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76. Do I Have to Choose Alan

as I walked into the room I was taken care of I thought back to what Mom had said.

If I have to choose between Brother Dito and Alan but I also don't know who I should choose whether I should choose brother dito and alan, I don't think the two of them were the choice I wanted but if I didn't choose between them I wouldn't consider me his son anymore to even hurt me.

If with Kak dito I only feel limited to friends and brother for me, as for Alan sir Alan I just felt that he was just someone who gave me suffering in my life but he was also kind to me.

I don't know if I don't know with his attitude whether I should choose Lord Nature to be my husband, whether I won't regret, whether my life will suffer even more.

Honestly, now I don't know what to do, I don't know who to choose, it's not an easy choice for me either, but Alan and the charade he told me would also set me up where his mom and dad and he wanted me and his parents wanted me to be their daughter-in-law what I had to do.

Flasbacks

" Mama answered azza what mama said to kea ma, azza please do not make life lea more suffering or better we be honest with parents lea tuan prayuanda and mrs arum " azzas.

" Never do that azza, although later lea must marry alan I mama do not want and willing if lea knows all that "jasmine.

" Oh so mama wants to marry lea and alan or match lea with dito, azza sure azza answer right ma ?.

Ma answered azza for what mama forced lea to marry as soon as possible ma, did not mama know if lea still want to work first and do not want to marry especially with alan "azza.

" Everything is for the good of Lea as well as za, mama still loves lea so therefore mama gives lea the opportunity to choose whether she will choose dito or alan.

But the real choice is alan but mama is not sure if alan will accept lea, or he will accept lea but he will make suffering in life lea "jasmine.

" I don't know ma azza doesn't know what should actually happen, the most important thing is that you take care of your health, and one message and plea azza to mama if matchmaking or forcing lea to marry alan or dito is not good ma "azza.

No. I don't want to choose dito or alan, even I feel if I choose alan I'm afraid if I will indeed die in his hands.

Already do not say your wish is lea, before you get caught in your own words better just shut up. I also open the door of the room mama hopefully mama is not angry or will say the thing earlier on alan.

" Hemmm seems like there's another problem with lea and this foster mama is my inner, good evening tanning night how is auntie doing okay "alan.

" Hemm a little mengingan thanks for having time to swipe aunt here, lea better you just go home let Azza who takes care of mama" said jasmine.

" Mama what the hell is wrong if lea here accompany mama, so that I also have a friend ma. lea you are here just don't listen to mama maybe mama is too tired "azza.

Yes kak lea will continue to keep here to keep mama until properly recovered and healed, oh yes kak alan whether kak still want to be here or want to go back home please let lea deliver to the front.

" Maybe I also have not had time to go home and clean up, if so aunt and sister lea I say excuse me first and quickly recover aunt "alan.

Ma, brother lea permission to take my brother alan to the front first

" Please lea ohh yes before returning here please buy sister food yes deck brother laper" said Azza.

Okay, brother later let's excuse me, I'm also heading to the hospital and alan will drive his car suddenly brother dito came.

" Hii lea how about the state of auntie is fine, auntie is fine, ohh yes this brother buyin you ate earlier brother dapet news from aunt just now if he was again treated so brother directly here if so we enter aja yuk anyan you do stand in front of the car it's "dito.

Tiiittttt loud honking sound alan car makes lea surprised even dito, jeez what else he did indeed want to kill me his plan.

" Lea you're okay (hold lea's shoulder) "dito,

No kak lea it's okay just surprised, now lea it's okay let our brother go inside.

" Did he just leave me, he thought I was clawing so he avoided it was obvious I wanted the man to come back to you after Brian's brother.

And fortunately, Bima lost the news, hopefully he did not return because if he returned to do things and ways to approach Lea, then I would really scold him and even be firm with him "alan.