100 Days of Loving You

100 Days of Loving You
Don't give me hope



Intan Pov.


The words that came out of Madam were exactly the same as what Bu Tutik said to me. They are people who love me, they are people who accompany me even at the lowest point in my life. They don't want to, I'm sick for the umpteenth time..


"Didn't in my world expect a happy word?" I muttered, who was now sitting alone in my service room.


My age is so young for them. My life experience is still a little, although it is no longer innocent like the others.


I lit my cigarette, and started smoking it strongly. The mind and heart are back in contact with the situation. When I started to open my heart, and started to want to make peace with myself.


"Tan, why are you the same?" nina asked me.


"Why, it's usually like this."


"Today, I saw you with sparkling eyes. A bright face, and a smile that was so bright. I rarely see. But why change so easily?"


"Nin, have you ever begun to hope for happiness, but immediately broken by circumstances?" my many. And Nina shook her head to hear it.


"As it is today. When starting to open the heart, but must be aware of reality. Is... Someone like us doesn't deserve love." I said.


"Is it because of that guy? You liked her? Because it seems, he likes you too."


"really? I can't even believe what I'm feeling."


Nina looked at me. I don't know what he said from that look. Pity, sympathy, or something else. Or even, think I'm crazy for hoping for something that's almost impossible.


Uthor Pov.


The night is late. One by one they cleaned up and went home.


"Intan, do you remember my message?" madam Lola's.


"Either... Although remember, but I want to pretend to be deaf." I replied to him, winking my flirtatious eyes.


"Tan... Don't mess around. You could suffer more later."


Two o'clock at night. Intan split the streets that began to be lonely alone. In the past, he was never afraid when there were begal, or other robbers. But this time, he was afraid of it all.


His hair was goosebumps, his legs were trembling. He always saw the right and left of the road, and the rearview mirror attached to his car. A black sport bike was seen driving him from behind. Walk slowly adjust to the car Intan.


"That's who? How's ngikutin?" tanya Intan who was starting to worry.


Intan accelerates the speed of the car, and the motor also accelerates the speed.


Because of feeling uncomfortable, finally Intan stopped his car suddenly. Making the bike almost hit, but eventually dropped to protect the car Intan.


"Hey... You crazy? Why follow me? What do you want?" nagel Intan who came out of his car in a state of emotion.


The man opened the helmet, and stretched the zipper of his jacket.


"I intend to escort you home" he replied.


Intan's eyes widened, when it turned out that the man was Troy.


"You? Geez, I don't understand that you. Sorry, Troy."


Intan then helps Troy wake up, and cleans up the dirt attached to his body.


"Why is it crying?" troy asked, seeing Intan's tears spilled.


Intan did not answer. He was silent, and hugged Troy so tightly.


"Intan, why?"


"Please, don't give me a beautiful hope. If it ends, it must end without certainty. I'm used to being sick, but I don't want your cool pain, Troy." Intan.


Troy just kept quiet, He answered Intan's embrace tightly. Although in fact, his arm hurt from falling.


"I don't want to give you hope, I want to give you reality" he said softly.