ZAHRA AKBAR'S

Fragile

That morning at Steven's residence there was a very loud music sound from Shafa's room. For some reason since Fachri's departure, he muffled the silence of the soul with music that represented the voice of his heart.

How long can I survive without you Fachri?

I'm not the tough woman you think I am

I'm just a little girl who's too fast to grow up

I'm fragile Fachri... I'm fragile....

Shafa's cry broke unstoppably again. He cried as if leaning on the balcony and resting on the floor hugging Fachri's Zahra-Akbar book. When reading every scratch of Fachri's hand, Shafa is always weak he can not remember the memories with her husband.

For two weeks, she kept her tears from spilling. He was looking for another impingement to have his mind slightly diverted. Until the people around him were also affected by Shafa's impingement. But in fact, she was an ordinary woman who also had tears.

Randi, who had just returned home, drove Mr. Steven to the office, immediately to Shafa's room. He went straight in. If knocking on the door will be free, the sound of loud music will drown the sound of knocking on the door.

Arriving inside, Randi immediately caught the figure of Shafa crying in a balcony. After all these days Randi never saw Shafa cry. Today the girl broke into tears. Without a second thought, she hugged Shafa to make the girl calmer.

"Crying Non! Remove what has been non-slaming," said Randi while gently rubbing the hair of his little friend who has the status of a master's child.

"Gue is not strong Rand, I want to follow Fachri. Because I too Fachri left. I'm ruined for the second time Rand. I can't pretend to be tough anymore." Shafa uttered on his sobs in Randi's arms. He rose up with a state of disordered mind, entering the room. Randi thought Shafa was going to the bathroom, but in fact Shafa took a sharp object from the drawer instead. Trying to injure himself to make his life go away, then join Fachri.

Quickly, Randi immediately grabbed the knife that was inexplicably in Shafa's room. Throwing in any direction far from Shafa's reach.

"Don't be crazy Non!" shouted Randi later. A hard slap landed on Shafa's cheek. This time he dared to be rude.

"Is Non-Safa's faith this weak? What does Non Shafa get from suicide? Only sin will torment Non in the Hereafter. Fachri will also be tortured for his wife's behavior like this. Fachri left because it was time for him to return. We can't change someone's fate." Randi spoke again with great emphasis.

Shafa's body went limp for a moment and sat on the floor . Again he lost control. How could he think that ending his life would lead him to Fachri. His actions will create new problems.

Randi immediately turned off the music that was still on.

He held both shoulders of Shafa. "If Non Shafa is gone, what about Mr Steven? Think about his feelings too. In order to protect Non Shafa from his greedy uncle, the master willingly separated from his mistress Olivia and her son. He always harbors his own loneliness, does not want to look weak in front of others. At the moment Mr. Stev only has Non Shafa. At least think of your happiness, Non."

Shafa hugged Randi tightly. Shed her tears again. He was too late in his grief to forget that his father needed him too.

"Don't be selfish! We all lost Fachri. Non Shafa must rise for the sake of master and for the sake of a long future. Remember Fachri's message! Non has to continue living even without him. I'm sure Non can. Someday Non Shafa's happiness will surely come." Randi rubbed the back of the currently fragile girl in his arms.

After being content to vent his soul emotions and feel calmer. Shafa released his embrace. "Tumben lo can be so wise!" shafa said while wiping his tears with his hands.

"It was spontaneous, Non. Because of Non forgetting myself, my wise soul thrashed to get out." Randi led Shafa to sit down on the sofa.

"Usually you if you talk like nyablak not because. Make me an emotional soul" said Shafa.

"If there is no me, where does the world exclaim Non."

"Please call if there's Samuel. He was eleven twelve. Both are noisy." Shafa looked gloomy again considering his chatmate who now never contacted him.

"Don't be sad anymore! And never try to kill yourself again!" randy is serious.

"Who would commit suicide" Shafa said, taking a tissue to wipe his face.

"La what was Non?"

"Owh was a demon who might want to kill himself" said Shafa Cuek.

"Pretend amnesia. Satan is the scapegoat."

"It'll be a goat roll Rand times!"

"Kelon aja sono amu kambok."

"Lo, I'm not." Shafa took another tissue, then took out his snot. Until his voice made Randi shudder in disgust.

"Dih, pretty-pretty slovenly. Shower there Non!"

"Yes. It's also a shower." Shafa got up from his seat.

"Miss...!" call Randi.

Shafa paused his footsteps. "What else is Randi?"

"Sorry for slapping Non!" Randi said with regret.

The smile on Shafa's sweet lips. "Thanks made me realize this slap."

Randi smiled too.

"Oh yeah Non, borrow the phone for a second."

"Numpang kota Non, I forgot to buy pulses," said Randi.

A hand reached out to her. "Initially you're kind of like my phone."

"She is calm."

Shafa headed straight for the bathroom. While Randi immediately sought name contact on Shafa's phone. Once he was able to, he immediately recorded the number he was looking for. Randi came out of Shafa's room to contact someone.

*****

Thunder, who was in his study with Samuel, was shocked to find a call from an unknown number. The call was ignored Thunder. Dipenelvon did not give up. To make Samuel uncomfortable.

"Thank you why, brother! Noisy on your phone."

"Unknown number Sam. Maybe a prankster." Thunder refocused on Samuel's book. Because, Samuel asked his cousin to teach about courses that he had not mastered.

"I'm the one who raised this." Samuel asked for Thunder's phone.

After Samuel received the phone. He swiped the green icon and touched the loudspeaker icon.

Sandy: Hello Sam! Finally you raised my call.

Samuel frowned in wonder. It was like knowing that voice.

Samuel: Sorry! Who is elo?

Randi: It's me Randi. Sorry to bother you. But this is about non Shafa.

Samuel: Shafa who do you mean Rand?

Randi: I mean non Clara. I just wanted to ask you to be her chat friend again. He needs his best friend right now.

Samuel looked at Thunder who seemed silent. Then came the voice of Randi who told the state of Shafa who almost hurt himself.

Samuel and Thunder were shocked to hear Randi's words. The two did not expect the girl who had been known to be cheerful could do something stupid.

"Lo know kak, what you have to do" said Samuel after the call was over.

Thunder sighed softly. He leaned his head on the sofa. "I still can't Sam. I am afraid of my own feelings. After all this time I got used to it without calling her, I wasn't sure I could be like I used to. One year Sam, I tried to forget it."

"But you can't forget it. There used to be Fachri who could make Clara happy. I mean Shafa," said Samuel. "Since when did that naughty girl change her name? A lot has changed now" he continued.

"So Randi said it was his little name" said Guntur.

"Maybe it's time now that you really have to get into his life. You used to have a reason to retreat because there was Fachri. But now there's no reason for you to back down" Samuel said solemnly.

"There's still a reason Sam. Fachri just died, not even 40 days. Yes, I have to get close to his wife."

"Lo was close to Shafa long before Fachri became her husband. I remember what Randi said! Shafa needs someone who can comfort himself. And what could be Shafa's entertainer is just the stinginess of Lo Kak." Samuel sat next to each other watching his cousin's brother in dilemma.

"Shafa kok did not realize yes Sam, if the chat an ama he was not lo."

"That's because we're both at heart" Samuel Ngasal said.

Thunder clenched the head of his cousin's sister. "You're the one who's weird, I'm not."

Samuel grimaced in pain because of Thunder. "Trus if not see what is it, brother? Lo chat an ama Shafa is like a srimulat comedian. Play the guessing gokil until Shafa often sends emojis laughing. Shafa's a typical humorous chick sister. That's why he's comfortable with you."

"Au ah dark." Thunder rose while throwing the sofa cushion at Samuel's face.

"Where are you going, brother?" samuel cried as Thunder was about to come out.

"Go home" replied Thunder briefly.

"About his father's office, come away as good as his own eel," grumbled Randi. He also tidied up his college books and immediately went to the campus.

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