#FALM
episode 12
There are more and more fights between Nadia and Raditia. Unsurprisingly the fragility of their household. Nadia tries to survive all the shocks that occur in her household life. But Radit always broke all Nadia's efforts.
" mas,, next week bude mayang will hold his youngest child's wedding, can mas present accompany me?" nadia asked in a chat with her husband.
"when did he tell you?"
"yesterday he telphon. All of us, he said we haven't seen them in a long time. Bude really hopes we can attend . Rarely - rarely can we get together with my family. Can you accompany me?" ask Nadia again.
" look at it later. I can't promise" Raditia replied flatly
"given up, my, I want to see my extended family"
"you really mean it!!"
"i never turned down your family invitation either. I am always present, though not all your family welcomes me warmly . Very different from my family who always treat you special even very special"
"you always compare my family to yours"
"not comparing the hell mas , that's the truth. Especially after I couldn't give you a descendant, your family seemed to ignore me, no longer caring for me"
"just accept the fact, won't you be able to give me what my family expects most of all?!!" raditia Bentak.
"i know mas!!! I realized !!! But can they not treat me like that!!!"
"what should my family do to you, Nadia??? Good thing they didn't tell me to divorce you!!! You should be grateful that I've survived with you to this day. Though there is no use for me" said Radit while showing his index finger to Nadia's face.
"then let go of me mas , if there is no use in your life!!!"
Nadia was just crying. Both her palms covered her face that was covered with tears. Painful fragility of her soul is clearly seen in front of the man who is still her husband.
"crying and crying!!!! Always crying. Not that I'm sorry... Sorry to have to live with you!!!" his screams hurt Nadia more.
A week later, the wedding of his daughter Bude Mayang was held.
"i can't take you to a bude mayang, go alone!" raditia said without looking at his wife's face.
"they're gonna ask you, um, what reason should I say"
"just like that can't be, rich kid kind of kindergarten. Just answer that I am busy. The more you come here the more stupid you are!!" gerutu Raditia's.
"it's saturday. They know your office's off"
"ahhhh pokonya I do not want to attend, I was lazy to meet them. If it's still me, you better not come!!!"
Nadia could only take a deep breath. Heart was broken . Her husband's treatment was getting more violent and less appreciative of her.
"alright, I won't force you. But I'll keep coming even without you being friends"
"goodhhh,,, not coming home is okay either. I can enjoy my time in my own home. Alone!!!" he said that he was showing more hatred towards his wife.
Prepare Nadia to attend Bude Mayang event. Dress as beautifully as possible . He tried to disguise the scars - tears that almost every day fell. Stared back face in front of the mirror.he felt the image of his face was reflected still beautiful although undeniably now his matan full of desire. His eye bags slightly ballooned after the powder was still a trace of crying there.
" father, mother, and all my family no one should know about my journey now. Nadiaaa spirit, no tears when you are with your extended family" said Nadia cheered herself.
