
~ no matter what the circumstances and pain are, you must remain a gentle and kind woman figure~
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Since being evil is not an option, you will definitely understand that everything that happens in your life has been determined.
Even if the world judges you, you must keep smiling at the sky and raise your hands to keep praying for endless happiness.
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Sometimes I also want to be selfish, hate myself, feel insecure, take revenge, yell at the world, hate myself and all the things that are destined for me.
Why should I accept all this pain, why should I suffer, why cannot I be appreciated, why not everyone should consider my presence.
And now why am I not born perfect like them, perfect, material, life and happy to get the love of all those closest to him.
But when I got to the point of consciousness, I again thought that God was never wrong with the destiny he gave.
Remember that if you are strong, great and perfect, you are perfect and you get through all the fear, the hatred that you consider to be unfair in your life.
And try to remember that you never once became an evil figure, even though you have a grudge you never get back at it you just say in prayer "let you avenge all this pain and vengeance".
Revenge is not good, even it is what makes you evil, but you managed to remain a good and gentle woman.
Once again you remember well, the good will end well.
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" It's okay, ma'am ? " i said after explaining everything to my mother.
" Yes it's okay, the mother is happy because of her presence we have a friend to be at home "sawut mother.
" He shouldn't feel this way Mom, he's still too small and his parents left behind despite being left for work, but from the story of mang Johari Gia indeed less attention and affection of both parents. "
" Yes mother also took pity on him, but we can give him happiness at least a little happiness and eliminate his loneliness" Nilam said while stroking his daughter's back.
" Well mother, I also don't want her to feel what I feel enough of me and mother alone" I said with a flat gaze with a smile of compulsion.
' I'm sorry I can't do much for you, my daughter, but I promise to always make you happy. '
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Cafe 20:30 AM local
" I want to find a baby sitter, you guys help me to find " said Ghaza flat.
" The baby sitter ? " fero was shocked.
" Lo was supposed to be looking for a girlfriend, not a baby sitter hahaha" Gani said.
" Lo sure nyari baby sitter, ga "Zio also open the sound.
" The baby sitter is not for me, but make my adek because the mama papa again out of town a week, my maid also suddenly returned home anank sick, yakali I take care of the boy " explained Ghaza lazy.
" Oohhh make adek lo, later I try to wonder " said Fero while returning to focus on the phone.
" Now again brought my driver, he said to be entrusted with the neighbors he just I do not believe it, pity also I live with them. "
" Yes Lo try to see first how know the person who keeps him good, and adek you want to blame " said Gani.
" Tomorrow I will see there" replied Ghaza.
Back to Yuni's house
" Gia, we eat first yes you must have lengthened his stomach" I said while stroking his stomach.
" Ahahha amused kak "sahut Gia with her laughter.
" Yuni, Gia let's eat don't be kidding me continue to "call Nilam to his two daughters.
Yes Gia already she considered as her Daughter despite having just met once, if Yuni liked and was happy with Gia's presence then she would receive well too.
" Yes our mother came yuk, ate a meal. "
Right now their dinner atmosphere was so different, it was more precisely happier and a little noisy due to the arrival of the little elf Gia.
Gia did not mind the food he ate, because indeed he was used to simple food and even he really liked the simple circumstances of life.
" Everything is clean mom, sister ohh yes Gia gapapa call mom is also the same sister Gia right ? " said Gia plain.
" Dear, you will be very happy if you have one more beautiful daughter like Gia "sahut Nilam while crouching and holding both hands Gia.
" Thank you mom" said Gia with a big smile.
' somehow seeing Gia's face reminds me of someone's inner Nilam.
" Have you been to the bedroom now, would Gia be the same mother or sister Yuni ? " tawal Nilam while showing himself and Yuni.
" Gia wants to be the same sister Yuni aja, because Gia does not have a sister girl Abang, bang it jail, evil Gia does not like "chattering Gia.
" Can't be Gia, we fellow brothers must love each other can not be angry yes now join brother Yuni was out of sleep yes, good night" said Nilam and went to his room.
While in Yuni's room, Gia was still a little sullen when discussing about her brother's figure.
" Still upset with his brother ? " i said looking at Gia with me sitting on the floor and her in bed.
Gia simply nodded and crossed her hands across her chest, it was adorable to see her expression.
" Gia, her real mother said that we can't be angry with our brothers, because in fact they love us but sometimes they are jail hahahaha " I kept trying to calm her down and make her smile or laugh.
" Yes gapapa sis, instead Gia was very happy to meet brother Yuni brother is good, sweet and affectionate with Gia" said Gia and hugged Yuni.
' I'm so happy with Gia's presence, maybe I can't feel my sister's affection like this, but I'm happy to be a big sister figure to Gia. '
In a luxurious room while looking beautiful, something again looms over him.
' why I feel guilty because it is so yes, or because it's because I love the photo of him the same Zio to Key the same Chelsea. '
' so now I'm overshadowed by guilt, but I also don't think if Key same Chelsea ngelakuin it, where nyereksnya really fast again. '