Your wealth is destroying my family

Chapters. 20

Blue stared at the mirror with a haggard face. He continued to regret the stupid decisions he had made.

In the past, because he was too in love, he chose the wrong partner and lost his family. And now, still filled with grudges, he accepts Sora's offer, and ends up getting married.

"Hahhh. Making a decision when emotions are really a disaster." Lirih.

Blue rubbed his face with a towel and decided to go out. Inside the room, Sora was already sitting on the sofa, like he was waiting. Sure enough, once Blue appeared, the man immediately stood up.

"Blue, let's talk."

Blue looked at Sora for a moment then nodded. He sat on the edge of the bed, facing Sora.

Sora took a deep breath. He looked at Blue who looked expressionless. Sora became nervous, as Blue was completely illegible. Even the look in his eyes could not make people guess what Blue was feeling.

"I'm sorry." Sora said after calming down.

"No. It's my fault too. If only I hadn't accepted your offer."

Sora was stunned, Blue again used the word "you". Makes Sora feel out of Blue's life.

"Blue … "

"But it's already gone. How else to." Blue cuts off Sora's speech.

Suddenly the mood became quiet. Both are immersed in their own thoughts. Until finally, Sora's breath was heard followed by the stomping of his feet. Blue was surprised and raised his head. Sora approached while extending a hand.

"Start from zero." Sora's speech mimics the gas station attendant's style of speech. "Hey. My name is Sora Kinomoto." The impression without pulling a hand.

Blue nodded, he hesitated. But there's no turning back. They made promises before God and the witnesses. The real promise, not a false promise like when in Malang.

Finally Blue resigned, he did not know what would happen in the future. This is the consequence of his mistake. He steadied his heart, then Blue welcomed Sora's helping hand and stood up. "Hello. I, Blue Nawangsari Princess."

"It's nice to meet you, Blue."

"It's nice to meet you too, sir." Blue replied while pulling back her hand.

In vain, Sora did not let go of Blue's hand at all.

"No. Not Mister but Brother." Sora Correction.

Blue held her breath, still not understanding Sora's purpose. "All right, Brother."

"I want us to start over. Starting from friends, maybe." Fresh Sora.

"Friends?"

"Yes. We are tied to a real marriage. But our relationship is still like this." Sora pointed at his own body and Blue alternately. "So, it's good to start over. I will keep my promise to make you happy. But how can I keep that promise if I don't know you." Obviously Sora while taking off Blue's hand.

Blue smiled faintly after knowing Sora's intentions. The man in front of him wanted to change was forced to become accustomed. Sora is expressing his desire to live the commitment of the household in earnest.

Blue pulled back Sora's hand and shook it warmly.

"My grill name is Everest. I'm a fighter in the underground world of Hong Kong."

Sora's eyes were perfectly rounded. "Fighter? You mean, free fight?"

Blue nodded.

"How can you?"

Blue took off Sora's hand. "After the fateful incident that befell me. Mas Arya, my only brother, took me to Hong Kong. Learning from the previous mistakes, I asked to learn all kinds of martial arts sports."

"And your brother allowed that?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Sora sighed. "So, did you meet Andre and Natsuki in Hong Kong?"

"Yes, Andre often watched my matches when I was in Hong Kong. Brother Natsuki too."

"Natsuki, don't wear it. Now you're my legal wife, so she's your sister-in-law." Sora reminded me.

Blue face immediately blushed. Somehow he felt unprepared to hear the phrase slide out of Sora's mouth.

He's even more adorable if he blushes. Sora murmured in his heart as he realized the mimic changes of Blue's face.

"Emm! Yeah, that's what I mean." Blue is wrong.

"It's okay. Long enough to get used to."

Unknowingly Sora's hand was stretched out to rub the Blue's head. But quickly Blue dodged.

"sorry. I won't touch you again if you won't." Sora said while holding in shame.

***

One week later…

Slowly Blue began to erode the barrier he had built against Sora. Even so, their relationship still looks formal like the boss and staff in the office. Not even Blue wants to sleep in bed with Sora.

"Does this suffice?" Ask Blue when checking the gift he will wrap.

"Yes, babies change clothes very quickly. So just bring it as necessary." Sora answered as an experienced widower.

"All right then, I'll wrap it up."

"Let the waiter do it."

"Just wrap the gift, I can too."

Sora looked at Blue who looked focused on wrapping the gift. Ever since he got sick and stayed at the pavilion, looking at Blue secretly had become Sora's hobby.

Sora breathed a heavy sigh. When can I be content to look at it so blatantly?

"It's ready."

The Blue voice forced Sora's focus. He cleared his throat and stood up.

Sora and Blue will escort Ichigo to visit Gloria's newborn sister. As the car they were riding in started moving, Indira stared from afar with clenched hands.

"Stupid arini. Just get Sora he can't."

Indira took a cell phone and called someone.

"Hello, quickly contact your acquaintance."

"Romanov?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"All right."

Indira hung up the phone and massaged the base of her nose. "It is better to use full power directly. That little girl can't be underestimated."

***

"Mama, Glo's sister was so funny. Ichi also wants a baby sister like her sister Glo."

Blue gulped his saliva roughly. He did not expect, their visit resulted in a heavy request from Ichigo. As for Sora, he just smiled meaningfully looking at Blue.

"Mama, can you make me a sister?" Ichigo asked with a glare.

"I ... it … "

"Yes dear. Could, later Mama and Papa make a sister for Ichi." Sora replied as he rubbed Ichigo's head sitting between the two of them.

"Dragon!" Blue hiss with glaring eyes.

Sora turned his head towards Blue. "Why, hmmm? Didn't we start the process from last week?" Sora Whispers.

The Blue Reflex pulls Sora's ears.

"Oh, oh." Grumpy Sora.

Blue stared in horror at once. Sora brought up the incident so casually.

"Why why?"

"No, baby, it's okay." Sora replied while glancing at Blue who was already staring out the window.

Ichigo does not stop just like that, all the way up to the house, he continues to discuss the baby sister. He even imagined how his days would be if he already had a sister.

Blue listened to Ichigo's babble with a sliced heart. This is what makes him not want to get married. And the nightmare came sooner than he thought.

"Blue." Call Sora when he sees Blue daydreaming on the balcony.

"Did Ichigo's request bother you so much?" Sora asked while looking at Blue.

Blue turned his head for a moment looking at Sora, then looked back to the front.

"Yes Bang. Sorry." Answer Blue in a soft voice.

"I understand you're not ready. But that night I didn't wear safety. So … "

"I'm not going to get pregnant."

Sora frowning. "Why? Are you wearing a pregnancy-preventing device?"

"No." Answer Blue is accompanied by a headband.

"Then?"

Blue breathes deeply.

"As a result of the violence I experienced, I experienced severe stress to the point of bleeding. Somehow, I also did not hear the explanation of the Doctor at that time. But he said, I will be difficult to have offspring in the future. The odds are only 2%."

Sora's heart melos. He looked at Blue with pity. The petite woman in front of him had already gone through great suffering at his young age.

"Sorry Bang." Blue voice vibrating.

Sora clenched both of his hands. Either wanting to hug Blue or letting his wife face her own grief.

"After this you may hate me for touching you."

After saying so, Sora pulled Blue into his arms. Making the tears that Blue has been resistant since then finally spilled.

Sora was silent with his jaw hardened. At that instant he became so angry, wanting to kill the man who had already ruined Blue's life.

Sora's hands stretched out and started rubbing Blue's head. He even leaned his cheek on his wife's head.

Moments, after calming down, Blue started moving about to break away from Sora's embrace. Sora who realized that only stretched his hand so that he could freely look at Blue's face, without letting go of his embrace.

"It's quieter?" Sora wiped the tears on Blue's cheek.

Blue nodded awkwardly.

"I'm sorry." Said Sora while staring directly into Blue's bead of eyes. "Ichigo's request has rediscovered your old wounds."

"It's okay. This is definitely gonna happen. I just didn't expect this fast even Ichigo to be the first to ask for it."

"Don't be sad. I'll figure out a way to keep Ichigo from saying it again." Sora pulled Blue's head back to lean against her chest that was fielded.

"Ab .. Brother." Blue is agitated, his heart is starting to hammer. And he was afraid if Sora realized. But a moment later Blue frowned. Sora's chest leaflet also sounded so fast.

Sora let go of her embrace awkwardly.

"Gmmm!" He cleared his throat while standing. "I'll get you some water."

  

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