving You

Open old wounds

He knew I was right in front of him. But it's as if he won't look at me with all his current appearance.

"Mba Ayu, get this woman out of front of me. Who is he, in such clothes" he said with a nurse.

"Lantas, what do you want me to look like? Like in the past, when even just eating is hard? But you prefer alcohol to your thirst?" ask me, who is holding back all the emotions in this chest.

"Or... When the savings I set aside for mother's treatment, instead you use it to gamble? I'm staying up because of that, you know!" imbuhku.

"Tan, no reply. She's on demensi.." Ricki scolded me.

"Mba, stop... I know crazy people, still in ladenin. He doesn't know what that's talking about." a woman scolded me.

"Mba ayu's... Look at her, she's a woman who's willing to sell herself for money. For the sake of all pleasure, without ever trying to repent of all his sins. He who shames the family, it is because of his karma that does not want to obey the words of his father to him. She's a woman****, she's a dirty woman, which I don't even deserve to call a child.... Get out of front of me... Howoo!!!" shouted again.

I could only smile, I could only look back at him with a look of hatred. There was no shame in being treated like this by my own father. Because this isn't the first time in two years.

He even ran away, took pictures of me around the streets and asked them to imprison me. And tell them about all my misfortune.

"I told you, Ki. I don't want to come here. But you forced me on a variety of grounds."

"But, Tan... Anyway, it's your father."

"The father who could never even appreciate the sacrifice of his son. Is it worth it, to call it father?"

"Tan, he...."

"What's? What's with him? Everyone knows he is not sane. So I have to keep understanding about him, and ignore my own feelings? In fact, even when I'm on a date, he can still berate me, Ki."

"Don't try to fix it. Enough of what is now. At least everything's quiet, if we don't see each other." I said, then took out my bag and left.

Author POV.

After Intan's departure, the father suddenly cried and roared for no reason. He seemed to regret what he had said to the princess only wayangnya. He dropped himself on the floor, then rolled around like a child asking for toys from his parents.

Everyone became anxious, let alone the families who were in trouble. The nurses began to calm down, helped by a patient who had been close to him. He came, then hugged Pak Budi tightly and patted his back gently.

"Silent sir, calm down... Amir is here, Amir hugs and accompanies you. Don't go berserk anymore." whispered so gently.

Meanwhile, Ricki and the other nurses start injecting drugs into him to calm down.

"Sir Budi began to close his eyes, then drooped in Amir's arms."

"She's my daughter, she's my daughter... Why is it like this..." Mr. Budi was rummaging to actually sleep at this time.

"Mir, thank you" Ricki told him.

"Yes, Sir. I want to be with my mother again. Later I will meet Mr. Budi chatting in the room." said Amir.

Ricki raised the skinny body of Mr. Budi again to his wheelchair. Then he took her to his room. Not to forget he tied his hands left and right.

"Sorry, sir. Just afraid, if you will hurt yourself like that" said Ricki.