Your Love is Not as sincere as my mother's
Episode 15 Maafin I Dabo
Sorry I Dabo
After the incident at home dinda three days ago, Zaki never again see dhani in class and Hpnya also can not be contacted. zaki, rijal and senses try to contact him many times but still can not.
The atmosphere of the classroom that used to be boisterous will do
dhani who unsettles girls now lives a shadow that clings
in zaki's mind and just gone, it seems like girls can breathe
relieved because it is no longer disturbed dhani but deep down inside zaki heart he misses his coffee friend. He misses dhani, someone he first met during the Student Orientation Period at the penance post two years ago. “ where loe dhan.?” batin zaki.
“ Za, how about we go to his house
surely he is at home ” suggested senses during the break time.
“ Nyong agree, sira how za ?” Tanya rijal
“ I'm not sure if he wants to see me ” zaki sighed for a moment “ Why
this all has to happen, God.?” zaki looked sad.
“ Yo wis za, iki Allah's lustful destiny, says
bang ali Ono is the secret behind the secret. Right ?” rijal patted zaki on the shoulder.
“ He`eh za, believe the same ane all will
all right, we'll be able to kayak first. Gathering, coffee together, afternoon walks again, kayaking jokes first. Everything just wait time za ” senses chimed in rijal try to cheer zaki.
“ I should not say like that same dhani, I swear I really nyesel boss ” said zaki regretted.
“ Everything has happened, stay
how do we solve this problem, ane feel it's best for now ” continued senses tumben said wisely.
He was silent for a moment before
at last the bell entered screaming hysterically like the heart of Zaki who screamed hysterically calling the name of his god, God resigned.
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After school, after school
immediately rushed towards the dhani house not far from the house of zaki. The scorching sun that is very stinging as if it does not dampen the intention of zaki to connect the silahturahmi rope with dhani. They further left the Shofwatul Qolbi Islamic Education Foundation complex and went missing swallowed by the kajauhan.
After 10 minutes of travel, they finally arrived at the dhani house that looks so quiet.Like no one in it, this is visible from the headlights of his house that are still lit during the day.
“ Assalamualaikum..” exciting senses of giving
salaam.
“ Wis, nyong bae neh sira less potent
salamne, sira due akeh dose yo” said rijal meledek.
“ Monggo.” reply senses of slacking off
with java dialect.
“ Assalamualaikum Waroh Matullohi
I..!! ” rijal greetings with style ala mubalegh famous. Still no answer.
“ Pak H. imron family no longer at home deck ”ujar neighbor dhani.
Zaki, senses and rijal turned their head back looking for the owner of the voice that suddenly sounded. A thin mustachioed middle-aged man with a slightly yellowed kopeyah perched tightly on his head wearing a party T-shirt inscribed with support for one
prospective lurah blends nicely with the typical black shorts of Betawi's champion in the past standing in front of the fence of the dhani's yard.
“ Uh, this sir I met him dhani want to meet ” said zaki politely.
“ Si dhani again in hospital Ananda dek, accident he said ” he said again.
“ ACCIDENT.?!!, the real pack ?” exclaims
all three in unison.
The three stared at each other a little in disbelief.
“ Yes, three days treated there ”
“ Yes already, thank you so much pak” said zaki and his friends immediately rushed to Ananda hospital.
Zaki's heart felt more guilty as he
knowing dhani's accident. Zaki's eyes reddened and glazed sadly remembering the dhani and slowly tearful tears
the collection broke until it flowed and wet his cheeks behind the glass helmet.
apparently after the quarrel yesterday, dhani came home at a high speed.
A chaotic feeling makes who
it's just careless and lacking in calculation maybe that's what happens samadhani. Zaki try to stay calm while driving the bike fast.
Arriving at Ananda hospital, Zaki went straight to where he was
patient treated. Looks like Mr. H. Imron and his wife are waiting on a long white color while waiting for the development of dhani.
“ Assalamualaikum.., hajj sir how is he doing dhani ?” Tanya zaki approaches dhani's parents.
“ Walaikum greetings.., Eh, you are. Dhani
still not aware za” said H. imron who accompanied his wife. “ There is one thing that makes father and mother sad za” he continued slowly.
“ What is pack ?” zaki replied curiously.
“ Earlier said the doctor, it turns out dhani positip
taking drugs za ” says
H. imron shed tears of sadness in disbelief.
“ Hah...!!!”
Zaki was stunned to hear the words
bokapnya dhani, he seemed to not believe dhani consume drugs.where did he get it?, who has ensnared his best friend such black softness?. Inner zaki raging violently upset.
“ Can I see it pack ?” pinta zaki's
ogre.
“ Yes please za..” Reply H. Imron.
With mixed feelings slowly
zaki swung his footsteps into dhani's room. I don't know what
zaki thinks but he promises the first thing he will do when he realizes he will apologize for the incident at home.
“ Dhan.., neh i zaki. Loe wake up dong
dhan. Rijal, indra, me, keyla, risti, dinda, and friends at school are also kangen
very similar loe, Please wake up dong
dhan.” Zaki said sadly.
Rijal and indra patted zaki's shoulder
the one crying beside the dhani told her to be steadfast while looking at the weak dhani who was rolled helplessly with the breathing apparatus on her nose.
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The voice of Adzan Ashar began to sound
sayup-sayup resuscitated zaki and friends so as not to be too late in the
sadness and immediately pray while praying dhani to be immediately aware of his coma. They also ask permission from parents to go to the mosque
nearest.
Tit.., tit, Tit. Ring tone Hp Sound
zaki creaking sms sign in.
the GE pa Ai?
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geo d`RS. Ananda neh, dhani accident de
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Accident!!, Turz gMn Ai prah gk?
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smp skrg dhani lum sdar
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nti de2 kstu ma risty
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yWh, Ai shlat dlu yes
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Yes A, I love u
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I love u too
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After the prayers of ashar zaki, rijal and indra
back to sowing parents dhani, their feelings become calmer after prayer. Dhani's parents are still looking at their children from behind the glass, the look of sadness is clearly etched on their faces this further adds to the guilt of zaki on them. If Zaki could pull back the time that has been spinning surely he would not say that but everything has happened and could not come back again.
“ A, what is the state of dhani ? “ Ask keyla
Zaki fell silent and hugged keyla, roaring in breath
zaki who began to sob as if he could feel keyla. Details of his tears began to fall “ This is all the fault of Aa, Aa who has made dhani kayak gini de” said zaki lirih full of regrets.
“ Mean Ai ?” Ask keyla curious.
Zaki invites keyla and risty away from the
dhani's room is being treated because she doesn't want her parents to know the cause
dhani's accident was her.
“ Yesterday our time again on waiting for the training session dhani pinjem guitar Aa. Continues without clear alesan dhani ngacurin guitar Aa” zaki sighed “Aa emotion because it's the legacy guitar Alm. Father Aa de ”
“ Why dhani crushes guitar loe za” Tanya risty
“ He thinks if I have nothing the same dinda,gue also do not know why he can accuse me like gitu”.
“ Trus A” keyla getting curious.
“ Aa storm ma dhani, continue because so
unknowingly Aa said her secret dinah if actually she never loved the same dhani . Keep dhani go straight away, while speeding the kayak
the cause of his accident” said zaki regretted.
“ Emang loe there is nothing ma dinda sampe
dhani can have that perception
za ?” Asked Risty who slightly muddied the atmosphere.
“ Yes not`lah, I love the same
keyla there is no way I ngehianatin keyla, besides also dinda chicknya dhani, I can not take my own best friend ris” clear zaki really.
“ I trust kok ma Aa. Yes, yes, Aa
calm down first dede sure everything will be fine.” keyla try to calm down
zaki who looks a little stressed.
“ Thanks ya de” firmly zaki proud on
keylas. “ But there is one more thing that makes Aa more sad de” connect zaki take a heavy breath.
“ What is Ai?” keyla is waiting for zaki's answer.
“ Said bokapnya dhani turned out he was positive to consume drugs
forbidden de ”
“ Who actually loe za ?!!” risty wildly
shocked as if in disbelief.
“ At first I also did not believe but said
his doctor is tiy.”
“ Geez dhani.” risty look pity
what happened to dhani.
Dusk is closing itself to the west
and publishing red mega in the sky that was originally blue is now mixed quite a bit
reddish, the afternoon breeze began to pierce the leaves and tearing off some of the leaves and forcing them
to go home soon.
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“ ZA...!!” call indra terpogoh
approaching the zaki who was buying a pen in a photocopy of madinah bang.
“ Za, za department.!!” exclaim indra ran over to Zaki who was busy chatting with bang madinah.
“ Why do you cuy?” Ask zaki bangtung
“ Dhani za, dhani.!” indra terbata
with breaths and unusual expressions.
“ Yes why dhani boss?!”
“ Dhani died za..” said indra seraya
staring zaki.
“ THE CLEAR LOE... ?!!” zaki was stunned tuk
a moment and sit limp on the long bench in front of the store. His feelings were shattered when
heard the news of wearing it less. Zaki covered his face with his fingers while slowly breathing heavily.
Zaki's mind was floating around incoherently,
his wish to be able to hang out together, coffee together, the road together again
same dhani's gone in an instant.
“ Za, dhani za..” rijal come over
zaki and indra
“ Yes I already know jal.” cut zaki try
be patient.
“ Dhani uwis brought home the same
bapake use ambulance” said rijal.
“ Yes, we are leaving now home
dhani” zaki instruction directly followed
and the senses without much talking.
A few minutes later they arrived
at home dhani, all family friends and tetanga began to arrive to
say bela sungkawa or berta’jiah. Zaki can't see his best friend
longitudinally stiff helpless wrapped in cloth when. The tears seemed to be unable to hold back slowly the tears even melted on zaki's cheeks only do’a the best that can be promised for him.
Several people were seen taking part in delivering dhani to his final resting place, dhani's parents were so loyal to accompany him until the funeral procession was completed. The atmosphere of silence and hidmat is very felt there until the scorching sun that stings was not felt by zaki and his friends.
“ The patient yes sir Haji ” said some neighbors gave moral support for H. imron and family.
“ Yes sir hajj, please let dhani so that he
calm on the side of Allah SWT ” welcome one of H. imron's coworkers to mourn.
“ Thank you very much gaffers..” replied H. imron stammering. And a few moments
he then left the grave of his youngest son, with his wife and family.
“ Dhani, sorry I am ye.., I feel like I failed to be temen loe. The proof I can't
take care, I'm not there when you need. Again sorry I.” said zaki
the dhani tomb.
“ He`eh dhani nyong also muhun sewu kalo
nyong due wrong karo sira dhan” rijal mumbled.
“ Ane also dhan, if ane got wrong
please forgive me, but don't come to my room, I'm afraid the same
mystical things” chirps senses seize the attention of zaki and rijal to make
senses are wrong.
“ Sira ngasal bae dra ” todong rijal growled.
“ You are brave in datengin dhani
jal?” indra menodong rijal gentian.
“ Yes ndak anyway, but ojo said that
dhani. Ngerti sira ”
“ Don't take it.” Zaki tries to mediate between the two of them.
“ Dabo. Sorry for me, once again sorry I am good luck may all your worship services be accepted by Allah SWT. Amien..” zaki looked at the dhani tombstone which was still filled with jasmine flowers and rushed to leave the cemetery area.
“ Za, how did you call dabo sopo iku?” Tanya rijal
“ Dabo's his little name dhani combined
from dhani bhoto to dabo. Not many know emang” said zaki.
“ Ko, people all over dhani called bhoto
yes yes za ?” Indra commented
“ Formerly fat dhani kayak Chinese,
boboho. He is called bhoto or dabo, so it sounds.
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