(REVISED) My Man Is A Bunian

Flashback part v (end )

...Flashback parts v...

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Santi felt pain and pain all over his body, it was painful in every joint that Santi was currently feeling .

I do not know how many liters of water came out of his eyes, to raise his hand was not able to Santi.

“What should I do?. At this time I know , I am very humiliated and very dirty.” Santi mutter with tears that continue to drip endlessly from his puffy eyes.

Right now, Santi's mind has been confused . All he had in mind was to drown himself at the bottom of the ocean and disappear from the face of the earth.

in the mind of the moment, Just feel empty, full of anger, disappointment, humiliation, and regret into one .

he wanted to scream, wanted to be angry and yet wanted to curse, yet he was alone in the room.

in Santi's mind, one thing he regretted was not believing his heart at that moment.

the truth is, his heart has told him that something bad is going to happen, but Santi still brushed aside the warning and insisted on leaving .

What an event that Santi never imagined, so that Santi could experience a day like this in his life .

His hopes had been dashed, all the dreams that had been perfectly arranged in his brain had now been shattered.

now Santi wailed with a straight look without reason, with eyes that had been puffy and the flood that kept dripping that always did not know when it would stop.

After several hours of lamenting his fate, he came to a realization with a mobile phone ringing.

He took the phone with a trembling hand.

There were 17 missed calls and 3 messages that all notifications were from Adit .

“ Yank!! .Where are you?. On phone not lifted?” The first message.

“ darling, If anything inform me, seriously from last night I did not sleep thought you” Sound contents message 2 from Adit.

“ san!!. please answer my phone don't worry me. Pick up the phone, so I can make sure if you are okay aja” Beep the contents of the 3rd message from Adit.

Santi read the contents of the message with teardrops that kept falling soaked the phone that was in his grasp.

In the powerful hand held of the phone that was in his hand with a resounding .

“ sorry I'm Adit, I don't think I deserve you anymore" Santi's heart ached, he felt like there were thousands of needles stuck in his chest , so that the pain in the heart can not be explained by the parable that Santi is currently feeling .

Santi wiped away the rough tears that kept flowing with a rush soaking his cheeks.

in another look at the phone screen that is in his grasp , he then headed to the list of incoming calls.

There is already the name IREN, quickly Santi pressed the call button.

“ sorry!!. The current destination number cannot be reached" The operator's voice when the iren number is dialed.

A few times Santi pressed the call button but only the operator's answer he received.

"aahhhhhhhrrrggggg....Bangggssss******ttttt!!!" Shouted Santi while throwing his phone against the wall strongly.

!!!! (The sound of the phone being hit against the wall and falling to the floor, making the phone split into several parts)

Santi shuffled her furtasi hair.

“ am I this stupid?, Am I trapped by my own best friend?, Why ?, What's my fault?” santi growled strongly at her hair with a blank stare staring at the floor.

Santi tried to stand up, feeling sore and sore between his thighs. He grimaced but forced himself to stand.

when Santi was standing, in the face of the mattress that had made him insulted, there was a patch of pink blood to the groans left on the white sheet.

“ aaaarrrrgghjhhhhh... Bangggss**ttt. What's my fault?. Tega you Iren!! , dear Jahan*m. GODDAMN YOU!!! " Santi yelled furtasi by scrambling the contents of the mattress right in front of her.

Santi sat on the floor with his back sent to the body of the mattress .

he went back to wailing for a few minutes.

After that, he went from the hotel to the station by taxi.

Arriving at the station, Santi headed towards the counter. He also bought a destination ticket to Jogja , after getting a ticket.

Santi walked towards the platform, staring fixedly at the majestic twilight illuminating the tracks in the station area.

From a distance, Santi saw a train coming and will pass to the platform where Santi stood.

Santi brought himself closer to the platform, walking with a pile of tears that had gathered in his eyes.

As the train got closer, Santi closed his eyes tightly.

" Hey!!. Are you crazy? ” Said the officer watching the platform by hugging Santi's body to stay away from the platform as the train passed.

Santi fell with the officer.

Santi then cried hysterically.

“hu.. Why arrest me?” santi shouted along with her cry.

“ Hey!! .Everyone has problems but this is not the way. If you want to die, don't die here. This is my job, I also have a family.if you die here, I will be fired and my wife's child will eat what?" Said the platform officer scolding Santi .

Santi was silent, he then looked around where he fell, it turns out that there were many people who gathered around him.

Santi who already had no shame with dozens of eyes that looked at him strangely, there were also those who took a video by using a mobile phone towards him, Santi did not criticize what they did to him.

Santi then stood up .

“ I'm sorry sir!!" Santi said then moved from the crowd.

Santi then dodged the crowd he caused and tried to break through the crowd .

Santi then looking for a quiet place, he was waiting for a train that would take him to Jogja.

in silence, Santi's eyes seemed not to want to stop letting out tears that kept dripping down his cheeks.

The waiting train finally arrived at the station.

Santi then boarded the train and the train drove towards Jogja.

...FLASHBACK ENDS...

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Santi sat down on the balcony floor, with a roaring cry. All the memories were vividly painted in his mind.

Until this moment, Santi did not know what reason so iren his own best friend had the heart of it against him.

Santi wept for his past condition which left him devastated .

instantly his mind was fixed on Raka .

Because of Raka's unusual treatment of her, making Santi more upset. If Raka would find out about her past.

Santi is afraid that if he will fall in love with Raka and in the end, he will be hurt and have to lose for the umpteenth time.

Imagining this makes Santi in a dilemma.

Unfeeling rinai (mizzle) began to fall, Santi did not pay attention to the feathers that fell from the sky as a messenger of his sadness.

Now that Santi knows, he begins to fall in love with Raka who is actually also not very familiar with Raka.

Santi sat down and then fell silent on the balcony where the air was already cold with the accompaniment of the rustle that began to rush wet his body.

Santi just fell silent grimacing everything he had ever experienced.

so that the cold that came to greet Santi was not Santi felt.

now Santi can only weep lamenting his destiny under the guise of the rain and wind that accompanies him on the balcony.