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I also asked Stef to finish off Celo so I could go back to Zach. Of course it was not easy, but with a variety of persuasions, the old man finally collapsed. Beyond a doubt, it turns out Stef also planned to eliminate Zach. I'm mad at him."
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"Damn! I have to give birth to this unlucky child alone. Look, once he's born, I'll throw him in the trash! Because that's where it is."
Auryn again sniffed, he did not expect so much hatred and did not want himself to be born into this world. But all has passed, yet his mother raised him full of struggle and affection.
Auryn went on to read the page which was only a few more sheets away. Like a novel, he will know the ending of his mother's past.
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"Knowing that I'm angry that he failed to finish off Celo. Stef returns to action, he kidnaps Celo and almost manages to finish him off as well as the child in his womb. However, Celo again failed to survive also his children. Twins, boys."
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"Thanks to Auryn, I can forget Zach and my dark past. Although it didn't disappear completely, I could at least be happy to see the smile of my daughter Auryn. Keep on being happy son, I hope you won't have a future that's past Mom."
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"I am very proud to have a daughter like Auryn, she is always ranked first in her school, despite often getting scorn from people, but she is always tough. I'm sorry, son, for the past crimes you had to suffer like this."
Auryn was moved by his mother's words, knowing that she loved him very much. His disappointment was slowly dissipated due to the sincere affection the woman gave him during his life.
Auryn is currently on the last page of her mother's diary. His feelings are mixed, confused to behave how as if the guilt is now moving on to him. He wants to be honest, but at the same time Auryn is also afraid of being hated and away from Celo. A very kind woman accepts and loves herself.
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Auryn now sits sobbing on the floor at the foot of his mother's bed which is now his bed. Although her round eyes had been swollen because of crying too much, it did not make the tears stop wetting her beautiful face which now turned pale.
"Mother hiks...hikss...why do you keep a secret this big? Why did Mom leave a grudge of everyone for Ryn? What should Ryn do Mom?"
"People you've hurt, they're all very kind to Ryn. Even Ryn also loves Ar very much, the son of the person who once tried to be eliminated even Ar himself will also be eliminated. What about the fate of the child in the womb Ryn Bu? Will he also be the same fate as Ryn?" Auryn kept asking himself without anyone answering.
This solitude makes him free to let go of all the tightness in his chest. Sometimes he thinks God is unfair to him. How could he live this life alone?
However, back again to his mother, Melodi alone can survive until the last moment. Why not, he also has to survive to improve his mother's past. Whatever the risks he will face, including having to lose Archie, her husband, which means his son will have the same fate as he grew up without having a father figure.
Auryn realized, he had no right to hold Archie by his side because the man did not love him. The man also deserves to be happy with the woman he loves.
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In his big hand seemed to tip the package like food. He doesn't want the last time his wife was here to happen again. Unconscious of not eating all night, also experiencing bleeding that almost endangers his child.
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"Where is he? Is it out?" Many times the man knocked on the door, never going to he got the approval from his wife.
"Auryn, are you inside? It's me Archie." Call Archie, afraid his wife doesn't hear a knock on the door.
Desperate to leave, Archie accidentally turns the door knob open. He felt stupid for yelling, while the door was unlocked.
"God. From then on, the door was unlocked. Foolish woman, what if someone with evil intentions enters the house. Does he think everyone is as good as he is?" Archie spoke to himself, also smiling in light of his wife's habit.
"Auryn's.." Archie called his wife again because he still did not find the presence of the woman who was pregnant with his child.
Archie stepped into the room occupied by his wife. A feeling of relief came to his heart as soon as he saw Auryn sleeping in a curled position in a not too big length. The woman hugged an old book that was thick enough, making it cover her baby bumps existence.
He was sitting on the bed right next to Auryn sleeping at the moment. Observed face that almost a year accompany his days. Undeniably, Auryn's presence in his life brought many changes. One of them, he is no longer playing with women even night he has handed over the power of his night club to Nico, a confidant of Eric, his Daddy friend.
"Is she crying again? Such a big feeling of longing for Mom." Mumbled Archie himself.
He could see, the girl's eyes were more puffy than before, as well as her nose flushed red. From there Archie can know that the woman had just fallen asleep, because her face was still wet with tears.
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At night, Archie was asleep by hugging Auryn's body. As usual, the woman often woke up in the middle of the night either to urinate or to drink just quench thirst.
He glimpsed a glimpse of a large hand perched on his distended stomach. A brief smile rose there, but not a happy smile, but a smile full of wounds and guilt.
With a slow motion released Archie embrace, he rose slowly so as not to disturb the sleep of her husband. Auryn stepped slowly, he sat in a single sofa in the room, which faced directly towards the bed.
Auryn enveloped his body with a piece of soft-feathered cloth, after which he re-rolled on the small sofa. She did this, in order to learn to get used to it without her husband's arms. They have rarely slept together since their pregnancy.
Remembering something, Auryn got up from his position. He took his mother's diary which he just put on the dressing table. He is not afraid if until Archie reads the contents, after all the man does not like to interfere in the affairs of others.
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