《 FACE BEHIND VEIL 》

REOCCUR

As long as Alinka lives with Fakhri's family, her life is not always smooth and beautiful, there are people who envy Alinka's happiness and try to make Alinka slump and fall... there is one teacher who does not like to see the happiness of Alinka, because Alinka was adopted as a child of his own, and that makes him envious, because Alinka, even though Ustad never differentiated the facilities of a teacher and Alinka, Alinka still lives in the official house and lives independently even though Alinka is called to the house just to gather family and maybe that closeness that makes him jealous of Alinka... Call his name Alwa teacher young, beautiful, fashionable and smart, from the first he really craved to be close to the family of ustad, a beautiful, fashionable and smart, but maybe because the morals of the beautiful teacher is a little not suitable with the personal and family, and,, and also Alwa from the past very much crave the son of ustad namely Faiz who is in cairo and one of his heir to the ustad, that's what he's been chasing, all this time, she wants to catapult her name with the title of husband and family background of her husband.One day she met Alwa with Alinka and they also mutually agreed... " Assalamu'alaikum.. ukhty, like his we have not been acquaintances, introduce my name Alwa teacher Madrasah Aliyah " greet Alwa arrogantly, " Wa'alaikumussalam, early childhood teacher "answered Alinka friendly "Oh. pantes yes really soft teachers TPA, RA, and TPQ right?? " tanya Alwa impressed indignantly, " Ukhty... want to do it, why do you want to make out ?? " Alwa began to talk about Alinka, "Because I just want to keep the honor of a woman ukhty " replied Alinka simply, "It's not because what's wrong, right?? " Alwa started to push and suck... " No, ukhty because really our physical created equal by Allah swt, therefore take care of his care well." replied Alinka back,,,, therefore,, Alwa was very curious about Alinka's face covered with a veil Alwa suspected Alinka was hiding something in public ( thought Alwa in my heart, one day I will dismantle her, Alinka said, just look at it later ) Alwa threatened in the heart...

Alinka began to feel uncomfortable and began to feel threatened by his calm, but Alinka tried to act calm as if nothing, the end of this often looks anxious " Lin... You again nothing what right ?? " ask umi, "Why is it?? " answered Alinka, "Umi look at the end of this you often look anxious "obviously "Oh no kok mi, all is well aja." replied Alinka back... " When there is anything to tell umi quickly yes. "message umi, "Iyah umi calm down. "sahut Alinka reassures umi... After Alinka knew Alwa, Alinka felt constantly watched by Alwa, every movement Alinka movement as small as Alwa must pay attention to him, until at some point Alwa was eager to know how to eat people veiled, Alinka, because Alinka if you eat will definitely be brought to the teacher's room never eat outdoors, as worthy of others.. and one day Alwa invites Alinka to eat meatballs from her brother who likes to go to school, Alwa invites Alinka to eat there, Alwa said, but Alinka refuses and prefers her meals between the teacher's room and eating there, then Alwa asks "Lin why the hell have you never eaten outdoors,,?? " Alinka also replied "Outside there are many people, including men, and I do not want to let my letter open a little, just a little, then look to other people including the man, if in the room is more free " explained Alinka "Oh so that's the reason, so the reason, but really there is nothing lin you hide from the public face?? " ask Alwa again who makes Alinka uncomfortable "Why would I hide something from the public,,?? " ask Alinka back, "Loh, obviously can not dong Lin.it is his name lies and lies are strictly prohibited in this environment " explained Alwa,, " But this is my privacy, privacy issues should I bumbar in public anyway ma'am. "sawut Alinka a little upset, "Yah privacy issues I understand, I understand, but as much as possible if you are willing to enter this environment, you do not carry the slightest lie Lin, it is dangerous for your work.." explained Alwa.. then Alinka was contemplating and increasingly felt his calm disturbed... After Bakso's order came and between the meatball brothers to the teacher's room Alinka was preparing to eat and Alwa herself continued to investigate Alinka including investigating how to eat him in detail,, and,, then Alinka also ate greedily even without having to open the veil, "Oh so it's how to eat a veiled person,, ribet ya must be lifted and then enter the food if I will certainly spill spilled spilled " Sahut Alwa, "It is usual mom so it will not spill " replied Alinka ,, " Unfortunately not look at the face even though the veil had she opened " (said Alwa in heart )

Once, during the break, Alinka intended to perform dzuhur prayer, and when Alinka went to the toilet, Alwa followed her from behind without Alinka knowing.. then he noticed Alinka's every move inside the teacher's toilet, when Alinka opened the veil, it was a thrilling moment for Alwa, because he was no longer strong enough to hold his curiosity and then "Mum Alwa why climb up the toilet, who else sleep?? " ask Miss Mila, one of the teachers.. " Well, mother why ngagetin me anyway, I'm curious about the veiled teacher again, I suspect, something is hidden from her deh bu.." Whisper Alwa to Mila 'mom, "She's mom, but she's a very nice person, there's no way she's hiding something from us" Mila replied in disbelief " Yeh mother, said even did not believe, yes already "sahut Alwa, then mam mila went away, and Alwa while wanting to continue his investigation again,, and,, pas Alwa look into the toilet next to "Kok is empty yes, well surely the Alinka has gone already, this is all because of Mila maam nih "dumel Alwa bete... then Alwa came out of the toilet without ablution, he was busy investigating Alinka's mistakes, and Alwa looked for Alinka's whereabouts again... after a few minutes Alwa found Alinka at her desk enjoying her lunch, "Mom, have you prayed?? " ask Alwa, "Alhamdulillah already ma'am" replied Alinka with a smile, "Solat where is ma'am?? " ask Alwa back "It just so happened to go home first while carrying provisions, " replied Alinka, "Oh.. So pray at home mom?? " Alwa's getting curious... " Dad mom, what's wrong?? " asked Alinka "Emang never pray in the mosque ma'am, is it usual for all teachers there?? " ask Alwa back "Iyah happened to be a bit late so I just broke up with munfarid prayers at home while carrying supplies and material books there are left behind " explained Alinka, " But the usual jama'ah prayer in the mosque right?? " urged Alwa "Alhamdulillah iyah ma'am, but if it is too late let alone finished I usually just go home, his usual that makes the child's late again replicates will like the old tuh at the break likes to not want the word responsibility "clear Alinka more detail, "Oh so... " Alwa was silent and contemplated "Mommy herself has prayed,,?? " ask Alinka back to Alwa, " Oh. su.su.dah dong " replied Alwa was brick because he deliberately left the prayer just because to take care of people's lives...

Though some teachers have known the original form of Alinka, because the time of prayer in a special room Alinka women like to open the veil, she said, only Alwa may rarely go to the mosque and do not know when Alinka is taking off the veil, and the other teachers do not feel surprised or strange they are fine on Alinka, yes, there are some who feel still uncomfortable, but honestly, the Ustad family has not known the real face of Alinka because Alinka has not had time to tell them, he said, but in Alinka's heart there is an intention, if later he will be honest about the problem of physical deficiency in the family uastad, so they do not feel lied to and shocked..

The next day Alinka taught as usual, he entered the morning and rest when dzuhur arrived, Alinka intended after dzuhur want to go to the house of umi to say the truth, but.. again disturbing Alinka's affairs, he seemed to block and cancel Alinka's intention to visit the house of ustad, "Mum later dzuhur jama'ah prayer right?? " ask Alwa, "God willing" replied Alinka "Later we together ya go to his mosque "take Alwa "Iyah bu insyaallah if I am not late again" replied Alinka,, then the lesson hour lasted until the time of dzuhur arrived, Alwa invited Alinka first to the mosque, and before his invite to take ablution first "Come.bu adzan already reverberated " take Alwa "Iyah ma'am for a moment, I finish the book first very messy, "said Alinka "Cepet dong bu later we miss, " said Alwa "Iyah.. it's over " replied Alinka, and they went to the toilet to clean and ablution, and,, incidentally, Alwa was one room with Alinka while ablution was very waiting when Alinka opened the veil, then Alinka took off her veil and how shocked Alwa when she saw Alinka's real face but she just kept quiet and spoke in her heart "Geez this is her real face, she said,, very bad amit amit, pantesan he covered with a veil "Alwa while continuing to stare towards Alinka, "What's wrong mom?? First time seeing me take off my veil?? " sahut Alinka while looking at Alwa who was still silent stood up as shocked to see the appearance of the real face of Alinka "I'm sorry my face is like this, my face is like this, but honestly my intention is not to make up for my shortcomings "said Alinka felt inferior... " E. e. e. e. kok kok bu, ordinary face we are equally created by God "Alwa trying to be wise in front of Alinka,,, the,, then Alinka also wear the veil again then they go to the mosque and a special room for women to perform congregational prayers... once in the Alwa mosque whispered to the friend who was sitting next to him about the lack of Alinka, "Mum.mam.au tak, it turns out he made a veil just to cover up his shortcomings " then the person turned to Alinka while saying "Doesn't Mom?? " Alwa whispered back, "Right ma'am.just look at him when he opened his veil "then they looked at Alinka sharp "astaghfirulloh "sahut them while staring at Alinka, alinka asks "What's wrong, Mom?? How come it's like that?? " they were also ready to answer Alinka's question "G.g.gak..what are you "and they whispered to each other, Alinka saw her but she did not want to pay attention to her because the prayer time was almost at the beginning.Setelai finished Alinka prayer was out and then headed to the teacher's room and there was one of the teachers who greeted her " If the intention is to veil only to cover up the shortcomings, it is better not to wear them, because the veil is too sacred for people like mothers " then Alinka looked at the simple person and Alinka could only wipe his chest while beristighfar "Abaghfirulloh" then Alinka continued his steps towards the teacher's room... at his desk Alinka daydreams at the words of the man who was able to cut his heart back, "Old wounds scratched back " muttered Alinka while dripping tears...

The next day Alinka went back to teaching as usual, he did not think about what had happened yesterday and Alinka did not have any premonition about what would happen today, because his thinking is always positive in every day he starts, but there is already a bad plan from Alwa for Alinka on that day and Alinka does not know it...

When the first lesson hours were still good, Alinka did his job well as a teacher and the first lesson ended and changed with the second lesson, then the second lesson, as usual, the lesson schedule alternates running until the end, the time of the break bell rang and then all teachers took a break by attending temporary lessons to work on rest, prayer and lunch, fitting all teachers out of class outside the situation is very crowded many teachers passed by men, women, to their respective destinations, respectively, then Alwa started working on a strategy that she had set up long ago, when Alinka came out and walked through the school corridor which was very crowded Alwa followed her from behind unconsciously and Alwa removed the veil rope in Alinka, spontaneously the veil came off and fell on the floor "Abaghfirulloh "Alinka was shocked by the incident and he stayed for a moment in shock and everyone looked at him including the male teachers, and her protege, when Alinka regained consciousness, she quickly covered her face with the book she was holding without remembering her veil lying on the floor of the school corridor,, " Why ma?? Shame on his real face revealed "sahut one of Alwa's messengers to complicate the situation, "Part of why you have to use this way to get good treatment from people anyway, ma'am, is there no other way?? " said someone back who does not like to see the real face of Alinka, "Here a teacher should be able to be wise dong bu, and think clearly do not use the way pretentious like this " said another teacher who began to propagate, then not to mention the children who saw the incident directly they innocently "Oh so shy mother yes then her mother veiled " sahut one of the children, "It turns out the real face of the teacher's ugly mother then his mother cover it using a veil "sof other children add to his broken heart Alinka, Alinka, and Alinka could not speak anything but run while holding back her tears she headed for the official house leaving all the bad circumstances and avoiding their reproach... once at home Alinka cries and wants her taste she returns for a moment to her hometown to calm down... alwa then complained all her bad allegations to the Fatimah Umi that Alinka had lied to the family and the family by covering up her shortcomings to get good treatment from people,, and,, umi was very distrustful to hear it, but the children of Umi had begun to eat bad talk of Alwa against Alinka and the children of Umi began to feel disappointed with Alinka, but Umi Blom can believe and want to consider first Alwa's talk by finding out the truth itself,,

Even though the night was getting late, Alinka was still crying about today, everything that had happened today until then that made her heart torn apart by the stray beast, to whom she had to ask for help, to whom she had to be torn, to whom he should complain other than to his rabb,, Alinka also took ablution and tried to calm himself with sunnah prayer and recite the holy verse until Alinka was not aware he was asleep on the prayer mat still wearing a complete mucena tasbih in hand and al Qur'an before him, tired of his taste today until Alinka felt helpless and fell asleep until he woke up in a third of the night...

That was the moment when Alinka always complained what she had been going through all this time to her rabb all she told me until nothing was forgotten, she cried she said all her heart ache, until her sense of Alinka was calm, and she continued to recite the holy verse and recite it until dawn...

The morning was beautiful, the weather was beautiful this morning but Alinka still felt not okay, but she tried to cover it all up, she kept her duties by teaching throughout this day and on her next day Alinka intended to ask for permission to go home for a while to calm her mind in her hometown... Alinka also visited the ustad house at night after all the activities were done and "Assalamu'alaikum..." Alinka also said his greetings in front of the ustad house, " Wa'alaikumussalam " replied Umi while opening the door "Alinka...?? what's the matter you're here ?? " tanya umi still looks jutek, "I want to meet with ustad umi " replied Alinka... " What,,?? " question umi ketus "Alinka intends to ask for permission to go home for a while "clear Alinka "Loh what is it?? How did you arrive?? You want to run away from trouble?? " id was very painful umi chirps, "I'm sorry umi is not the intention of Alinka running away from problems, but in Alin village there is a little business, " explained Alinka gently to umi "Gini ya lin, she said, advice umi. you solve your problems here first so that everyone does not misunderstand you and can tarnish the good name of this pesantren "umi also gave advice to Alinka " Yes umi insyaallah, tomorrow Alin solve all these problems, then if Alin gets permission from the new ustad Alin will return home " explained Alinka, "Okay good if so, then, be careful not to be because you are troubled, you destroy the reputation of this pesantren "camera umi on Alin... Alinka can only be silent and bowed.then the ustad came and Alinka spoke his intentions and goals... then Alinka was finally getting permission for ustad on condition that it should not be more than a week in his hometown... Alinka agreed to the terms...

On her morning Alinka intends to clarify her matter in public so that no one would be so bad to her, housed in the school hall all gathered, in public, the students and all the teachers gathered in one place, and Alinka came there without a veil for the first time in public... " Ashalamu'alaikum... ?? " Alinka begins his conversation by saying greetings, and everyone present replied Alinka.. " My stand here, I intend to clarify yesterday's issue of me being veiled just to cover up my shortcomings,, honestly it's true love took shelter behind the veil because what, because if I don't veil I'll get the bad treatment of people around like her yesterday, all berating me, all berating me, everyone was cursing me and insulting and mocking me, and it was so painful for me personally, for years I kept feeling that way, he said, without any belay without any protection from anyone, I faced my own fears, except god.. god has always protected me until I can figure out how I will continue to feel safe and protected, yes, it was the first thing that came to my mind when I got this hardship, when I was traumatized by the insults and bullying of those around me, I was able to bounce back by changing my appearance and from there I felt reborn with a new person, he said, my spirit of life increased again after seeing the good response around me when I saw my veiled, strangers would not see me strange, jiji, and scared because my real face was covered in a veil,, therefore I thought that the veil was a mediator of God's help for me, but far from that intention, I did not in the least intend to deceive the public about my original person, I will begin to open up if everyone is getting used to my own person, so that they will not be surprised by my original physicality, if they have known how personal I am every day, and this is all just a misunderstanding, all of you were consumed by emotions without giving me a chance to explain what was real, indeed at the beginning I intended to just take refuge behind a veil, he said, but after getting used to wearing a veil and feeling comfortable I also realized there would be no better intention than the sincere intention of lillahita'ala... and you all will never know how my hijrah journey, fall wake up I want to be a better person again,, so all of you have no right to judge someone without a clear purpose and purpose, nor do I mean to tarnish the good name of this foundation, again when there is my personal khilaf and mistake, I'm sorry because I've now said what really happened, I've said to be honest, if you want to believe it or not it's up to you, most importantly I've said what's true to be honest, thank you " then Alinka also dropped from the podium and changed with his up and up to the podium to give the next explanation about this problem... Moments after ustad said his explanation² then all contemplated the events that happened yesterday all bowed down as if feeling guilty except Alwa, Alwa's hatred even more peaked, Alwa even more, but from then on he could not incite and denounce Alinka again, because he had taken action to remove her from the foundation and not allow her to reapply there.. from then on it was again conducive, everyone who had reproached Alinka apologized directly and the children immediately cried while hugging Alinka and said "Mommy,, we have been evil as mothers.we are naughty ma'am.. hence the law is us... !!! " the child cried while regretting his actions yesterday, "It's okay son. You are still very small, you do not understand.. origin you do not grow as a bully son, because everyone has a heart and feelings even though only someone is not sane, but still you must not bully anyone, a cripple, a beggar, or a cranky even once because they remain the same as us they humans have hearts and feelings..." alinka advises her protege, "Yes ma'am.. We will always remember the mother's advice... But the mother is not angry right and left here..?? " ask the child... " No son. why should I be angry, I was just sad because I saw your incomprehension. "with a smile Alinka wiped away their tears " Ma'am. I'm sorry, who was behaving inappropriately yesterday "said a teacher to Alinka, "Iyah ma'am. It's okay.maybe again khilaf... " alinka replied "This is all the incitement of Alwa's mother, she who was able to promote the commotion that day "said one of the teachers back "Mother alwa...?? " ask Alinka wonder "Yes, ma'am Alwa very dislike to see the closeness of the mother with the family of the ustad "clearly the teacher, the teacher, Alinka also pondered and did not believe the person who had been like good in front of Alinka turned out to make a big incident like this " Sorry about your stupid umi, son, at a time like this, umi consumed by the emotions and incitement of others, should umi find out the truth first before judging you,,, you should find out,, kasian you at that time there is no one on your side to be a defender, and this umi you even become a person who judges you yourself, sorry umi son.. I'm sorry umi. umi is aware. umi is wrong. " said umi hysterically "Umi. umi does not need to be like this, Alin knows umi kesel because sprains umi is a love sprain on Alin right, umi disappointed if Alin becomes a liar and a bad person, he said, so umi does not want Alin to be that kind of person then his umi angry. "sawut Alinka while embracing umi who is crying hysterically, "Umi do not gini ah, Alin does not like.. umi do not cry, Alin understood angry umi who yesterday was angry her dear umi to Alin, so umi do not like this yes. " said Alinka while removing tears umi Fatimah... " Dad son, you are indeed a good child, only your fate is not as lucky as others, he said, you want your presence to be recognized by the people around you have to do something like this because if you look at you what you are even in the campakan Many people, because if you look like you are there, so this is your sacrifice for a presence felt by those around you, you just want your presence to be acknowledged by people but you get things that humans do not deserve, even animals do not deserve such treatment, in this world no one is perfect, but why there is a word bully and despicable in this world, allah has never created a human being except those who humiliate themselves... umi regretted what she had done to Alinka and she realized that Alinka just wanted her presence in the feel of the people around her and people could be kind to her... then a group of TPA children approached Alinka "Mother.Mommy.even though the mother is not beautiful but the mother's heart is like a gentle and loving angel, the good mother dear to all of us.. " said the child, Alinka was only able to stroke them and hug them warmly that she just realized her child was the one who always loved and liked Alinka... that day went by full day and happy Alinka returned to the house justad to say goodbye because the next day he would go home... " Alin... Are you sure you want to go home tomorrow?? " ask ustad Fakhri, "Iyah..m sure iftad anyways long ago also Alin did not look at abi and umi in the village, surely they already miss Alin" replied Alinka, "Sorry umi once again yes Alin. umi very guilty, and sorry for the children umi also because they have been eaten by the words of Alwa "sahut umi Fatimah, " Iyah umi is okay.. Alin knows, if Alwa does not make the atmosphere all of it will not happen like this" said Alinka... " Sister, sorry we are also because at that time did not believe the brother" said the son of ustad, zainab, salma and fitria "We nyesel kak, said,, now we understand the state of brother "Salma continued.. " Dee, it's okay.it's all gone." replied Alinka " Maafin abi also can not defend you because abi is confused and must act fairly on all "said ustad Fakhri.. " Iyah ustad, it's okay.so far the policy and kindness of ustad is what Alin often felt during his stay here, thank you for being the protector of Alin... " answer Alinka and as a sign of apology and tomorrow Alinka returned home village Alin pung overnight goods at the house of Fakhri ustad to entertain salma and fitria who did not want Alinka to go from here... Overnight salma and fitria stick with Alinka, like a child who does not want to stay away when they are very spoiled until sleeping together with three in one mattress,, they are very spoiled,, and Zainab asked Alinka about her decision she was going to go "Sister, are you sure tomorrow home?? " ask zainab "Related is de, people have missed the same umi as abi and brother "answered Alinka said "Sister will not come back here again?? " it still asks zainab "Emh. the beginning of it is yes brother wants to retreat but now his problem is already running so insyaallah brother back here again, but now he wants to step back, besides ustad also gave permission to go home for only a week in the village, that brother brother came back here again " explained Alinka " Promise well brother, brother, about her there will be something for sister after younger brother "sahut zainab "What?? " ask Alinka "his secret subject before the time arrives should not be leaking "answer zainab "Emh. well, it's late at night you've slept tomorrow the bad luck of his lecture " alinka said "Good boss of mine "sahut zainab while kissing Alinka and hugging her...

The morning arrived with the brightness of the day, the time Alinka was ready and the ustad was ready to prepare a vehicle for Alinka to return home, the village,, after all her time, Alinka leaves for her hometown... " came, abi.. Alin went home first yes. sorry if during Alin here there is always a problem that makes bother umi and abi, "said Alinka "It's precisely Umi who must apologize, but he said, sorry if this place makes you uncomfortable with people around her with the treatment of umi and umi children, sorryin umi yes son.. " Sister, back here again yes.aware if not "zainab, salma and fitria also say the word umi... " Dear dear, brother must be back" said Alinka with a sweet smile "Let's abi interra let you survive until home "sahut ustad Fakhri "Iyah makasih abi "sahut Alinka " Umi, zainab, salma, fitria Alin pamit Assalamu'alaikum.." pamit Alinka " Wa'alaikumussalam "answer umi, zainab, salma and fitria...