[Note] A Perfect Marriage

The Heart that is Hurt

Love sat staring at the night sky from the window of her room. Out there the night is so thick. A gust of wind from the mountains seemed to be able to freeze the bones of Love. But the woman doesn't care. He grabbed his jacket while staring at the star hundreds of light years away. Someone was troubling the woman's mind. His brown net suddenly opened wide as if a memory had just been unearthed.

"I'm .. I'm late for the moon!" The woman's lips were open and her tongue was twisted.

The breath of Love is becoming faster and deeper. His eyes warmed up before finally the clear liquid slid from the corner of the net, which was now closed along with a small stuffing that was held back. Love clenched her lips tightly together with the swift water flowing down her cheeks.

His outstretched hand rubbed gently the surface of his stomach that was still flat. The corner of the woman's lips lifted into a small smile that looked faint, but the sobbing of her cries could not fade.

"We'll both be happy, honey. It's okay, you still have a mama" Love said with a glaring gaze deep in the darkness of the night.

"Where are you from, brother?" nana asks her sister who just came down the red family car that her sister bought two days ago.

"From the doctor," said Cinta as she walked into the house.

"Aren't you talking to Nana?"

"You were still sleeping. Doctor Pristi will be open only until seven, after that he went to the hospital practice," explained Cinta over the protection of her sister.

Love poured water in a high-necked glass and gulped it down with a single gulp. Nana felt that there was something strange about her sister's attitude. The woman looked riled up and a little depressed.

"So how did it go?"

Love pulled the chair beside her and sat herself down lethargic. "Big pregnant, Na."

"Gee ... Nana can be a new breed, dong," said Nana with excitement.

"Why are you sad then? The sustenance should be grateful. Welcomed with joy."

"But you know, Na Brother is now alone. He would have been born without his father's love. Brother is afraid he can't be happy."

"Hellow, Sister .. try to see how many widows are out there who are also raising their own children. How many kids out there have grown up without a full family? They can be happy. The child will understand when it is time to understand. Even those of us who grow up with both intact parents can't be happy, right?"

Love is slowly moving. Nana has always been a light in the dark corner of Love. Every utterance that came out of the girl's mouth was like a bitter pill that healed her wound. Speech that feels spicy, rough, sometimes painful. But there is hope in it.

In another corner of the country, a couple is having a wedding. Their reception event even became a hot topic on various social media. Throne and Bella, the loving young couple of the century. That's the hot news headlines being talked about. The unification of two large companies, of course, is not a trivial thing that can be ignored by newsmakers.

"Darling, thank you for today" said Bella, who was lying spoiled on the breastplate of the Throne.

They had just returned to his room, a five-star hotel that also belonged to the Bella family. Many guests came from among business people to congratulate them, while looking for face and opportunity to get closer to their families. Throughout the event the Throne was more silent and put on a flat facial expression.

The throne only smiles. "Sleep, it's night."

"Are you not happy to marry me?"

"Of course I'm happy. It's just that I'm so tired."

Your heart is no longer for me, yes. No problem, as long as I am still your wife, it means that you remain in my grasp, Bella's mind as she turns back to the Throne that had already closed her eyes.

Love is standing between a bed of roses and chrysanthemums. He slightly tightened his hand grip on a flat object with the screen still on. News of her ex-husband's marriage turned out not only to be a conversation in the neighboring country. There was a pain that struck his heart when he saw the portrait of the Throne in a friendly relationship with his lover.

Love swallowed its saliva heavily. The clear thread returned as the woman's eyes closed. He took a voracious breath as if his chest had been squeezed by such a huge stone. The breath of Love is stuck in the throat.

I tried to be okay, but I couldn't. I can't, Throne. Why are you doing this to me? Why are you making such wonderful memories for me? That woman is no longer powerful. His body shrank, drowning in a sea of knee-high chrysanthemum trees. Love sobbing. Her shoulders were shaken violently as she tried to hold back her cries from breaking.

No. gabe. I can't be like this. I have to let go, that woman's inner. He wiped away the tears that seemed endless.

"Love," a soft voice crept into Love's ears making the woman immediately raise her head.

"Ru–Rudi?" he murmured while trying to wipe away the tears that were still sliding profusely on his cheeks.

The man wearing the brown cowboy hat came closer to Love. Grabbing the woman's shoulder and helping her stand up. Rudi stared fixedly at Love who was still bowed avoiding his gaze.

"What's wrong?" tanya Rudi held gently the cheek of Love.

Love still tries to avoid the man by turning his face away. But Rudi immediately clenched his hands on the cheeks of Love. Gently rubbed the woman's cheeks, cleaning up the remnants of the tears that had dried there.

Stunned love gets a gentle treatment from the man who became his friend. He looked up slowly, staring fixedly at Rudi's bead-splitting eyes.

"Don't cry" said Rudi with a faint smile and stroked the cheek gently with his fingers. Their eyes meet. For a moment Love was lulled and almost drowned in the thick of the intoxicating black bead.

"You know why?" connect Rudi and get a headband from the woman in front of him.

"Because you're so ugly when you cry. Your eyes became as big as a ping pong ball and your lips dropped down like my grandmother's," she poked as she pulled the corners of her lips into a downward arch.

Spontaneous jokes that unexpectedly managed to make a smile Love expands behind her tears that are still sullen. The woman slowly struck the chest of Rudi's field releasing her irritation at the man.

Rudi caught Love's wrist. Her net was staring gently at the bead of Love's eyes which was also directed at her. Without warning, Rudi pulled the body of Love in his arms. Wrap one hand on the shoulder of Love, and the other on the woman's head. Love is shortened by Rudi's embrace. His eyes are perfectly round. The man tightened his embrace as Love tried to distance herself.

"My heart hurts a lot when I see you crying alone here" whispered Rudi in a trembling voice.

...Connect .......

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Haiii, Beloved.

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