Your Spirit from the Water of My Eyes

Chapter 56. Nervous and Unconfident.

The next day, as usual Ayun would get up and hurry to help Nayla prepare breakfast. The atmosphere of the morning which is usually quiet now sounds crowded because they continue to joke while remembering old memories while still sitting on the school bench. Do not forget Ayun also told about the future plan that he will live.

"So, you're going to work in that Abbas guy's restaurant, Yun?" nayla asked when she heard Ayun's story that she was going to work at the restaurant.

"That's it, Nay. But I feel scared. Cooking like this is different from restaurant cooking. Can I be like them?" Lirih Ayun's. Not yet anything he already felt insecure and not confident.

Nayla pats Ayun's shoulder for the woman to be upbeat, and confident. "You can do it, Yun. Believe me, effort will not betray results. If you study hard and keep trying, I'm sure there won't be anything you can't do." He smiled sincerely as if he was saying that everything would be fine.

"If you want, you can come with me to my mom's boutique. Mama would be happy if you could help out there," Nayla bargained, making Ayun nod her head.

"really. I have not visited Aunt for a long time, maybe this weekend I will go there," said Ayun who was immediately asserted by his friend.

After all the cooking is done, they disperse to their respective children's rooms to wake them up because they have to go to school.the hour has shown at 6 am, if not rushed it will be too late.

After everything is ready, they then enjoy breakfast together while listening to the babble of the youngest child Nayla who is still 4 years old, really very adorable.

At the same time, in other places it looked very quiet. Not even a single person seemed to be passing by in the house when the clock had shown at 7 am.

Evan squirms his body when he hears the sound of an alarm on the nightstand. He quickly picked up the thing and instantly turned it off.

Both of his eyes blinked and felt glare from being hit by room lights that might have forgotten to turn off. He went to the bathroom to clean himself up.

"Dragon! My clothes ma-" Ezra couldn't continue his words when he remembered something. He then clucked in annoyance as he sighed rudely and immediately took out the clothes that were inside the closet.

Too long served, and prepared all his needs make Evan confused to take his own clothes in the closet. Repeatedly he dismantled it just to find a tie, let alone socks that were located somewhere.

"Bw*it!" Evan was upset. To prepare he took up to 2 hours, not to mention the state of the room that had been scattered like a broken ship.

After a long struggle, finally all the preparations for Evan were finished. He immediately exited the room and headed straight for the kitchen.

Blank.

Well, of course the kitchen was empty because no one else was cooking. Evan then turned around and walked quickly to get out of the place and look for breakfast in the streets.

After completing the homework, Ayun immediately prepared to go to meet Nindi who was currently in the restaurant. Nindi is also with the papa who also wants to meet with Ayun again.

Using the clothes chosen by her children, as well as the makeup she bought, Ayun then immediately told Nayla to go out because she met her friend.

Arriving at the restaurant, Ayun was escorted by one of the employees who worked at the place to Abbas' room. Although he had been to Nindi's room, but he felt bad if he had to just enter the place.

Ayun then thanked the employee when he was invited to enter Abbas's room, which was now slightly open.

"Excuse me, Mister. I Swing," said Ayun who was still standing in front of the room, inexplicably it feels awkward if you want to go straight into the room.

"Well, have you arrived? Come inside!" take Nindi while holding Ayun's arm and immediately bring her into the room.

Ayun nodded her head and followed the woman's steps to enter the room. He immediately greeted Abbas who was sitting on the work chair and looked at him.

"Good morning too, Swing. How are you and your kids?" abbas asked, looking at Ayun who was sitting on the sofa with Nindi. He then moved from that place to sit with them as well.

"Thank God be good, sir."

They then exchanged news and activities of each other so that they could be more familiar and not considered arrogant.

"So, you really want to work at this restaurant?" abbas asked seriously, because he was very unhappy with people who were not serious about work.

"Goddess, Sir. But I also feel unsure whether I can work well or not, because this is my first time dodging my work" said Ayun honestly. He does not want smart and pretentious but the edges even zonk.

Abbas nodded his head, then told Nindi to call the head chef to face him right now.

Swing bowed his head with two interlocked hands. His chest was pounding with nervousness and agitation, even his palms were already wet from being hit by sweat.

"Don't be nervous, everything will go smoothly and well if we want to try and keep learning. No human being is born smart and bod*oh, everyone is born the same. What makes them different is the knowledge that exists within. Believe and believe in yourself, and straighten out our intentions if we work and learn because of God, then there will be nothing that we cannot hold even if something is very impossible," abbas said at length.

He understood that if Ayun was nervous and lacking confidence in the abilities he had, of course it was all natural for someone to never get along and train with many people.

"I understand Sir, thank you for the words you have given me. It all felt like a lash that I should not underestimate myself, nor should I overstep the will of God who can do anything against His servant." Lirih Ayun with teary eyes.

This is how educated people, namely people whose words can inspire someone, also become learning materials in order to be good again.

"I already consider you as my own daughter, occasionally invite your children to visit me and also Nindi. He'll love it, too,"

Brakes.

"What the fuck?"

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Tbc.