Youthfulness

I'm sorry

alvaro constantly calls me, actually my heart hurts so much at the call of alvaro, maybe I'm the only one who uses my heart in this relationship the truth is that alvaro has betrayed me,I'd love to get out of here and go to a place where I can forget about alvaro I'm so devastated because rane's arrogance makes me even more angry,I called alvaro and I'll take him to meet at the cafe where we used to meet, Alvaro was very happy when he got a call from me,

"honey, you finally called me!!!I'm happy you're pregnant with my son I want to be responsible you don't need to be sad baby,"

"meet at the cafe I usually wait 30 minutes"

"what's wrong with you, why are you so cold like me?"alvaro apparently did not know that his dark woman Rane had told me everything, well you wait for my game, before 30 minutes alvaro had arrived and immediately went to me to hug me,but I pushed it so hard that alvaro who had not prepared himself retreated a bit far away,

"what's wrong?can you explain what my fault is?"

"well what's your fault you're still not aware" I laughed with a grin

"you think I'm stupid, I've shed your flesh and blood as you wish please go with that bitch" my eyes looked at the hateful alvaro and alvaro seemed to feel the look in my eyes "honey what do you mean by women?women what?I only have you"

"don't lie to me, alvaro, I have proof" I threw my phone to the table when alvaro saw his face stiff as he didn't think I knew about it,

"unfortunately I can explain, I don't know what this is about, baby trust me.." Before Alvaro finishes talking my hands smother his mouth,I had to hide my pregnancy and get away from her even though this child belonged to a bastard like alvaro but I'm still her mother this child is not guilty at all,

I was about to leave this cafe but Tibatiba's senses appeared

"wah wah.kaya there will give me a chance"

"what do you mean do not macem macem my girl, kalo lo dare I shake the head you use my car" Alvaro pulled me away from the presence of the senses to his car,alvaro continued to go very fast with his car I was silent all the way finally alvaro stopped his car on the road very quiet around him only the forest, I suddenly felt fear all over my body, I was afraid,alvaro took my hand and said,

"sad pardon me, between me and rane not as you imagine I swear, I don't know what" Alvaro showed a face so sad alvaro was about to kiss me,at first I refused to keep pushing and hitting alvaro's chest, but my strength was not as strong as alvaro's, Alvaro kissed me and his hands began to touch every part of my body, I began to resign and follow his game, he said,I think this is the last game between me and alvaro,even if that night alvaro did it or not with rane now better forget to enjoy the time left between me and alvaro after this I will go away from him hopefully you are fine alvaro I love you, me and alvaro played crazy in the car until 2 hours passed we were done I asked alvaro to drive me home, after until alvaro seemed reluctant to let me go,alvaro continued to hold my hand and kiss my forehead affectionately, "alvaro it's already night I'd better go home,"

"tomorrow I may meet you, my dear"

"emmmm" I nodded my head,

"i went inside the house and packed up my stuff I'm moving to Korea my parents' house is, uh, in,my parents will be angry and disappointed when I know I am pregnant now but I am sure they will take care of me well, because other than them no one loves me more in this world,the next morning I left for the airport and flew to Korea I did not tell anyone my departure including my best friend Diamond and Riko, I was anxious,they both must have been looking for me where sorry intan riko I have to go without telling you guys but I promise I will return to Indonesia to your side again like before,but right now my heart is really broken I can't accept alvaro who sleeps with rane,I hate innocent cocky girls in the guise of rich snakes rane later when I will be revenge for the suffering I experienced, I have arrived at my parents' house,but there's only a housekeeper standing guard here,

"your young lady is coming"of course in Korean

"iya mba, mama papa has not come yet mba"

"not yet what do I need to call the lady and the master?"

"don't let me wait in my room" I couldn't hold back my tears and I kept crying, like my housekeeper saw my sadness and called my mother,30 Minutes later my mother came and came straight to me,

"mama,." I hugged my mom so tightly I couldn't tell her everything

"ma'am I want to stay here"

"loh instead you want to stay in Indonesia why come this way son, and again why are you crying?mama asked me while stroking my hair

"mama forgive nessy ya maa,"

"dear, tell me why"

"nessy pregnant mah" I said as I bowed my head I could not see the expression of my mother's sadness her disappointment, very visible from her face mama was shocked but mama kept hugging me tightly mama asked me

"who wants who?"whose word I mean I know exactly who the father of this child I bear, is,

"it's.I'm..maaaa" I can't say about alvaro I'm so devastated,

"where he wants his name let's go find his parents and hold him accountable"

"mah nessy doesn't want to alvaro him." I said it while crying.

"why nessy say to mama everything's clear"

"alvaro betrayed nessy maaa"

"what a jerk that guy let mama give him a lesson baby"

"no maa don't nessy love her same she don't maa nessy please,nessy don't want to see alvaro why why maa"

"but son how with the fate of you and your dear child, you can not let your granddaughter born without your father can not see you suffer"

in Jakarta there alvaro is dizzy looking there and here alvaro almost crazy because of the departure of nessy, 20 days passed since the departure of nessy alvaro became more rebellious and more emotional, he said,when Rane comes to hold alvaro accountable for her pregnancy, Alvaro is shocked and chaotic at once,

"alvaro I'm pregnant, I ask you to take responsibility and marry me"

"what do you mean?it's not possible"because alvaro remembers so well when he did he used safety.