
Again, he fell in the corner of a mute room.I don't know how many liters of tears he spent to mourn his life that had been and was going through.
" O Allohhhhh, I feel like I am not strong to face him,, I resigned, call me before you rather than sin because I cannot face your trials" Nadia's inner cry was accompanied by sobs.
Bruckkkk!!!! then there was the sound of a door slam so loud. Nadia knows who else she would have done if it wasn't her husband.
" surely he's out again." whispered his mind.
Nadia had guessed where her husband would go. It has become a habit of her husband to face various problems without solving them. quarrels that occur without any solution until all accumulate into one. Anger,, love that sometimes tucked into hate sometimes mounts . but all is always lost because Nadia has a myriad of love for her husband.
At the time of the night Raditia who was none other than Nadia's husband came without sin to the house. found a wife who had begun to wipe the traces of her tears.he put her body on the chair without a word.
" coffee mas,," said Nadia as if nothing had happened before.
" just keep it" Raditia said indifferently.
" where did it just come from?" nadia asked.
" it doesn't matter !! don't ask me where I'm going" he replied in a tone that started to feel bad.
as Nadia's wife simply took a breath and rubbed her chest slowly.saying her heart, holding back the emotions that were ready to hunt out.again she was blamed for simply asking such questions. she got up about to leave her husband . wanted to try to close her eyes, calm her mind.
" where are you going?? is that your attitude when you have a husband?? just avoid your treatment, what do you think I am??" cerocos.
" don't blame me if I feel lonely!!" loud shouting.
" mas, I deliberately didn't want to argue with you, when I asked you where it was you who said don't ask. Now it's my turn to pass you say I avoid you.. what exactly do you want??" ask Nadia.
" i want you to change your attitude!!!"
" which attitude?? please explain"
" everything!!!!" his yell.
Nadia no longer heed the screams of her husband.he soon passed carrying the heart as usual.lay her tiny body on the bed hoping to rest for good.
" what is my sin, Robbi???"
" when this hand is always raised in my prayers, I ask my husband's kindness to my household.Why the prayer has not been answered, why do not you ignore Ya Alloh... how long do I have to go through all this??" nadia's heart screams in her cries. Then she rubbed - a swab of the stomach that until now is still flat as when she was a girl. her tears increasingly flowing profusely on her cheeks.
" it all starts from here, not my fault but it's your destiny Yes Alloh. I accept the inline for my life. forgive all my sins. forgive all my mistakes" lament Nadia interrupted drowsiness and fatigue that began to bulge her. until not feel her eyes began to shut. she fell into a sleep that could slightly treat the pain and pain of her life.
Slowly the door of the room was open. Raditia's figure as if to settle into the room. without feeling guilty he lay next to his wife. at a glance he looked at the wife's eyelids that look swollen. he ignored.he immediately fell asleep in his sleep without feeling guilty at all.