Zeases

About Taste

"This?" The eagle showed me a black book. Which book is Zeasy's diary.

Damn, why did Zeasy forget the book. Why was he so careless to keep the book in the stands.

"Final stage blood cancer!" lirih Eagle said. Zeasy pursed her lips perfectly. He could not escape the reality that he had been hiding from everyone.

So all this time Zeasy just pretended to be strong with the circumstances. Pretending to be happy with life.

"Is this why I refused? And let someone else pin the ring on this ring finger?" The eagle raised his left hand. Show it to this girl in front of him.

Either the guy has to be angry or not. To be sure, the Eagle was disappointed.

For a few seconds, the two were silent to each other. Zeasy avoided his sight from the Eagle. The eyes of the eagle are different. Those eyes were staring at Zeasy iba.

Grieving, Zeasy was unable to say. He sat in a long brown rattan chair. Holding his head with elbows resting on both his thighs.

"How much longer?" Still the same, the Eagle's eyes stared intently at the girl who was looking down.

"Three or four months. Da? Answer!" hardik Eagle makes Zeasy on tiptoes. He looked up to see the two black eyeballs that were already glazed over.

"And do you believe what the doctor said?" Clucking, the Eagle forcibly pulled Zeasy's right hand. Either the eagle will take the girl where. Zeasy just complies. Without a word coming out of his mouth. His tongue felt too faint to speak.

Opening the car door, Eagle jolted Zeasy to let him in and sit in his car. Then with a rude stomp, the Eagle closed the door. He drove around the car and sat behind the wheel.

"Where are you going?" The girl asked after the Eagle started the engine. There's no answer. The eagle looked over for a moment and stepped on the gas pedal. The car sped up carrying two people who had no idea where it was headed.

Thirty minutes, both of them were in the car. No one starts to talk. They fell silent by diving into each other's thoughts.

In this place is now the Eagle and Zeasy. In a quiet place that people rarely visit. There is a lake with clear water. The shady tree. The eagle parked his car under the tree.

An hour has passed. But both are still silent. Silence changes all the feelings that have existed for a long time.

This is the wrong taste.

Yes, because the Eagle already belongs to someone else. But isn't destiny in God's hands? Although the Eagle was engaged to another woman, could Zeasy still replace him?

Could ya?

Yeah, Zeasy wants that. But it can't and always will never.

Zeasy was silent. He turned his face out of the car window. Look straight out that window.

Suddenly ...

The eagle turned Zeasy's body. Hugged the body tightly. Cry broke. It was heard clearly by Zeasy's hearing. The eagle hid a face on the recess of the girl's neck.

"Better, yes! I'm sure you'll be healed. You must heal!" she said on the sidelines of her crying.

Whatisthis?

Zeasy's still riveted. It was hard for him to interpret this hug. He just sighed. Letting the Eagle spill all his misfortune in the niche of the girl.

"I don't want to lose you." she wrote again.

Slowly, Zeasy pushed both shoulders of the Eagle. He let go of the guy's embrace. "Loe doesn't have to reveal anything to me. Free!" He turned his body to face the front again.

Eagle gnawing. Why indeed? The eagle just expressed all his feelings to Zeasy? Is that wrong? Why does Zeasy seem to ignore the feelings of the Eagle? Why is he acting cold and indifferent?

"Zeasy."

"My eyes are on school again!" Why Zeasy is so naive. Why didn't he just say yes to the Eagle? What did Zeasy think? Everything becomes so complicated.

"Zeasy," said the Eagle with tears on his cheek.

Eagles crying? It feels so weird, doesn't it?

"Do not make my life runyam added. I beg!" Zeasy clenched both hands at the Eagle. He begged.

Making the Eagle even more clueless with this woman before him.

"Loe don't make your life ruined just because of my rich girl. Don't regret everything. Loe has made the right decision by getting engaged to Yiran. I'm sure you'll be happy with her."

Fuck the whole thing. Fuck Zeasy's plea. The Eagle wants just Zeasy. He was sure that Zeasy also had the same desire as him.

And Zeasy, that girl doesn't want to, she's just self-conscious. And Zeasy doesn't want anyone else to pity her any more.

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The eagle held Zeasy's body from his car. He took the girl and laid Zeasy on the gurney that the Eagle had asked the nun.

"Zeasy, please be strong!" That hand grip doesn't let the Eagle go. The more the gurney ran, the stronger the Eagle's hand.

Along with the door of the ER room that closed, the regret of the Eagle increasingly peaked. He regretted that he had forced Zeasy to accept him. Until the girl lost consciousness with blood pouring from her nose. Maybe Zeasy was thinking too hard so that the pain in his head was getting worse.

I don't know what the eagle should do now? He just kept pacing in front of the ER room with deep worry.

Does he have to contact Islan, tell Zeasy the truth?

TB