
...The Then let it pass...
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At Santi's place
Santi clasped Raka's shirt tightly, staring at the open ocean before him.
“ Raka , you know?. One year, I've forgotten how the pain of longing. Right now, I feel the pain of missing you. How are you doing?. I hope you're cured soon,”
Said Santi with his hands clutched in Raka's shirt, it was the only item left by Raka when Santi was missing his magical man.
Santi stared at the sparkling water with an empty heart, thinking about the state of his beloved who is fine or even vice versa.
“I've been here 2 months, but I feel like my 2 months, I've been through a few years. Because my miss seems to press the time that is running so it feels very long”
Santi's mind stared at the sea, along with the sun's sparkling bias in the vast expanse of the ocean.
Santi moved from his seat. He then walked on the waves, and his feet stepped along the beach with a troubled heart and whipped to resist longing.
“Santi!!” someone called his name
Santi turned his head, immediately Santi furrowed his eyebrows.
“ Why be alone on a beach like this?” said Adit who came to Santi
“ Do you know where I'm from?, if I'm here? ” asks Santi staring confused
“ I follow you” said Adit as his gaze stared straight at the ocean
“ Giat once you follow me until here ” said Santi.
“ Yes, I came to your house several times.and your mother said you were out of town. You're out of town, is it where the jinn are Santi?” adit said with his eyes straight ahead
Santi gasped at Adit's words, “since when did he investigate me?” mindfulness
“ What do you mean?” ask Santi to pretend
Adit turned his body towards Santi, quickly holding onto 2 shoulders Santi “ enough!!, Enough for you to pretend Santi, I know everything. The man with you is not a human being, aware Santi!!, Do not be fooled by creatures like them,” Adit said in a pressing voice.
Plaakkk (slap sound)
“ you are too presumptuous to interfere in my affairs,” choked Santi with a look of nagging to Adit.
“ Santi, you have allied with the jinn, Jin and humans are different, can not unite,” Adit said in a slightly raised voice.
Santi pushed Adit's chest firmly, “ he,, try to say again, I'm allied with the genie?. If so why?. Youknow?. I prefer the genie who wipes away my tears when I am wounded, rather than the human who suddenly comes when my wounds heal. Doesn't that sound funny?” pekik Santi growled.
“ Yes, I know I was wrong, but Santi I came to correct the mistake I have done,” Adit said
“ There is nothing to fix. All my feelings for you have been burned" said Santi
“i know, it's not me who gives you warmth when you need it, or it's not my hand you're holding right now. But honestly I was also tormented when I tried to forget you,” Adit said with a sad look at Santi.
“ Adit, I ask with great honor. Look for another woman, why are you chasing a woman whose heart is not there for you?” santi said with a pleading hand.
Adit clasped Santi's hand,” San, can I hold you one last time?” adit asked with a pleading gaze.
“ I've promised myself , if at the moment I can't return you in my arms , it's time I'll go away from your life,” said Adit with eyes that look soft staring at Santi.
“ Do it if it can make you go away from my life,” said Santi
Adit immediately hugged Santi's body tightly,” forgive me, love you make me selfish. I forgot that she hurt you. If you are happy with the creature, I will not force myself to enter into your relationship,” said Adit behind Santi's body in a voice that sounded hoarse with a vibrating body.
Santi tried to raise his hand, then rubbed Adit's back gently, “ Adit, Don't let disappointment destroy hope. Verily, God loves His servant who prays in hope, though ever let down. Forgive me for not being able to accept you again in my heart . Look for the better of me, I pray , may you get the happiness that you have been looking for ” said Santi
Adit pushed Santi's body slowly, holding onto both of Santi's cheeks and looking at him fixedly, “ Take good care of yourself yes, don't get careless . I'm sorry, for ignoring you,” Adit said as he brought his face closer and gently kissed Santi's lips.
Santi who received Adit's treatment, instantly closed his eyes, and one crystal ball fell from the tip of his eye.
Adit releases his kiss, “ I go!!” adit said as he stroked Santi's head gently.
Adit smiled looking into Santi's eyes. Now Adit turned his body and walked back to Santi , “However we have done all that. Let everything be a memory, someday. I'll forget everything we've ever carved. Sorry!! , because it hurt you, sorry if it ever left you. My regret is, when we accuse our loved ones without investigating them first. Happy Santi” said Adit as he walked by wiping rough tears that had fallen on his cheek.
Santi saw Adit's back drifting away as he waved his hand, “ thank you for giving me love, and being present in my life. For the umpteenth time I see your back that goes from my life, the first is sadness and the second time your departure is happiness for me,” said Santi as he looked back at the blue sea that stretched.
Santi walked to where he was riding his motorcycle.
then drove off the beach, arriving at home. Santi headed to his room, he again missed Raka who had not met for 2 months.
Santi tried to recite the spell given by Raka , but Raka never attended. makes Santi more worried.
and until this second, Raka was not present in her dreams.
" Raka, Missing someone is part of loving you .If we never part, we will never really know how strong our love is to endure. I hope you get well soon and meet me, "Guman Santi hugs Raka's shirt with an increasingly excruciating Miss.
Santi threw down his body, staring blankly at the ceiling.
recalling what he had been through, sometimes Santi thought it was impossible to unite the heart, between hearts that were not from the same world .
But what Santi knows, a meeting is destiny. From a different heart, they try to unite it with a bond.
tok ..tok..tok. (beep knocking on Santi's room door).
"Santi, are you inside?" cried Santi's mother from outside the door
" Yes ma," said Santi as he moved
" What's wrong ma?" sally asked as she opened the door
" why are you?. Lately, you seem uninspired?" ask Santi's mom.
" there is nothing ma, just want to be alone again" replied Santi.
" whose honest answer made you fall in love?" santi's mother asked with a probing look.
" ha . nothing, just right now, Santi really wants to be alone" replied Santi berkilah
" yes if you do not want to tell," said Santi's mother, then moved from the front of Santi's room.
Santi, who saw her mother's departure, went back inside her room .
get back Raka's shirt," Huu!!. Raka, you know?, Missing is painful, "guman Santi while medekap keja Raka tightly.