《 FACE BEHIND VEIL 》

A SHRED OF HOPE

After his arrival Alinka in his hometown, Umi, abi and brother Alinka have warmly welcomed the arrival of Alinka and Fakhri who had long since Alinka tau from far away...

" Assalamu'alaikum." said Alinka while embracing the Umi with longing... " Wa'alaikumussalam.. healthy son?? " answer umi while kissing her youngest child.. " Alhamdulillah, healthy umi. umi herself how is the situation the same abi and brother here..?? " alinka.. " Good son, we are all well here." replied Umi. then they entered and let ustad Fakhri sit and entertain him while unwind his trip... " Thank you loh tad, antum udh nganter putri ana came home safely," abi told ustad Fakhri, " Iyah it's okay antum shobat ana from the first jd anak antum anak ana also answered "justad Fakhri "Iyah makasih loh this ana so already feel troublesome you " abi said badly "Don't feel bad that we are all sodara, fellow sodara should love each other and protect, right?? " sahut ustad Fakhri... " Don't you, how is your child in your workplace good?? " ask abi "Wah. anak antum very very diligent many santri ana who likes to teach her, how to teach her, after all Alinka is a soft child she likes young children so children feel comfortable around her" explained Ustad Fakhri, "Thankfully thank God if so ana so calm hear her " answer abi relieved.. " But pesen ya ana, antum do not long tell Alinka to stay here ntar wife ana at home can urin uringan because of kara kangen Alinka, who is a, incidentally, his wife and children also really like Alinka.." said Fakhri back "Haha... insyaallah if here the umi also have been treated his longing if not satisfied right we as men can get the style of a thousand oceh "canda abi to ustad Fakhri "Haha... the zaujah emang kya is so yes but his babble that makes us long again far from home "ustad Fakhri also responds to the joke abi, because they are indeed from a small position and have been accustomed to mild jokes especially Alinka abi his people are very funny and like to joke, ustad Fakhri and abi are very visible they look to let go of each other as well, after a long time living each other's lives and make them rarely meet..

Then arrived Ustad Fakhri expressed his apology about the problem that had just happened to Alinka in the place of Fakhri, ustad Fakhri told abi all the events and he apologized for not being able to protect Alinka completely...

" Hasan, actually ana wants to apologize for the same antum, ana already feels very guilty as antum, because ana can not take care of and protect the child antum Alinka,, yesterday there was a slight problem that resulted in Alinka's trauma reoccurring. "clearly Fakhri's ustad on his abi Hasan abi Alinka... " Why is Fakhri what?? " ask abi curiously... " Even yesterday at the boarding school there are people who do not like Alinka and make her do things that are not good for Alinka until it forces Alinka to open the veil in public... " answer ustad Fakhri. abi looks very shok and abi was pensive with a blank view like harboring a deep disappointment... " Why Fakhri?? Why did that happen?? Ana, have you tipped Ana's child to antum why can it happen?? Being mar'atusholihah is Alinka's biggest mind if he has opened the veil in public then fall one step he took towards his mind.." explained Abi very disappointing it... " Kasian Alinka aurat who had been guarding her umbar also in public "abi also looks very sad "But it was beyond Hasan's expectations, that mudhorot god will understand what Alinka did at that time "ustad Fakhri explained everything to abi. abi was silent then abi called his youngest son "Lin... Alin... here son... abi want to talk "sahut abi.... then Alinka also come to abi "Iyah... bi... what is it...?? " ask Alinka "Is it true that everything Fakhri told us about the problems that befell you?? " Alinka can only be downcast while feeling sad "I'm sorry Alinka abi, Alinka can not maintain the privilege of Alinka, true Alinka has opened the veil in public " her tears were dripping considering the one sin she had committed according to Alinka... Alin also feel calm because Alin can be honest with everyone about the real physical Alin. People so people do not think anymore Alin veiled just to cover up Alin's faults only" said Alinka, said,, abi also stroked Alinka's head and kissed her "Patience my son is the destiny that you must live, although painful you feel but believe there is happiness behind all this " abi whispered that to Alin while continuing to hug Alinka... " I'm sorry abi is also son, abi has not been able to protect you with all her, this is all wrong abi." said Fakhri.. " Have not blamed each other, all this has happened, both of which are lessons for all of us" said Abi Hasan abi Nya Alinka... " Iyah but antum can forgive, right Hasan?? " ask ustad Fakhri on abi... " Atum is not wrong Fakhri this carelessness of all of us, so there is nothing to blame " replied abi... " Syukron if antum not to be disappointed in ana Hasan "said ustad Fakhri "Ana was not disappointed, but ana only thought about how Alinka felt at that time "answer abi back " Iyah Alinka was very hit at that time, so now ana let him time to ask for permission to go home, because ana understands how she feels, she said, while away from the figure of both parents whereas he was now in an environment that absolutely no one supported and defended his even protect his, surely he felt himself ill, disappointed, disappointed, and even protected, and afraid he faced himself. "clearly Fakhri on abi. all pensive while staring at Alinka who always bowed... " Yes already, now that the problem is finished for what we remember back, better now ana treat the trauma of Alinka back, Alinka back, so that later Alinka can be ready to return to your place Fakhri " said Abi... " Na'am Hasan, take Alinka and I return Alinka back to antum please heal her trauma so she wants to return to ana's place" said Ustad Fakhri... " It must be Fakhri, no antum ask this duty ana because Alinka daughter only me. " replied abi... then the Ustad Fakhri was intent to return home after a few moments of rest at Alinka's house... " If so ana said goodbye to Hasan, there is still a lot of work that I have to finish at home" said Ustad Fakhri beramit on abi.. " Oh yes if so Fakhri please, sorry this once again ana already troublesome antum." replied abi " Iyah what ko Hasan ana sincere and happy antum tipped a sholihah princess like Alinka, although my son asked akhwat but ana can feel the child ana increased one more akhwat sholihah compared to my son "sahut ustad Fakhri "Kalo gitu ana pamit first Assalamu'alaikum.. " sahut ustad Fakhri returned, " Wa'alaikumussalam. "and then abi delivered the Fakhri to the front of the house,, " Salam is also the sense of imaksih ana on the wife antum the same greeting her from wife ana said for Fatimah wife antum. "said abi from the front of the house "Iyah insyaallah.. " fakhri then got in the car and left..

After the Ustad Fakhri left Alinka's house, he approached Alinka and asked her what exactly she was talking about and what she was talking about,, then Alinka also told all the events that he had experienced when in the neighborhood of the house of Fakhri, while shedding tears and mumi also shed her tears when hearing the story of Alinka,, how much pain umi felt, like what Alinka felt at that time, then Umi then hugged Alinka tightly while saying "Why son,, too wrong life you live, you just want to live a quiet life, but why trials always accompany you grow up, but Umi sure.. god is like this because God loves you too much, then you do not turn to hate on him.This is really a test to raise your degree from ordinary believers " sahut umi while kissing Alinka's forehead and head, "Umi.. Alinka was not angry with what God had given to Alinka, for Alinka knew that God would not lay down anything beyond his servant's ability "Alinka's answer was very wise, "Even Alinka was happy, so Alinka was happy, the more God tested Alinka, the more God loved Alinka, only Alinka lamented one thing, why can man reproach and dislike one thing of his creation?? They don't know that all this is his creation, but they just don't understand, and Alinka doesn't know how to get them to understand all this..

Alinka continued to tell me about her worries for so long that she had been sleeping on the lap of the earth, then umi stroked Alinka's head, Alinka slowly told her "Umi... how will the fate of Alin later, if other people are difficult just to be friends with Alin if they know the real physical Alin even though fellow women especially if men, umi... Alin was worried that Alin would not get. "Alinka's story stopped for a moment, because Alinka knew it was very difficult for him to tell anyone including his own umi, except for Allah, Alinka dares to tell it all, because Allah holds all the destiny of Alinka... " Get what Alin.. Are you afraid you won't get what?? How did the story stop?? " tanya Umi was curious... " Umi Alin believes god created this world and its contents by pairing but... there is also a person who does not first get a soul mate because he was first picked up by death. because the closest thing to us is death mi... " continue the story of Alinka "Loh, even a story like that, son, yes indeed your word is true, but we must remain prejudiced against God son. "answer umi... " Mi.. umi really crave Alin cepet can mate?? " ask Alinka, "Yes, of course umi is very fond of children umi soon get a mate son, because the age of umi getting older, umi wants in old age umi, because the age of umi, umi can spend the rest of the age of umi only with grandchildren umi.. " replied umi "Umi... but Alin is afraid to worry about umi... "sahut Alinka "Gecewain how does it mean?? " tanya Umi was even more confused, "Umi... Alin is very difficult to get good treatment from others if Alin is not veiled what is possible Alin will get a sincere soul mate mi...?? Because Alin does not want if later Alin get a soul mate because he only knows and sees Alin veiled, then fitting he knows the real physical Alin he feels lied to Alin mi... so how's Alin supposed to be?? When friends of Alin's age no longer single mi, all average already have their own offspring, and when he was at the sermon, he had to show his original physique first, so the matter of soul mate is always related to the main physical mi, so is there anyone who can accept Alin without seeing Alin physically?? " alin, obviously, "Oh my God, son, so you've been worrying about that all this time?? Believe in the desire of allah is all-good, kta Alin also will not god befall something beyond the limits of his servant ability right?? So god knows what is best for Alin. "amu replied "So umi, umi don't expect too much Alin to get a soul mate in the world, because Alin was afraid that if the first to pick Alin was death, Alin could not grant hope umi, Alin did not want to make us disappointed and sad, maybe Alin did not get a mate in the world, Alin did not get a mate, Alin was ready for a mate in eternity later mi. "Alin's smile painted very beautiful on his face, but his words were able to cut the heart of a mother, she said, however, the hope of a mother wants to see her children aged long, until the parents see her children can be married, have their own lives, each, then Alinka seemed to even tell his own umi sincere if later umi saw the funeral process of his son is not the process of marriage of his own child, who can imagine it, who can imagine it, umi's heart started to tremble and worry about the words Alinka who was very resigned... " Son, listen to umi.. Your road is still long, you can still try not to surrender, not yet tried.." umi was as if the temple was rigid in front of her child... Alinka was just contemplating hearing Umi's words... " Umi prayer will one day there will be a prince approaching Alin not only because of Alin's veil alone and not also people who even leave because of the original physical knowledge of Alinka only, hopefully Alin can be a really sincere prince with Alin, want to invite Alin to walk together to his paradise god, and may his prince who can really understand Alin what there is, Alin what there is, always improve your morals so that people like you more because morality is a self-interest, Umi always pray the best for Alin and brother,, do not make the tears of the earth drip before you try all your hopes and minds, son.." umi also seemed to pray and give a saying to Alinka, yang Umi does not want him to give up before he struggles about a mate, indeed it might be very difficult for Alinka to find his soul mate because.. yes, this world is not a few people whose main view is only in matters of property, throne and physical, only,,

From the time Alin confided in the spirit of Alin's life was increasing again considering the saying umi he became more enthusiastic to work, improve himself and always try to be better than Alinka yesterday... he began to forget the events of that time, he began to return his career and achievements in the Fakhri Ustad foundation very well.. And Alinka keeps a beam of hope in his heart if later god can kindly give him a partner in the world to grant harpan umi and to perfect his half religion in worship to god... that is to build a household with someone who is sincere and able to lead him to the path of his heaven God...

The rest of Alinka's time in her hometown is not in vain with the release of longing with her family, every day they always tell each other, gather together to spend the rest of Alinka's leave at home,, " 2 More days Alin here after that Alin had to fight again mi.." said Alinka sad, "What's wrong son, if it's for your good.. you do not worry about the same umi abi here, here there is still a brother who keeps the same umi abi, even umi worries about you.. there you are if there is anything there is no guard at all from anyone. " replied Umi.. " There is a god right mi. " said Alinka while smiling not want to see his umi feel worried, " Yes Lin... if there is a brother there right then brother will beat all who hurt you, will not brother Lin mercy. "said brother very furious... " What the hell bang, it's not good to talk like that. Just leave all of it to God, anyway the proof of his problem is quickly finished right and all his ugliness is revealed, he said, that's proof of God's meddling in helping Alin. "Alin replied calmly with a smile... " Later abi who take you to the place of Fakhri, all of you want to really mind the situation there and your comfort there, it used to be wrong abi also not too mastiin place and people for you, so his events like this. abi did not want to happen the second time. "abi emphasized right... " Iyah bi. anyways not one of abi as well, this is already the destiny and will of God alone for Alin so that Alin lives life becomes stronger again." replied Alinka while hugging abi... all love Alinka all very much care for Alinka because he is the special care of God who is entrusted in his small family...

In the rest of the last day Alinka visited Aisyah her old friend, how long she had not met for several months, when Alinka came to her house.. " Assalamu'alaikum's... " Alinka knocked on the door while saying hello... The door opened while sounding " Wa'alaikumussalam...!!! " cried Aisyah as she opened the door surprised to see the arrival of someone she loved so much... " I miss you so much" said Alinka, hugging Aisyah... " Same with my tea too, when do I go home?? " ask Aisyah "I was long a shah.a week ago and tomorrow God willing I leave again to the cottage " replied Alinka... " Why come to my house now tea, how are you?? I see in your eyes there is something that you want. "as usual Aisyah always knows all the things that have happened to Alinka... " Iya sorry abis umi really do not want me where, said his umi miss and want to let go of longing while I am here, my good news is shah, how are you too...?? There is nothing about what this is just a sad story umi. " replied Alinka with all the reasons to want to cover her problems... " Just answer tea what's up?? Oh well thank God soon I get married, I want to be the bride of his bride yah?? Must be obliged to come the point, "sahut Aisyah happy, hearing it increasingly unwilling Alinka told her bad events on Aisyah because her moment is not right, because her moment is not right, while Aisyah was happy with her wedding seconds... " Mashallah shah.I am very happy to hear it, God willing I need to come, because there I am also delicious, which has a good foundation until I can accept I am his adopted son, he said, so there I am free as his own son, but I also can't arbitrarily menaad with the facilities they love me, still I have to be self-conscious... " alinka replied with a happy laugh.Their habit of meeting each other, they liked each other's stories excitedly.they continued their story in Aisyah's room while relaxing and snacking lightly... " Oh yeah I guess² when did you get married?? " tanya Alinka curious on her happy day Aisyah "Ishaallah run out of tea later "answer Aisyah while staring at Alinka beaming "Mashaallah, different yes if you dare again marry mh "sahut Alinka with a smile... " The point should nginep here, ntar I told my brother to pick you up teteh to the house, accompany me last night as a single "sahut Aisyah happy... " God willing, I hope there is a long life for all of us, if I also go home do not worry, the main holiday." replied Alinka was happy " What kind of gift do you want me to give?? " asked Alinka, "The best prayer of tea, I very much expect it, "answered Aisyah simply.. " Emh.okay, I doain the best for you shah, emang your future husband rich how shah, I jd curious, "Tanya Alinka " Anyway he is good tea, soft, understanding, later I will know deh pas event "answer Aisha "Mashallah, after a long time you continue to be hurt by men, you can be the best at the end of it. "said Alinka with a smile... " I doain also, let's keep coming, dapet best companion also for teteh, because of the good people, teteh should be dapetin better anyway.. " Aisyah also prayed for Alinka... " Aamiin. o god, may she be as quick as she is, " answered Alinka.. " Honestly, I was worried about a martyr, in my age, I found it very difficult to find someone" Alinka said as if confiding in Aisyah " The patient tea must be sure and try to find it, maybe the person is too special for you, so it is very difficult to find " ayesha answered giving strength to Alinka... " Thank you, I'm sorry.you can understand my feelings, and you also always hear my complaints, after I tell the same god also umi me... " Alinka also hugged Aisyah looking very affectionate Alinka on Aisyah.... " Yah tea, same as me. anyways this is because I always care for me, always give advice to me, new lessons and it means a lot to my life tea... I was lucky to get to know the "sahut Aisyah hugged Alinka back and at the end of it was a haru moment for them. After a while they let go of longing when Alinka came home, to get ready to go back to his cabin ustad Fakhri...

" See you on your happy day, yes, I will come, I am happy to hear this news, congratulations." Alinka told Aisyah, "Promise ya tea.. make it come and be my lady-in-waiting on my happy day, anyway I don't want the other one to be tight,, about her teteh is someone who plays a very important role in my relationship so far, the services are very great for me. "Aisyah replied amazed.. " Okaya Allah, my sister, all this happened because of the will of the dear god." said Alinka softly and they separated for a while to meet again... " I pray that I will be a mujahidah who succeeds in producing a generation of Islamic nations" said Alinka "It must be tea, I always pray for the best for you. "Aisyah replied... " Assalamu'alaikum's... " Alinka said a greeting and then stepped away, "Wa'alaikumussalam." replied Aisyah as she waved her hand...

Once at home, Alinka directly packing her luggage for tomorrow she returned to the cabin ustad Fakhri.. " Umi. earlier Alin to Aisyah's house, it turns out he already wants to marry loh mi." said Alinka the spirit of telling the same umi... " Oyes... Aisyah temen you who used to play with you often?? " ask umi... " Iyah mi, alumni of our studies too, umi kok have forgotten aja." said Alinka... " Understand, son, factor U." replied Umi with a smile... " Umi nih there is aja, umi is not old yet very old mi, still beautiful, still young." Rayu Alinka... " Ah you are, ordinary baperin umi itself." said umi... " Yes have to dong mi, make the heart of the happy person worship and Alin can only be happyin umi in a rich way gini." replied Alin while laughing jokingly... " Ah ye, with you jihad in the way of Allah alone by gaining knowledge and utilizing his kn alone it has made us happier son, son,, no matter have a little science useful origin than you have a lot of knowledge but you do not want to benefit it, it will all be mubadzir na can not, but you do not want to, there is a word like this { Lianakatimal ilmi mal'unun.. } anyone who hides a science then he will be accursed with god son. so umi ever denger pas study first.. " umi explained to Alinka... " Oh so so yeah mi..." Alinka learned a new lesson... " If it's free dong yah mi we have long been looking for science to and fro a lot of costs but the science is not in benefitin, just like Mubadzir, just like the, and science if not in charity will be a moment of science will disappear yes mi, in contrast to the science that we often practice or use even though a little knowledge it will increase more and more mi..." spirit of Alinka discussing the matter of science with umi "Yaps.it is true my son. So you should never be inferior, because you do not mondok, not also college, not college, but the proof is that you can also become a teacher in a foundation that is quite famous, right, that is one of the blessings of science dear. "oumi explained to Alinka... " Alhamdulillah umi Alin was very grateful Alin had a god who always accompanied Alin, Alin also had an abi who always fought for Alin, Alin, Alin also has an umi who is always not tired of giving love to Alin and Alin also has a brother who always entertains and takes care of Alin... " Alinka expressed her gratitude towards her small family that God had given her... " But son, although there is a saying that although a little knowledge will increase if at charity or use, you do not necessarily continue your education, you do not continue your education, continue to pursue your mind and simba science even though it reaches the country of China. "the Umi adage on Alin... " Iyah mi in the Ustad Fakhri foundation there is a program for teachers to continue their education in accordance with their last education, a kind of scholarship for students mi, well for teachers there are also, for teachers, anyone whose work is good he can continue to college until cairo mi S2 also if the performance is very very good can be completed also not until S2 again mi... " alin's spirit told him the good news, "Oyah son. hopefully you can be chosen as one of the lucky ones. "umi also nourished Alinka's hope to improve his education,, " Aamiin, my God. umi Alin really wanted that... " Alinka was very dependent on her hope, "Pursue son, and keep trying to get better again. "umi also gave spirit to Alinka... " Yeah umi.. Alin will definitely try, so that Alin can achieve it all. "alinka's belief is very passionate...

The next day Alinka went to Fakhri just with abi, umi and brother did not come, because brother had to work and Umi did not want to ninggalin own brother at home... umi can only sincerely release her youngest daughter to go jihad only among abi and umi can only rely on her belief in Allah against Alinka seutuhnya along with the prayer of a mother who always unraveled in every bow...

" my... Alin go first, take good care of yourself later fit lebaran maybe Alin can just go back home, we save miss ya mi, make later solved the same... " alinka said with a sweet smile and still holding the hands of Umi... " Dad son, be careful too, take good care of yourself, if there are people whose movements start suspicious hunt report ustad Fakhri if you need all the house calls, if you need to call home, because umi does not want the bad events to happen again.." umi replied, "Iyah mi. insyaallah now people already trust Alin, Alin, in addition, people will also already know how the real Alin, Alin's physical, Alin's behavior, so umi do not worry lg ya.." said Alinka... " Dear dear, leave is. abi has been waiting for a long time." while kissing Alinka Umi's forehead let her youngest daughter go... " Assalamu'alaikum umi" said Alinka, kissing her hands and hugging her... " Wa'alaikumussalam wr wb. " replied umi as she stared at her son stepping away...