
Anna rolled herself up with a blanket, she still kept thinking of ways to be able to talk to Salman the things she wanted to do well, but the reality was that she was thinking, Salman came in and it made Anna shocked.
"I brought you lunch" Salman said, still trying to be ordinary.
"Mas, are you angry?" sahut Anna when she saw Salman who expressed coldly to her.
"Why am I angry?" sahut Salman as if to sneer at Anna who has no shame because after his silly request to abort her womb Salman can still be ordinary.
"What did my words not affect me at all?" search Anna.
"Of course it affects, Zea. However, I still have an obligation to serve you as my wife" Salman replied firmly.
Anna looked at the face that normally always displayed a warm expression now far very cold. Anna realized all her desires were impossible things that she would get.
The two were silent for quite a while, no one dared to say anything. Anna ate a little and when she was about to continue eating, she again felt nauseous and immediately ran to the bathroom to let out her entrails.
"Zea .. Are you okay, honey?" Salman who had a cold expression was now so worried when he saw his wife vomiting.
"Water." Anna who felt a sore throat asked Haidar for water.
Haidar ran to get water on the table, then handed it to Anna.
Seeing his wife like that, Salman felt very guilty. He massaged Zia's neck, and then rubbed Zia back onto the bed.
"If we drop it how?"
The words were still ringing in Salman's ears. He was confused, on the one hand he was so eager to have children, but on the other he did not want to see his wife tormented like that.
"My stomach is not good, Mom. My head is also dizzy," complained Anna feeling her body reacting unusually.
Along with that, Alex comes to see Anna. Salman who had already received information if his father-in-law wanted to talk alone, he also asked for permission to go out under the pretext of wanting to buy Anna's favorite snack.
"What do you feel, honey?" Alex rubbed his youngest daughter's head. It's grown up but for her Anna will still be her little angel who completes the happiness of her family.
"It's not good, Pi," said Anna.
"Mommy is just like us. Mami is so hard to eat, even Mami does not want to be on Papi. But it's all just a story we'll never feel if we don't get pregnant, honey. Believe ... God has given you confidence to be a mother, imagine out there many want to have children. They do a lot of it, some are willing to use tube babies, some are willing to do a continuous pregnancy program, she said, some are even willing to take a child from an orphanage because they have so many children but they are not given the opportunity to have them directly." Alex looked at his daughter warmly.
"You're really lucky, pregnant young. The energy is still strong and later you can keep your child in a condition that is still fresh because he is not old. Imagine those who are new to the love of children at the age of 50, do they take care of their babies perfectly? Of course because the baby is always awaited by every human couple."
Zia absorbed all of her father's words. He knew what he wanted was wrong, but he was still not ready.
"But I don't want it yet" said Anna.
"Imagine .. if it used to be when Mami was pregnant, Mami refused to get pregnant with you. What are you feeling?" Alex throws up questions Anna can't guess.
"What do you feel? Are you sad or happy that you were not born into this world? Are you sad or happy that you were born as a child that your mother didn't expect?"
The deg!
Anna's heart was pierced by thousands of arrows. His heart ached imagining that he was a child that his family did not want. Her tears welled up in her eyes, she felt her chest so tight that she found it hard to breathe.
"If your reason is not ready because of your medical school, Papi is already sinful because he cannot give you useful knowledge, Anna. Papi regrets that he sent you far away to another city, but the end result of your education is just like this, being ungrateful for what he got." Alex is hooked on his emotions.
"Your knowledge that you have been demanding all this time only makes you intellectually intelligent, but your gratitude really does not exist."
Alex stood up and left Anna, who was crying.
Anna was so touched by her father's words. Really he never thought that far about the education he received. During this time Anna was only often selfish and put forward her ego without thinking about other things.
Salman, who was about to enter the room, was prevented by Alex.
"Don't you meet, let him digest what Papi just told him."
Salman, who heard so clearly his father-in-law's words to Anna, felt that Alex was so perfect to be a father. He who will soon become a father never thought that far when later he sent his son.
"Thank you, Papi." Salman can only say that. For her to interfere with her in-laws it really helped her to go back to talking about this with Anna.